august 17 2002
rage against sir rex
tell me that there's a BIG difference between "wag ka nang mag table official" and "wag ka pumunta dun". tell me. those are two different things diba. asar talaga si sir rex. he finally clued in that nagtatampo ako sakanya for not allowing me to go to the tournament tomorrow. hello?! who is he to not let me go there. he's telling me that he said that out of concern for me because he wants me to study for my periodicals and he thought he was letting me off easy. like hello ulit. malaki po kaya ang diperensya ng wag ka pumunta sa wag kang mag table official. and i'm not going there because he said so. i'm going kasi i want to see my friends play. paimportante kasi masyado.

*deep breath* stupid ang mga people na nagpapaputok ng fireworks. the last time i checked its nowhere near new year. ang ingay. sarap pagbabatuhin. tainah! yan tuloy. even my ever happy and always smiling self is affected by one damn person.

sir sonny is so manipulative talaga. i'm talking to him about sir rex and how i despise him at the moment. tas he's gonna pop that question again. kala nya since galit ako kay sir rex, papayag na ako. as if si sir rex lang ang naghhold back sa akin para sagutin sya. i'm not as naive as you think i am, you know. you can't take advantage of me damnit.

ay naku. makatulog na nga.

spaced out at 11.11pm