august 21 2002
ranting
i really should be studying right now. okay lang. madali naman english and social studies eh. (why is that so familiar?)

our test earlier was moderately easy. i made a couple of mistakes because of carelessnes but that's over now. there's use stressing over it.

i made a collection of songs that i like and put all the lyrics on the site. its in the about me part. its still not complete, though. i thought of placing the mp3 link so you could listen to it but i'm too lazy.

tomorrow's sam's birthday! yeah! i can't wait for her party on saturday.=) problem ko, gift. kung pwede lang ibalot si luz eh.=p

i am badly in need of sleep. (somehow i think there's something grammatically wrong with that sentence.)i haven't slept the required 8 hours for the past few nights because of something. my mom said that something might be bothering me. whatever. i need sleep.

nga pala, i have this little dilemma. i really don't want to be in a relationship right now pero there's this guy from class. he's really nice, i mean really nice. he's been joining my friends and i every after dismissal, he walks me to my car every friday after class, he even waits for me to be fetched kahit anjan na yung sundo nya. last week, he almost asked me that question. i stopped him in midsentece kasi my sundo came na. buti nalang. i really don't want to reject him or anything kasi he's a great friend and all. sa totoo lang, he's the kind of guy my parent's would want me to be dating-smart, nice, funny, well-mannered, a gentleman, he's your typical preppy nice guy. kaso i can't see him anymore than a friend. and there's nothing wrong with him physically so it can't be that. and i'm not like that naman eh. i heard in a song somewhere, "why do good girls always go for the bad boys" tsk tsk tsk. so true. kaya siguro i can't like this guy. kasi he's a good boy.

damnit. this is totally shallow. think, wish i had your problems. sure, why not. i'd gladly give them to you.

society sucks. this kind of chauvinistic outlook sickens me to the marrow of my existence. (nax) guys don't even care if you're a world class karateka or a literary genius. they'll only give you the time of day if you're cute or beautiful. this makes me doubt all of guys' sincerity. before ka sumagot ng lalake. ask yourself, "will this guy give me the time of day if my looks were any different?" damnit.

nabasag pala mirror ni patty kahapon.

spaced out at 06.01pm