september 16 2002
no more
yes, i did text him today. but no, he didn't text back. i'm a little sour about it but i won't care anymore. i deserve more than what he has given me and deserve more than i get from him. i will no longer care if he says that he still loves me or if people say that we belong together. actions speak louder than words, too bad he's verbally challenged. so there.

anyway, i feel like saying something about "checkers". uh.. basta! si checkers..=p now that he's a lost cause and out of the wide screen picture i might really come close to going for checkers. i like him. dati pa. even nung kami pa ni sir vince. don't get me wrong. i never cheated on him. i just like the guy is all. now that he doesn't give a damn then what the hell. the only reason why i wanted to stay single was to wait for him to come around. but after today, i don't think he will. btw, don't you lecture me on respect. i've got more of that than you ever will.

anyway, i went to practice today. practiced kata. my kanku-dai's looking good. so is my chatanyara. no way is anyone gonna beat me in kata this time. i spent my after practice with sir sonny. i know what you're thinking. why would i be spending time with him when i hate his guts. i guess i'm more hurt and angry than i thought. i wouldn't be spending time with sir sonny if i didn't know that he'll get hurt if he finds out. of all the people ba naman, his teammate pa.

damnit. i guess i'm just plain hurt..

spaced out at 10.16pm