If I Had A Gun

Written in late 1995 and a version was recorded during the 60 Watt sessions and meant to be released on the aborted "Southend On Sea" single. It was rerecorded in November 1996 and released on "Caught In A Trap" in early 1998.
The compilation "Unreleased Tidbits & Tiblets" released also in 1998 on Manage This included a recording of the earlier 1996 version though am unclear if this a 60 Watt demo or from another recording session altogether.
It was first performed in Seattle in April 1996 and was performed solo & with a band until the summer of 1998 whereby it has not been performed since.
Playground by a cliff long drop to the sea
a little space ride spins you around and around
I told you to stop but you wouldn't stop for me
eyes never leave the ground
never leave the ground

Hate and pain turn us into familiar shadows
where you could be anyone and I could be anyone
do you stand with God's finest laughing in the gallows
abandoned in the wind and the sun

If I had a gun
I know what I would do
I would seal my fate
seal my fate with you

Little space ride begins to crap out and fall
through an atmosphere that's weak and unreal
I told you to stop but you wouldn't stop for me
now I don't even try I don't even feel

If I had a gun
I know what I would do
I would seal my fate
seal my fate with you

Blind deaf and mostly dumb
can't chase away and I can't outrun
it doesn't matter how I seek my peace
nothing separates me from the beast

If I had a gun
if I had a gun
if I had a gun
I would give you
your freedom