The Amyl Nitrate Dreams Of Pat Robertson

Recorded for Mercury but only the Mitchell Froom version was officially released as a b-side to the UK Johnny Mathis' feet CD & cassette singles. A fantastic version of this from the April 1992 Kevin Killen sessions was released as part of the Mercury band demos tour CD in September 2008.. It has never been played live as far as I know.
An early solo demo of this, maybe dating back to late 80s, with different lyrics was titled
Did you see me in your shifting curtain
I was busy taking a furtive peek inside
Open up the lights of your unpredictive sea
At your lovely freeways burning with innocence
At your lovely chain stores levelling the horizons like A-bombs
At your run-down streets long abandoned

By the few that claim that they saw me
By a few they claim that eyes were opened

No close friends
I swear no one saw me

My Boy Scout badge I got for not feeling a thing
My golden future with its wild cherry flavored hole
My yellow ribbon, my yellow streak, my big stick
My big time with the pony's oldest trick

Won't keep the grains of my soul from passing through the sieve
Won't keep me from begging for something I know you'll never give
And anyway, I'm probably gonna just steal
I guess I might be okay if all I wanted was a thrill

No close friends
Yeah I might be okay if all I wanted was a thrill

I saw the black in your shifting curtains
I saw you tighten up a drum and faded getaway
I watched with pain, I watched with lust your lousy acting
You're a cloud of dust and whenever you speak it's a ~ to see
Saying eventually you're gonna have to give up

No close friends
Yeah I swear I never give up