Why do I feel this way inside?
Music
     Escape
           Love
Images I cannot express-
     Pain I do not feel-
Love I need to find in order to survive
           
          Lucky
Moonbeams and stars glimmer overhead.
Hot chocolate warmth enters my soul
as orange, tropical rain cascades onto my face.
A razor blade
                   drops
onto a white tile floor.
                                 A pink, orange, white
                                 flame disappears as
                       smoke
                                 rises in swirls to the ceiling.
Beautiful agony echoes in imaginary
images from my head.
My
     Heart
              Beats
                       Faster.
Elated smiles scream in jubilation
While tears scream and hands grope for that
                                                  one last breath.
Inhale.
Vanilla and Lavender entwine
in blissful harmony.
                                     The vile shatters;
                                 my last breath taken-
                                         I am free
Where am I?