Mockery

It was one of those nights
when the moon hangs big and low.
So close, you want to touch it
with it's pale halo glowing.
But the man-in-the-moon's face,
it did mock me, taunted me,
like a bird mocks a cat behind a window
because it knows what it is that haunts me
for endless tommorrows
and sows the seeds
of my endless sorrows.

It was colder than I care to remember,
Even more than usual for the month of November.
The only thing keeping me warm
was a half full bottle of Rotgut.
A smokey smell lingers
in my clothes and on my fingers
from a fire that went out long ago.

As I howled at the night
in the pale yellow light
with the cars driving past,
I was wearing a splash,
and I shook my fist in vain.

And the Moon continued to laugh,
cowardly, out of my grasp.
Ooh, I'd knock it down
if only I could.
Threw my bottle at the moon
like that would do any good.
What a waste of good whiskey,
it turned out to be.
I'm Just a broken down man
with the man in the moon laughing at me.

-Rob Kamen 2005