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| This is where I pour out stuff from my insides, probably quite boring and not worth the reading but I'm bored evrybody is asleep thus this computer is the only person listening to me. The internet is a great thing sure but at the start of 2002 I took the hand out of it, I mean I was using on average 3+ hours a day mainly chatting to people and sending e-mails. Well this effected me because its not real life, there is so much of it fake. I thought the addiction and I'm alright now but I really miss getting loads of e-mails from people. Now I think I'm becomming addicted to Kinder Beunos or however you spell them, ok there is not much to a bar for your 35p but if you put them in the fridge for a bit they are delicious. Whenever your doing your thing are you ever conscious of other people so much that what you believe they may think will affect your ability to have fun. For instance will you abstain from goin on the dance floor and making and ejit out of yourself because you can't dance. I used to care a bit about what other people thought and still do in ways but I think in most situations people should realise that others don't care, so just go for it. I mean I have done some really mad things of late and there hasn't been any bad repercussions. Too many people I think overestimate their own significance when we are so small although in saying that in life we can make a difference. I've received various comments about this site, some good but a lot bad. Why did I do it? Well initially it was for University and I got 15 out of 16 for it by the way, but then I just added to it because I was online loads. tbc |