Roholio's Poems


Nothing more


Born from babylon
Mother of the whore
Lived beyond a gate
The ninth to rule them all
My six years were six bowls
Wrath of God

Now i'm paused
Dead to world
A lost cause
Warm thoughts left unheld
I'm drifting though time
Unaware of it all
I'm spiralling under Jericho's wall

To the deep dark depths of all evil
I'm sinking in saliva
Drooled by the devil
As he longs for my soul
My black hole
I'm holding onto me
And nothing more..

(C)RMB

Sorry Note

I apologise to you my friend
For all the rows to wits end
I'm sorry for my past
That tends to last
And conflict with you

I don't think you will see at all
How you make me feel so small
And i know there is no way
You can understand today
Or accept my sorry note to you

I regret being close to you
Cause ending friendship is hard to do
I never wanted it this way
And that's all that i can say

Sorry from me to you

(C)(RMB)

Suicidee

Jump your last let go of wrath
Leave the pain you live in vain
Your breath is warm and your heart is cold
You feel nothing
Can't be told.

Breathe your last
Drown the sad
Leave a letter to make it better
Your thoughts are lost
When found tangled
You cannot see your actions are mangled.

When you stand razorblade in hand
Do you think of them
With noose round neck do you take a sec
To think of them
With needle in arm and pills to calm
Your ever shaking hand

Do you think they'll withstand?

(C)RMB
Scarred

well scar this face again
slash and let it bleed
out the past and then
watch as i get weak

(C)RMB


With you

I hear your beating heart in the dark
comforting me
I follow its rapping and tapping, I see
beyond the darkness of my room
beyond the boundaries
i follow the call of your heart
and it's with you i sleep

(C)RMB


Without you

So much hurt in your eyes
I fear your need to die
Don't leave me out in the rain
I can help numb the pain

You're here with me and that's enough
You're getting empty
You're love is rust
I love you i said it to your face
I watched your hurt drip away

I love you and i need you today
I'll need you tomorrow come hell or more rain
Who'll i run to if you're gone
I'll miss too much the light you shone

Stay with me until the end
I'll carry you around tight bends
I'll love you when you need it more
I'll hold you each day as i did before

(C)RMB


Immunatily comes at a price

You can't hurt me anymore
I'm too burnt  - an open sore
There's no pain i haven't felt
Mentally an empty shell
And you can't enter
Anymore
Continually filling it with gore
I wonder
What for

(C)RMB
What you are about to read is the pure product of the teenage mutant hormones of Roholio. Call it teen angst call it depression, but i believe you'll enjoy this session..
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