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CONTENT: 1979 rog (part 2)
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HE KA>kDOMY DAHO ||
MUWYPA CO6bITUU' ||
DO>kDb ||
/\i06U/\ /\U R ||
CUMfOHUR PAKETbI ||
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KOCMOC ||
KAK nPOCTO ||
R CKA3A/\ ||
DBE >kU3HU ||
CUHOHUMbI ||
CTPAHbI ||
nUCAHUHA ||
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KAK BCE ||
MO>kET C/\Y4UTCR ||
/\ErKO ||
MOr 6bI ||
n/\E4ku ||
BO/\WE6CTBO ||
B/\i06/\E"HHOCTb ||
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KAK TbI ||
BE4EP ||
KAK C4ACT/\UB ||
CTORT 4ACbI ||
K 3UME ||
B 3DOPOBOM ||
MPAK HO4U ||
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R BbI6PA/\ ||
CBOi0 CYDb6Y ||
DEHb ||
COBET DPYrA ||
EC/\U TbI ||
HE XY>kE MUP ||
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6E3HADE>kHO ||
C/\OBO >kDU ||
PEBYT CTUXUU ||
MYP/\O ||
DEMOH T ||
TE6R 3A6bITb ||
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R COr/\ACEH ||
3A6BEHUR KAK 4YDA ||
>kU3Hb DBU>kEHUE ||
TE6R /\U 3BA/\? ||
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KAK XOTE/\OCb ||
TE6E HA3/\O ||
C KA>kDbIM DHE"M ||
YTEKAi0T , Y6ErAi0T ||
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C6POCUTb rODA ||
4TO nPURTHEU' ||
TPYDHO O6'bRCHUTbCR ||
nPAXA HE OCTABUT ||
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nOTEPR/\UCb ||
CTAHOB/\i0Cb C/\A6EE ||
BbI nOMHUTE ||
HE nOMHUTE ||
Y/\ETAi0T nTUU,bI ||
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HACTAHET DEHb ||
>kU3Hb PA3bIrPA/\ACb ||
B PA3/\YKE ||
CTPACTU U CTPAXU ||
nagaeT 3BE3DA ||
6E3 >kA/\OCTU ||
6/\ArODAPi0 ||
KAK PADOCTHO
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/\i06uTb He ka>kgoMy gaHo ,
Tep3aTbcR B 6e3bIcxogHou' Myke ,
He To/\bko nuTb go gHa BuHo ,
Bce" r/\y6>ke onyckaR pyku.
A Bo3HocuTb , 6oroTBopuTb ,
CaMo3a6BeHHo , 6ecnpege/\bHo
U nocToRHHo BMecTe 6bITb ,
CropaTb B MrHoBeHbe , 4To pa3ge/\bHo.
U >ku3Hb cBoi0 oTgaTb /\erko
Bo uMR Tou' , 4be" cBRTo uMR ,
D/\R Tou' , koTopou' Bce" paBHo ...
BecHa /\i06Bu HenoBTopuMa ...
ropa3go npow,e noTpe6/\RTb
/\i06oBb 4y>kyi0 paBHogywHo ,
He ow,yw,aTb , a co3epu,aTb ,
He cepgu,y - pa3yMy noc/\ywHo.
O , gap /\i06Bu , Bo/\we6HbIu' gap!
Kak cu/\a , yM - /\i06oBb oT 6ora ,
UHbIM go cMepTu cy>kgeHo
B/\a4uTb o6bIgeHHocTb y6oro ,
6e3 4yBcTB , >ke/\aHuu' u cTpacTeu' ...
/\i06oBb He ka>kgoMy gocTynHa ,
A y6uBaTb ee" B ce6e
He4e/\oBe4Ho u npecTynHo.
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R kpu4y - BepHucb , pogHaR!
R kpu4y - no6ygb 4acok!
To/\bko ~exo MHe - He 3Hai0 ...
To/\bko Ha cepgu,e cHe>kok ...
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rpyguTbcR Muwypa co6bITuu' ,
6apa6aHHbIM 6oeM 4acoB ,
3BoHoM HepBoB - HaTRHyTbIx HuTeu' ,
ry/\kuM yxaHbeM coB-Mygpeu,oB.
>Ku3Hb kunuT cyMacwegwuM gBu>keHbeM ,
HenpecTaHHo 6epe"T cBoe" ,
nogHuMaeT , Hece"T no Te4eHbi0 ,
Hu3BepraeT Bo TbMy , B 3a6bITbe".
Ka>kgbIu' Mur oTgae"TcR B co3HaHbe ,
C/\oBHo pokoT canor no n/\au,y ,
U gpo>kuT Bce" Bce/\eHckoe 3gaHbe ,
U To ga/\bwe , To 6/\u>ke k koHu,y.
C4acTbe , rope , Tocka u/\u pagocTb -
B Haweu' B/\acTu TBopuTb cBou' yge/\ ,
Co3ugaTb Heu36e>kHyi0 cTapocTb ,
nepek/\u4kou' cerogHRwHux ge/\.
B Haweu' B/\acTu ocTaBuTb Ha naMRTb ,
npuxogRW,uM cTo/\eTbRM ce6R ,
U/\u To/\bko o6wapnaHHbIu' kaMeHb
Co cTpokou': "noxopoHeH 3gecb R ... "
npoco4uTbcR ckBo3b BpeMeHu cuTo ,
noce/\uTbcR Ha Be4HocTb B yMax ...
>ku3Hb pewuTe/\bHo , rpo3Ho , cepguTo
Bce >ke/\aHbR cTupaeT Bo npax ...
Ho npeg Heu' He po6ei0 , He n/\a4y ,
He nyrai0cb rpoxo4yw,ux /\eT.
4To-To R 6e3 coMHeHbR yTpa4y ,
Ho Hage>kgou' ocTaHycb corpeT ...
rpyguTcR Muwypa co6bITuu' ,
6apa6aHHbIM 6oeM 4acoB ,
3BoHoM HepBoB - HaTRHyTbIx HuTeu' ,
ry/\kuM yxaHbeM coB-Mygpeu,oB ...
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Do>kgb , TyMaH , Tocka - HeHacTbe.
BeTep , xo/\og , TeMHoTa.
O>kugaHbe. npu3pak c4acTbR.
U coMHeHuu' MaRTa ...
Y orHR , B Ten/\e , B yi0Te ,
Pa3MopuBwucb B no/\ygpe"Me ,
R Me4Tai0 o gopore ,
O npokypeHHoM BaroHe ,
O c/\y4au'Hou' Haweu' BcTpe4e ,
MuMo/\e"THoM yguB/\eHbu ,
O noToKe cTpacTHou' pe4u
U TBoe"M 6/\aroBo/\eHbu ,
O6 o6'bRTbRx kpaTkou' Ho4u ,
On'bRHRi0w,eu' co3HaHbe ...
3aTyMaHeHHbIe o4u ,
B guBHoM oT6/\ecke >ke/\aHbR ...
R Me4Tai0 c/\bIwaTb ro/\oc ,
RcHbIu' , 4ucTbIu' kak c/\e3a ,
U,e/\oBaTb TBou' ka>kgbIu' Bo/\oc ,
He>kHo-c/\agkue ycTa ,
U /\ackaTb Te6R 6e3yMHo ,
UcTyn/\e"HHo , ynoe"HHo ...
To/\bko TbI 6/\aropa3yMHa ,
To/\bko R oguH B/\i06/\e"HHbIu' ...
Y orHR , B Ten/\e , B yi0Te ,
Pa3MopuBwucb B no/\ygpe"Me ,
R Me4Tai0 o gopore ,
O npokypeHHoM BaroHe ...
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/\i06u/\ /\u R korga Hu6ygb Te6R?
CoMHuTe/\bHo. /\i06oBb 6bI/\a /\u ~eTo?
6bITb Mo>keT 3a Hee" npuHRTb He/\b3R
Kanpu3bI cyMacwegwero no~eTa.
Te6R npugyMa/\ u HapucoBa/\
Boo6pa>keHbeM , 4yBcTBaMu... k Te6e /\u?
4yTb >ku3Hb cBoi0 HanpacHo He oTga/\ ,
/\i06R Toro , kTo Me"pTB Ha caMoM ge/\e...
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CuMfoHuR PakeTbI
BaM TuTaHaM XX Beka ,
BaM ~eTu cTpoku nocBRw,eHbI ,
BbI co3gaHbI reHueM 4e/\oBeka ,
TpygoM u YnpopcTBoM ~ero Me4TbI.
BbI pBe"Te TbIce4eToHHbIe nyTbI
U , cu/\bI oTgaB 6ecnow,agHou' 6opb6e ,
ru6HeTe B He6e packpbIB napawyTbI ,
>ku3Hb nogapuB pykoTBopHou' 3Be3ge.
B Bac Bon/\oTu/\ucb Hage>kgbI cTo/\eTuu' ,
C/\u/\ucb Me4TbI Mu/\/\uoHoB /\i0geu' ,
BaM TuTaHaM XX Beka ,
BaM Ko/\yM6aM Me>k3Be"3gHbIx Mopeu'
necHi0 noi0 , nocBew,ai0 cTuxu...
3Be"3gbI , n/\aHeTbI , koMeTbI , /\yHa
/\i0gRM gaBHo u npekpacHo 3HakoMbI ,
Cko/\bko 4acoB npoBe/\u y cTek/\a ,
B Mup 6eckoHe4HbIu' r/\RgR , acTpoHoMbI...
Cko/\bko Me4Ta/\u oHu no Ha4aM
BugeTb Bce" ~eTo cBouMu r/\a3aMu ,
He goBepRR Bo/\we6HbIM o4aM ,
BugeTb u TporaTb npegMeTbI pykaMu...
Cko/\bko npekpacHbIx , r/\y6okux ugeu' ,
CMe/\o 6poca/\u B /\uu,o TRroTeHbi0 ,
CoTHu TuTAHOB u3 poga /\i0geu' ,
Ho y npupogbI "oco6oe MHeHbe"...
Bce">ke TuTaH nopo>kgaeT TuTaHa.
3BeHbR pacTyT u kpynHei0T 4epToBcku ,
~Epa HacTa/\a u /\i0gu no3Ha/\u
FopMy/\y , Ty , 4To oTkpbI/\ U,uo/\koBckuu'...
PyxHy/\ w,uT xpycTa/\bHbIu' , nogHe6ecHbIu' ,
PacnaxHy/\ucb orHeHHbIe cfepbI ,
BbIpBa/\ucb HaBcTpe4y Co/\Hu,y /\i0gu ,
Ogo/\eB gaB/\eHbe 6uocfepbI...
Pacu,BeTai0T 3Be"3gbI Hag n/\aHeTou' ,
HeBecoMbIu' , r/\a3 c/\enRw,uu', kycT ,
U 3By4uT cuMfoHuR pakeTbI ,
noc/\e c/\oB: "3a>kuraHue nyck!"...
BaM TuTaHaM XX Beka ,
BaM ~eTu cTpoku nocBRw,eHbI ,
BbI co3gaHbI reHueM 4e/\oBeka ,
TpygoM u YnopcTBoM ~ero Me4TbI.
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nycT KocMoc noka ,
HeT >kuBou' B He"M gywu.
/\uwb 3Be"3gbIu' no>kap
Tpenew,uT...
He cnewu
Ew,e" He HacTa/\ ToT TauHcTBeHHbIu' Mur ,
Korga Me>kgy 3Be"3g npo3By4uT 4eu'-To kpuk ,
Korga Ten/\oTou' 4e/\oBe4bux cepgeu, ,
3ano/\HuTbcR goM-6eckoHe4HbIu' gBopeu,...
KocMu4eckuu' xo/\og , kocMu4eckuu' Mpak
Uc4e3HyT HaBek. A noka 3oguak...
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Kak npocTo B >ku3Hu o6MaHyTbcR ,
YBugeTb To , 4ero B Heu' HeT ,
r/\a3a npuw,ypuTb , y/\bI6HyTbcR
U BoT 6/\ecTuT MaHRw,uu' cBeT.
npupoge u ee" TBopeHuRM ,
OT r/\ynbIx pbI6 go 4e/\oBe4ecTBa ,
BceM cBou'cTBeHHo uMeTb cTpeM/\eHue
K ToMy 4To 6pe3>kuT u/\b Mepew,uTbcR...
Tak MoTbI/\e"k /\eTuT , r/\ynbIwka ,
Ha >kapkuu' fake/\ oroHbka ,
r/\y6okoBogHaR pbI6e"wka
B nacTb xuw,Huka uge"T caMa ,
U 6e3pa3MepHbIe n/\aHeTbI ,
cTpeMRT cBou' Be4HbIu' nepe/\e"T ,
Bce" 6/\u>ke k Co/\Hu,y , 6/\u>ke k cBeTy...
rge cBeT - Boga , rge TeMeHb - /\e"g...
Kak 4acTo MbI B n/\eHy o6MaHa ,
CorpeTbI 6/\u3ocTu Ten/\oM ,
PykaMu npu3pak o6HuMaeM ,
Kak pbI6a c/\agkuu' Bo3gyx pToM...
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R cka3a/\ B Mupe ~eToM
Bce" , 4To gyMa/\ o He"M ,
6e/\bIM cBeToM corpeTbIu' ,
oTn/\aTu/\ R orHe"M ,
U Mory yga/\uTbcR
U3 Hero HaBcerga...
BcnbIxHeT B He6e 3apHuu,a ,
ro/\y6aR 3Be3ga...
Do Hee" 6eckoHe4HocTb
Ku/\oMeTpoB u /\eT ,
>ku3Hb 3eMHaR He Be4HocTb -
A MrHoBeHbe , fparMeHT ,
Bc/\eg 3a MHou' no n/\aHeTe
Mu/\/\uapgbI npou'gyT ,
U ocTaBRT Bce/\eHHou'
4e/\oBe4eckuu' Tpyg...
R >k cka3a/\ B Mupe ~eToM
Bce" 4To Mor u xoTe/\ ,
U Mory yga/\uTbcR
oT o6bIgeHHbIx ge/\...
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DBe >ku3Hu MHe Ma/\o u Tpu epyHga ,
Ko/\b >kuTb - Tak y>k Be4HocTb , He r/\RgR B roga ,
He MepRR fakTbI ynpRMbIM 4uc/\oM ,
TBopuTb 6e3 or/\Rgku Ha /\ucT Hag cTo/\oM...
DBe >ku3Hu MHe Ma/\o u Tpu epyHga ,
R KocMoc xo4y nepe>kuTb ,
4To6 Be4Ho cBeTu/\a MHe c4acTbR 3Be3ga ,
4To6 Be4Ho Te6R Mor /\i06uTb...
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CuHoHuMbI
Mup /\i0geu' Heo6'bRTHo npekpaceH ,
XoTb nopoi0 6bIBaeT >kecTok ,
He6ocBog oc/\enuTe/\bHo RceH ,
r/\y6uHou' ro/\y6uHou' BbIcok...
Ec/\u pRgoM gbIxaHueM He>kHbIM ,
6be"TcR Cepgu,e , Tpenew,eT pyka ,
Uc4e3ai0T npocTpaHcTBo u BpeMR ,
Uc4e3ai0T 6ecc/\egHo Beka...
U cTpacTu 6yp/\RT no/\HoBogHou' pekoi0 ,
A MbIc/\u HecyTbcR cTpoka 3a cTpokoi0 ,
U wen4yT ycTa , To 4To 4yBcTBa Be/\RT ,
A 4yBcTBa /\i06bIe nperpagbI kpywaT...
Ec/\u /\i06uwb , To 3Be"3gHbIe Buxpu ,
To npocTopbI He6ec u Mopeu'
noBTopRi0T ogHo To/\bko uMR ,
OgHoro u3 Mu/\/\bapgoB /\i0geu'...
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MHoro cTpaH Ha cBeTe cyw,ecTByeT ,
MHoro rop BbIcokux u go/\uH ,
rge nbRHRw,uu', 3Hou'HbIu' BeTep gyeT ,
u/\u 3peeT co4HbIu' ane/\bcuH.
TaM He6ecHbIu' cBog , xpycTa/\bHo 4ucTbIu' ,
Bo3gyx Tpe3BbIu' , Te"n/\bIu', He cbIpou' ,
TaM B npo3pa4HbIx Bogax pbI6a n/\ew,eT ,
Ha6eraR Ha 6eper Bo/\Hou'...
Ho /\uwb 3gecb , rge goM Mou' , MHe cnokou'Ho ,
U gywa 6/\a>keHcTByeT , /\erka.
MHoro cTpaH Ha cBeTe cyw,ecTByeT.
MHoro. To/\bko poguHa ogHa...
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nucaHuHa cTuxon/\e"THaR
OB/\age/\a MHou' coBceM ,
~Ex , /\eTu nepo 3a/\e"THoe!
He gbIwy , He nbi0 y>ke , He eM.
To/\bko cTpo4ku , To/\bko 6ykBbI ,
u3/\arai0 HeBnonag ,
caM ce6e nuwy Mo/\uTBbI
u 4uTai0 no cTo kpaT...
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R HeHaBu>ky 6bITb kak Bce ,
CMoTpeTb Ha Mup o6bI4HbIM B3opoM ,
/\i06uTb kak kowku no BecHe
u npek/\oHRTcR npeg co6opoM.
Bo MHe HeT BepbI Hu Bo 4To.
/\uwb B cu/\y pa3yMa R Bepi0.
Da , 4To Bce/\eHHou' ko/\eco ,
DocTaBuT Hac Ha c4acTbR 6eper...
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6bITb Mo>keT c/\y4uTcR - TbI cTaHewb 4y>koi0 ,
c gpyruM 6ygewb B >ku3Hu ugTu.
Hy 4To>k. Bce" paBHo TbI Moei0 3Be3goi0
ocTaHewcR B Mpake Ho4u.
roga yTekyT 6e3Bo3BpaTHbIM noTokoM ,
cMRr4uTbcR , 3aTynuTbcR 6o/\b.
>ke/\aHHoe c4acTbe npegcTaHeT ga/\e"kuM ,
pea/\bHocTb pa3/\yku - cygb6ou'.
npou'gyT roga , kak x/\agHbIu' gyw ,
coTpyT B rpygu ToM/\eHue ,
OcTaBuB B naMRTu , kak cywb ,
KopoTkoe BugeHue...
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/\erko Bce" cHocuTcR Ceu'4ac ,
Ho xMe/\b cnage"T BHe3anHo
U c/\agkuu' Mur Ha ropbkuu' 4ac
CMeHuTbcR 6e3Bo3BpaTHo...
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6ecno/\e3Ho Bce" B Mupe ~eToM.
KpaTok c4acTbR Mur 6bIcTpbIM /\eToM.
6eckoHe4Ha /\uwb 3/\aR oceHb -
3o/\oTbIM /\ucToM pagocTb kocuT...
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4e/\oBek npuBbIKHyTb Mo>keT Ko BceMy.
Hy4u/\cR oH no4Tu , 4To Bce" npow,aTb.
To/\bko Tak>ke HeHaBuguT Bou'Hy
U Hukak ee" He Mo>keT npuHRTb...
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"R Mor 6bI" - O , kakaR fpa3a ,
Kak npocTo cnpRTaTb 3a Hee" ,
HecoBepwe"HHbIe geRHbR
CnacTu HeBe>kecTBo cBoe"...
He pacckpbIBaR Bce npu4uHbI ,
To4Heu' 6e3Bo/\ue u /\eHb ,
YkpbITbcR ei0 , kak xo/\cTuHou' ,
OT ocy>kgeHbR B cygHbIu' geHb...
Ho oT ce6R Begb HeT 3aw,uTbI ,
CaM To4Ho 3Haewb , 4To "He Mor"...
4To ucnyra/\cR 6bITb y6uTbIM ,
4To /\eHbi0 gyx gaBHo ucTe"k...
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n/\e4ku , Ho>kku , py4ku , ry6ku ,
Kpyr/\eHbkuu' >kuBoTuk ,
cepgu,a Tuxuu' MRrkuu' 3Byk ,
r/\a3ku , Mu/\bIu' poTuk...
cTpou'HbIu' cTaH u He>kHbIu' we"/\k
ko>ku 6apxaTucTou ,
3o/\oTucTbIu' nyx Bo/\oc ,
ro/\oc RcHbIu' , 4ucTbIu'...
Bce" g/\R Heru co3gaHo ,
g/\R /\i06Bu u c4acTbR ,
Bce" gypMaHuT kak BuHo ,
6ygopa>kuT cTpacTu...
R /\i06/\i0 Te6R Mou' gpyr ,
cTpou'HaR 6oruHR ,
O6o>kai0 , BuguT 6or ,
ga>ke TBoe" uMR...
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TbI Bo/\we6cTBo , TbI 6o>kuu' gap ,
To6ou' R 6ygy Bocxuw,aTbcR
noka Mou' Mo3r , noka Mou' gyx ,
He npekpaTuT conpoTuB/\RTbcR
Te4eHbi0 cyge6 u BpeMe"H ,
npou,eccy Be4Horo cTapeHbR ,
TbI kpoTocTb , He>kHocTb , ecTecTBo ,
TbI i0Hou' 4ucToTbI 3HaMeHbe...
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B/\i06/\e"HHocTb He Bo3gyx , B/\i06/\e"HHocTb gypMaH ,
U HaM He no/\e3Ha oHa ,
TepReM paccygok u c4e"T u,e/\bIM gHRM -
Bce" RcHo , B/\i06/\e"HHocTb BpegHa.
B/\i06/\e"HHocTb npuxoguT u cTpacTHou' Tockou'
c>kuMaeT co3HaHbe B Ho4u ,
/\uwaeT Hac cHa , oTHuMaeT nokou',
u wen4eT - paccygok Mo/\4u!
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Takou' kak TbI MHe 6o/\ee He BcTpeTuTb ,
He oTbIckaTb B npocTopax He3eMHbIx...
noxo>kuu' ro/\oc c/\bIwa/\ rge-To BeTep ,
noxo>kuu' B3r/\Rg - B ra/\akTukax uHbIx...
Takou' kak TbI MHe 6o/\ee He BcTpeTuTb ,
He oTbIckaTb B npocTopax He3eMHbIx...
Takou' kak TbI - He BcTpeTuT ga>ke BeTep ,
ry/\Ri0w,uu' B ra/\akTukax uHbIx...
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Ka>kgbIu' Be4ep B Ha3Ha4eHHbIu' 4ac ,
DeHb kakou'-To yxoguT oT Hac ,
Mo>keT cMex u yga4u yHe"c ,
Mo>keT Mope coMHeHuu' u c/\e"3...
Ux He Tak y>k u MHoro gaHo ,
~ETux gHeu' - To/\bko MHe Bce" paBHo ,
6e3 Te6R Tak yHbI/\bI oHu ,
~ETu Mpa4HbIe , 3uMHue gHu...
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Kak c4acT/\uB , 4To /\i0/\i0 Te6R ,
XoTR xo4y uHoro ,
3a 6bIcTpoTe4HocTb 6bITuR
6/\arogapi0 R 6ora...
Begb 6e3oTBeTHbIx 4yBcTB noTok ,
B/\e4e"T MeHR B ny4uHy ,
roga yxogRT kak B necok ,
c>kuraR >ku3Hb /\y4uHy ,
OTogBuraR RcHocTb gHR
K noc/\egHeMy 4epTory...
3a 6bIcTpoTe4HocTb 6bITuR
R 6/\arogapeH 6ory...
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MHe HpaBuTcR korga cToRT 4acbI ,
Korga HeT c4e"Ta npu3pa4HbIM MrHoBeHbRM ,
U HeoTMe4eHHbIMu Bga/\b TekyT oHu ,
/\uwb ocTaB/\RR c4acTbe BgoxHoBeHbR...
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R noHR/\ ucTuHy ceu'4ac -
Ko/\b 4To-To cy>kgeHo ,
HacTynyT geHb , HacTynuT 4ac
U c6ygeTcR oHo...
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De/\o uge"T k 3uMe.
3aMo/\k/\u nepHaTbIe cTau ,
B3gy/\acb Boga B peke ,
Xo/\ogoM Hac o6>kuraR...
/\ucT oT/\eTe/\, yMepeB ,
CHuk/\a TpaBa 3o/\oTaR ,
ro/\bIe kpoHbI gepeB
XMypoe He6o npoH3ai0T.
BeTep Bce" 3/\eu' u 3/\eu' ,
U ka>kgbIu' 4ac go>kguHku ,
6bi0T Hac cu/\bHeu' u 6o/\bHeu' ,
C/\oBHo ko/\i04ue /\bguHku...
BoT-BoT cbIpaR 3eM/\R ,
CxBaTuTbcR Me"pTBoi0 cxBaTkou' ,
Kopkou' 3aTRHeT no/\R ,
ToHkou' , npo3pa4Hou' u r/\agkou'...
De/\o uge"T k 3uMe...
To>ke co MHou' npoucxoguT.
OceHb BoBci0 B gywe
6poguT , u 6poguT , u 6poguT...
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B 3gopoBoM Te/\e 3gopoBbIu' gyx.
Ha copHbIx rpRgkax pacTe"T /\onyx.
OT 3/\a He uw,yT Hurge go6pa.
/\ucy pyrai0T. XBa/\RT 6o6pa...
OxoTHuk pbRHbIu' - gByx He nou'MaTb.
Bce" Mo>keT nbRHbIu' - ygapuTb MaTb ,
U B6pog 6e3goHHbIu' npou'Tu okeaH.
To/\bko He Mo>keT 6pocuTb cTakaH...
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3aMeHuT Co/\Hu,e Mpak Ho4u -
TbI He ne4a/\bcR , Tuxo >kgu.
/\i06uMbIu' c/\eg coTpyT go>kgu ,
TbI He cnewu - cnokou'Ho >kgu.
OroHb /\i06Bu ycHe"T B rpygu ,
TbI He ToMucb , 6eccTpacTHo >kgu.
norogbI >kgu y r/\agu Bog ,
rge >ku3Hb 6ywyeT u peBe"T ,
rge pa3 3a copok TbIcR4 gHeu'
/\i06Bu Bo/\we6Hou' 6be"T py4eu'...
3axo4ewb Bgpyr ero ucnuTb -
AH HeT Toro , 4To go/\>kHo 6bITb...
Tak >kgu noka >kecTokuu' 4ac
CMopw,uHuT r/\agkoe ceu'4ac...
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3a4eM R BbI6pa/\ ~eToT nyTb?
Kyga Bege"T MeHR gopora?
U/\b x/\agHbIu' BeTep 6ygeT gyTb
Do rpaHu >ku3Hu , go nopora?
3a4eM 6e3yMcTByi0 , r/\yMRcb...
U/\/\i03uu' Rpkux BepeHuu,a ,
MHou' oB/\age/\a c/\oBHo RBb ,
K KoTopou' 6bITue" cTpeMuTbcR...
npoTuBope4uu' no/\oH geHb.
To xo4eTcR - 4To HegocTynHo.
3a 4To Bo3Mo>kHo - 6paTbcR /\eHb ,
A npoMeg/\eHue npecTynHo...
6epucb 3a To , 4To B Mepy c/\o>kHo
U ogo/\eTb ew,e" Bo3Mo>kHo...
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MHe caMoMy cMewoH nopou'
HauBHbIu' , geTckuu' /\eneT.
YBbI , y>ke R ToT 6o/\bHou',
KoToporo He /\e4aT...
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R 3Ha/\ cBoi0 cygb6y gaBHo.
Ew,e" pe6e"HkoM wa/\oB/\uBbIM
Y>ke R Buge/\ To okHo ,
3a kouM xo/\M cbIpou' Moru/\bI.
U 3Ha/\ - B /\i06Bu MHe c4acTbR HeT.
Hepa3ge/\e"HHbIM 6ygeT rope.
Da 3Be"3g MaHRw,ux , x/\agHbIu' cBeT ,
MHe HenoHRTeH 6ygeT go/\e...
Bce" 3Ha/\ gaBHo. npow/\u roga
U R , He BepuBwuu' npo3peHbi0 ,
Bgpyr ow,yTu/\ , 4To HaBcerga
MHe c/\egoBaTb cygb6bI Te4eHbi0...
UHoro B >ku3Hu HeT nyTu ,
kak 3a caMuM co6ou' ugTu...
(conTinue in 1987)
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DeHb rope/\ B >kapy B3gbIxaR ,
6u/\cR gpo>kbi0 geHb ,
U gywa MoR 6o/\bHaR ,
He gywa , a TeHb ,
U3HbIBa/\a oT TpeBoru ,
3/\Rcb Ha 6e/\bIu' cBeT ,
U ucka/\a B ga/\b goporu ,
Ho npow,eHbR HeT...
Ho Hu4To He nepeMeHuwb ,
6ygeT Mpak u /\e"g ,
To , 4To B >ku3Hu caM noceewb -
6ygeT cpok B3ou'ge"T ,
OT3oBe"TcR , oTo/\be"TcR ,
BcnoMHuTbcR noToM...
DeHb crope/\. Uc4e3/\o Co/\Hu,e ,
Po3oBbIM r/\a3koM ...
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CoBeT gpyra
"R nogapuTb Becb Mup roToB!"
He Hago gpyr Mou' rpoMkux c/\oB ,
Ceu'4ac TbI /\i06uwb u ropuwb ,
Ho 4epe3 rog ux noBTopuwb?
O BpRg /\u ~eTo B TBoeu' B/\acTu ,
Becb Mup oTgaTb u/\b ga>ke 4acTu ,
Cka>ku nonpow,e - "R Becb TBou'!"
U To co/\>kewb - Begb TbI >kuBou' ,
He Bew,b , He kaMeHb Heu3MeHHbIu'...
/\i06oBb - npekpacHo , BgoxHoBeHHo ,
Ho pa3yM TBou' Tak >ka>kgeT ge/\ -
CTpagaHbR He ero yge/\...
"TBou >ke/\aHuR - 3akoH!"
noka cMepTe/\bHo TbI B/\i06/\e"H ,
Dau' cpok - yracHyT cTpacTb u nbI/\ ,
(Begb TbI y>ke He pa3 /\i06u/\)
U MbIc/\u 4e"Tkuu' o6opoT ,
ToM/\eHbe ge/\oM nepeTpe"T ,
Ha4HyTbcR ccopbI , oxu , B3goxu
U Bgpyr oka>keTcR nycTRk
Cu/\bHeu' /\i06Bu...
TbI xo/\ocTRk ,
npeBbIk Bcerga pewaTb oguH ,
U MepuTb co6cTBeHHbIu' yge/\
DpyruMu MepkaMu He cMo>kewb ,
U 4bi0-To >ku3Hb HanpacHo cr/\o>kewb...
TakoB BoT Tpe3BocTu pe3oH ,
noka B gywe Bo/\HeHbe cTux/\o ,
noka 3api0 He 6yguT 3BoH ,
Moux coMHeHuu' , gyM u MbIc/\eu'...
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Ec/\u TbI no~eT , Torga TbI go/\>keH
BugeTb HeBo3Mo>kHoe B Bo3Mo>kHoM ,
>ka>kgaTb Heo6bI4Horo B o6bI4HoM ,
C/\bIwaTb HenpuBbI4Hoe B npuBbI4HoM ,
Ow,yw,aTb Bece"/\oe B ne4a/\bHoM ,
TpuBua/\bHoe uckaTb B 6aHa/\bHoM ,
Ynpe>kgaTb co6bITuu' xog u 6peMR ,
OTpa>kaTb cerogHRwHee BpeMR...
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He xy>ke Mup , He /\y4we c Tex BpeMe"H ,
Korga k npupoge 6bI/\u /\i0gu 6/\u>ke ,
Begb ka>kgbIu' Tak>ke MaTepbi0 po>kge"H ,
U Tak>ke MokpbIu' go>kgb cTy4uT no kpbIwe...
nopoku B Hac , gocTouHcTBa Bce" Te>ke ,
XoTb aToMHbIu' , pakeTHbIu' HbIHe Bek ,
U w,e6eT nTuu, TpeBo>kuT Hac Bce" Pe>ke ,
He u3MeHu/\cR B cBoeu' cyTu 4e/\oBek...
XaH>ka u /\uu,eMep , u /\ryH , u n/\yT ,
U npo4ue , He cruHy/\u - >kuByT!
U pRgoM c go6pogeTe/\bi0 , 6e3 cToHa ,
B Hac y>kuBaeTcR 6e3ge/\be , 3aBucTb , 3/\o6a...
He oTkpbIBai0 BaM TauHcTBeHHou' cTpaHuu,bI.
Bce" RcHo. Bce" noHRTHo u 3HakoMo ,
Ho B cpegHeM Hen/\oxue B Mupe /\uu,a ,
U BepuTbcR , 4To B 4e/\oBe4beM HaweM goMe
Bcerga Hau'ge"TcR napo4ka gpyraR ,
Tex 4ygakoB , 4To BceM npeHe6peraR ,
roToBbI TpygHocTu /\i06bIe nepeHecTb
U >ku3Hb oTgaTb 3a 4e/\oBe4bi0 4ecTb...
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6e3Hage>kHo Bce" B Mupe ~eToM.
BHoBb npuxoguT Ho4b 3a paccBeToM.
Bo Bce/\eHHou' 3Be"3g 6eckoHe4HocTb ,
To/\bko Mpak cpegb Hux 6ygeT Be4HocTb.
HeBo3BpaTeH 4ac c4acTbR , ropR ,
Mo/\4a Bce" cHecy u He cnopR ,
PaccTBopi0cb B 3eM/\e - Bce" kak Hago ,
U ToMy cygb6a 6ygeT paga.
6ecno/\e3eH Mur Haweu' BcTpe4u ,
U >kuBou' pogHuk cTpacTHou' pe4u ,
U oroHb gywu yToM/\e"HHou' ,
U npu3bIB B Tuwu Bocna/\e"HHou'...
U xoTR npuBbIk >kuTb /\uwb u,e/\bi0 ,
U xoTR /\i06/\i0 6ecnpege/\bHo ,
3Hai0 Bce" onRTb 6e3Hage">kHo -
BHoBb cTeHou' B3ou'ge"T HeBo3Mo>kHo...
6e3Hage>kHo Bce" B Mupe ~eToM.
BHoBb npuxoguT Ho4b 3a paccBeToM.
Bo Bce/\eHHou' 3Be"3g 6eckoHe4HocTb ,
To/\bko Mpak cpegb 6egeT Be4HocTb...
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R HeHaBu>ky c/\oBo >kgu ,
OHo Tockoi0 BeeT ,
U okyHaeT nbI/\ B go>kgu ,
Hage>kgbI To/\bko ceeT...
OHo 6e3gywHo kak noToM ,
6e3ponoTHo kak rope ,
Kak paBHogywuR cuMnToM ,
kak ga/\bHuu' 6eper MopR...
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nycTb PeByT cTuxuu , kak MoR gywa ,
OT cBoeu' /\i06uMou' yxo>ky , gpo>ka ,
BeTep nycTb 3akpyTuT x/\agHyi0 MeTe/\b ,
Co cBoei0 Mu/\ou' paccTai0cb Tenepb...
/\uBeHb nycTb o6pywuT BogoHocHbIu' wkBa/\ ,
O6/\uk Moeu' Mu/\ou' cepgu,e pa3opBa/\ ,
Ho nycTb cBeTuT Co/\Hu,e B Ten/\bIu' , c/\agkuu' 4ac...
BbInbi0 Bci0 , go goHu,a , 4awy 6eg 3a Bac...
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Myp/\o Bcerga ocTaHeTcR Myp/\oM ,
XoTb Ha Hero HaBecb 500 cepe">kek ,
XoTb 3o/\oToM oweu' ero kpyroM -
He cbIw,eTcR oT cepocTu 3acTe>kek...
4yTb TpRxoHe"T Ha >ku3HeHHoM nyTu ,
U BbInpyT Ha Bceo6w,ee cy>kgeHbe:
He4ucToTa , npuMuTuBu3M gywu ,
A Tak>ke 4epHocoTeHHoe MHeHbe...
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DEMOH T
ne4a/\bHbIu' i0Howa , npekpacHbIu',
B kpyry pa3yMHocTu , ugeu',
6pogu/\ B coMHeHuRx He RcHbIx ,
Uw,a nyTb ucTuHHbIu'. /\i0geu'
OH cnpawuBa/\ o6 ~eToM cTporo ,
Ho Mo/\4a/\uBa TuwuHa ,
U B ga/\b Be/\a ero gopora ,
TepHucTa , cko/\b3ka u g/\uHHa.
B cBoux Me4Tax , >ke/\aHbRx pa3HbIx ,
OH nepepbI/\ 6yMa>kHbIu' koM ,
C/\o>ku/\ npo4uTaHHoro ToM ,
Ycu/\uu' Tw,eTHbIx u HanpacHbIx ,
U , He Hau'gR y Hux oTBeTa ,
OH noHR/\ - Mup /\uwb kan/\R cBeTa...
U o6paTu/\cR oH k HeMy -
K 6eckpau'HeMy npocTopy Mupa ,
Y3peB cuRTe/\bHyi0 TbMy ,
6/\aroyxaHHoro efupa .
ne4a/\bHbIu' i0Howa B3poc/\e/\
U Bug n/\aHeT , koMeT , cBeTu/\ ,
EMy nca/\MbI y>ke He ne/\ ,
EMy nokou' y>k He gapu/\.
He 3aMupa/\a B He"M gywa
npu Buge 3Be"3gHoro cuRHbR
U 6eckoHe4HocTb Mupo3gaHbR
He 6ygopa>ku/\a , kpy>ka.
U oH no3Ha/\ , 4To Mup orpoMeH ,
A >ku3Hu cpok HauBHo ckpoMeH...
Bce" 4aw,e cTa/\ oH BcnoMuHaTb ,
Korga oH Bepu/\ u /\i06u/\ ,
CBoux gpy3eu' , 3HakoMbIx , MaTb ,
U Tex c keM go/\ro BMecTe 6bI/\ ,
Koro ocTaBu/\ /\uwb 3a TeM ,
4To6 6ecno/\e3HbIe gBu>keHbR
B/\o>kuTb B peweHuR npo6/\eM ,
KoTopbIM He 6bI/\o peweHbR...
OH ceR/\ 3/\o , /\i06oBb kpowu/\ ,
U Bce" 4To npeg co6oi0 Buge/\ ,
OH npe3upa/\ u HeHaBuge/\ ,
/\uwb To/\bko 3Be"3gHbIu' Mup /\i06u/\...
U BoT ogHa>kgbI , Bo/\eu' poka ,
(Cygb6a nopoi0 k HaM >kecToKa )
OH BcTpeTu/\ 4ygHoe co3gaHbe ,
KoTopoe Tak MHoro /\eT
EMy 3HakoMo 6bI/\o paHe ,
Ho /\uwb Tenepb Bow/\o Bo u,BeT.
OHa 6bI/\a guTR u npe/\ecTb ,
Bece/\bR geTckoro no/\Ha
U npocTogywHaR kak He>kHocTb ,
U cBoeBo/\bHa , u cMe/\a.
EgBa /\u 6/\eck MupoB ga/\e"kux
CpaBHuTcR c ~eTou' kpacoTou' ,
npekpacHou' , i0Hou' u >kuBou' ,
U noB3pac/\eBwei0 go cpoka.
U oH , kak i0Howa 6bI/\ou' ,
PaccTa/\cR c Tpe3Bou' ro/\oBou'...
Heu3'BRcHuMoe Bo/\HeHbe
B ce6e no4yBcTBoBa/\ oH Bgpyr ,
B gywe cBeT/\o , Bokpyr kpy>keHbe ,
U pegkuu', Tuxuu' cepgu,a cTyk...
U cHoBa npow/\bIe MrHoBeHbR ,
Ero 6e3pagocTHou' cygb6bI ,
npeg HuM Hec/\ucb , uw,a 3a6BeHbR ,
Uw,a ykpbITbR oT 6opb6bI...
OH c He>kHou' rpycTbi0 cTa/\ 3HakoM ,
B He"M 4yBcTBo BHoBb 3aroBopu/\o ,
O ToM , 4To MHoro pa3 y>k 6bI/\o ,
O ToM , 4ero 6oR/\cR oH...
OH no3a6bITb ee" cTapa/\cR ,
Ho He cyMe/\ u... paccTepR/\cR.
4To ge/\aTb? Kak Bce" coBMecTuTb?
O , uckyweHbe c4acTbR , 6/\ara ,
KakaR TyT Hy>kHa oTBara ,
4To6bI /\i06oBb npegoTBpaTuTb...
HeRcHbIu' TpeneT o>kugaHbR ,
cTpax Heu3BecTHocTu HeMou',
Ero rHeTe"T , n/\eTe"T cTpagaHbe ,
U roHuT , roHuT B kpau' uHou'...
DaBHo co 3Be"3gHbIMu MupaMu
oH pacnpocTu/\cR HaBcerga ,
UHaR B He"M Te4e"T Boga ,
uHbIMu gbIwuT oH napaMu...
Da cga/\cR pa3yM nokope"HHbIu'...
nopou' kak Ma/\o Hago HaM ,
4To6bI 6e3yMHbIM cTaTb B/\i06/\e"HHbIM ,
4To6 noTepRTb y4e"T rogaM.
Cygb6a onRTb Hag HuM cMeR/\acb
u uckywa/\a kak Mor/\a ,
OnRTb npekpacHaR oHa
C repoeM HawuM noBcTpe4a/\acb.
OH c pe4bi0 nbI/\kou' , c/\agocTpacTHou' ,
npeg Hei0 nagaeT ropR ,
(Tak kopwyH 3a go6bI4eu' RcHou'
CTpeMr/\aB Hece"TcR , gyx cMupR)
B He"M cepgu,e 6be"TcR c HoBou' cu/\ou',
HaBe4Ho >ka>kgeT 6bITb c /\i06uMou'...
Ho cTpacTb 4y>kga g/\R i0Hou' geBbI.
OHa Tpe3Ba u xo/\ogHa ,
U B3op ee" noc/\yweH He6y ,
U HepewuTe/\bHbI ycTa.
U roBopuT oHa cnokou'Ho:
"O , kTo TbI? Pe4b TBoR onacHa.
Te6R noc/\a/\ MHe Ag u/\b Pau'?
TbI >kge"wb >ke/\aHHoro HanpacHo ,
Ho Mo/\Bu kTo TbI? OTBe4au'... "
U oH oTBeTu/\ , Becb cMupeHbe:
"O , BbIc/\ywau' uMeu' TepneHbe.
R npe3upa/\ HecMeTHbIu' /\i0g
3a nepeMeH4uBocTb u 6/\yg ,
Ero cTpagaHuR Hu4To>kHbI
nepeg 6e36pe>kHbIM u He /\o>kHbIM ,
Be/\ukuM ckonuw,eM cBeTu/\ ,
Cyw,ecTBoBaBwuM Be4HocTb MupoM ,
npeg 6eckoHe4Heu'wuM ~EfupoM ,
npeg KocMocoM. U R /\i06u/\
6poguTb nog 4e"pHbIM 3Be"3gHbIM He6oM ,
BgbIxaTb Ho4Hyi0 4ucToTy ,
CBoei0 MbIc/\bi0 rge R He 6bI/\!
BHuMaR Be4Hyi0 kpacy..."
"R Buge/\ Top>kecTBo paccBeTa ,
Be/\ukuu' akT npupogHbIx 4ap ,
Po>kgeHue u3 Mpaka cBeTa
U 6eweHHbIu' oT paH ny/\bcap ,
R Buge/\ Rpkue kopoHbI ,
6/\ucTaBwux uckpaMu MupoB ,
U c/\bIwa/\ ropecTHbIe cToHbI
noc/\egHux , racHyw,ux kocTpoB...
U TaM R 6bI/\ , rge u3 npocTpaHcTBa
HeT BbIxoga /\i06ou' g/\uHe ,
U Buge/\ 3Be"3gHbIe ocTaHku ,
4epHei0w,ue B r/\y6uHe...
U /\uwb He Buge/\ R y4acTbR
/\i0geu' , gpy3eu' Moux , Bokpyr...
4To /\i0gu? 4To ux >ku3Hu Tpyg?
OHu npuw/\u , OHu yu'gyT.
A KocMoc Be4eH , KOCMOC c4acTbe...
Kakue oH oTkpoeT ga/\u
ToMy kTo BuguT kak Bo cHe..."
"3a4eM MHe 3HaTb TBou ne4a/\u?
3a4eM TbI >ka/\yewbcR MHe?"
"TbI Buguwb , R y Hor TBoux ,
Bo B/\acTu 4yBcTB , Bno/\He 3eMHbIx ,
npuwe"/\ k Te6e... 6e3 co>ka/\eHbR
CHecy /\i06bIe yHu>keHbR ,
Te6e oTgaM HaBe4Ho B gap
CBoi0 /\i06oBb , gywu no>kap...
/\uwb To/\bko R Te6R yBuge/\ ,
Tak Tau'Ho Bgpyr Bo3HeHaBuge/\
CBou' nyTb no >ku3Hu , u,e/\b cBoi0...
He >kuTb kak TbI MHe cTa/\o 6o/\bHo
U 3axoTe/\ocb Bgpyr , HeBo/\bHo ,
XoTb kpaTkuu' Mur no6bITb B pai0...
4To 6e3 Te6R Bce kpacku Mupa?
CuRHbe 3Be"3g , w,eMRw,ux gyx...
nycToe Bce". A 6e3 kyMupa
oroHb B Moeu' gywe noTyx.
4To 6e3 Te6R no3HaHbR Be4HocTb
U Mupo3gaHbR 6eckoHe4HocTb?
/\i06u MeHR..."
U oH c/\erka
KocHy/\cR ry6 ee" ry6aMu...
Uckpa ropR4aR kak n/\aMR
B ToT Mur co3HaHbe pa3Hec/\a ,
Kak MeraToHHbIu' B3pbIB n/\aHeTy...
6bI/\a BecHa u Ho4b Tuxa ,
U Bce" Bokpyr kaTu/\ocb B /\eTy...
Ax , geMoH - cka3o4HbIu' repou'...
MbI >k c TeM , 4To BbIwe Hawux cu/\ ,
Cyge6 Te4eHbe , 6er cBeTu/\ ,
O6w,aTbcR Mo>keM /\uwb urpou',
WyTR BHuMaR , He uHa4e ,
XoTb nockpoMHeu' y Hac 3aga4u ,
Ho To , 4To B 4e/\oBe4bux cu/\ax ,
Bcerga cBepwuM g/\R r/\a3 /\i06uMbIx...
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R He Mory Te6R 3a6bITb...
6ygb npok/\RT 3Be"3gHbIu' 4ac ,
KoTopbIu' Bo/\ei0 cygb6bI ,
Bgpyr no3HakoMu/\ Hac ,
KoTopbIu' cBe"/\ oroHb u /\e"g ,
u/\b npocTo 6e3Hage">kHocTb ,
OTnpaBuB B ga/\bHuu' nepe/\e"T ,
noc/\egHi0i0 Bo3Mo>kHocTb...
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R cor/\aceH 6bITb keM yrogHo ,
To/\bko Be4Ho c To6oi0 pRgoM ,
XoTb acfa/\bToBoi0 Tponoi0 ,
nog TBouM 6e3MRTe>kHbIM waroM...
R cor/\aceH 6bITb cepgu,a cTykoM
U/\b He3puMou' , He4eTkou' TeHbi0 ,
HeBecoMbIM u pbIx/\bIM nyxoM ,
Ha /\agoHu TBoeu', B 3a6BeHbu...
R cor/\aceH 6bITb He6oM 3Be"3gHbIM ,
To/\bko BcnbIxHu Ha He"M 3Be3goi0 ,
R cor/\aceH 6bITb /\uBHeM rpo3HbIM ,
Ec/\u cTaHewb Ha Mur rpo3oi0...
R cor/\aceH 6bITb 6ypHbIM BeTpoM ,
Ec/\u uMR TBoe" oH HocuT ,
6bITb keM xo4ewb - 3/\ogeeM , BenpeM ,
To/\bko TbI Hu o 4e"M He npocuwb...
To/\bko HeT y MeHR >ke/\aHbR
>kgaTb cTo/\eTbe ogHo , gpyroe ,
CoxpaHRR BocnoMuHaHbR ,
Kak eguHcTBeHHo goporoe...
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R >kga/\ 3a6BeHuR kak 4yga ,
Kak /\uBHR >kgyT necok u nbI/\b ,
Ho ga>ke kan/\u HeT... "Uyga ,
npegaTe/\b pa3yM , ~eTo TbI /\b?
rge TBoR >ku3Hbi0 HeHacbITHocTb ,
TBoe" cTpeM/\eHue Bce" 3HaTb ,
U uHTepec , u caMo6bITHocTb ,
Kak go/\ro 6ygewb TbI B3gbIxaTb???"
Ho Bce" Mo/\4uT BepwuHa Mupa ,
U Tw,eTHo cu/\uTbcR cka3aTb:
"3aMo/\k/\a n/\aMeHHaR /\upa ,
OgHo ocTa/\ocb MHe - cTpagaTb...
OgHo ocTa/\ocb - MepkHyTb , racHyTb ,
6e3 u,e/\u , ge/\ , cpegu 3a6oT...
Cpegu c4acT/\uBbIx 6bITb Hec4acTHbIM
U cMepTu >kgaTb. OHa >k npuge"T..."
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>ku3Hb B gBu>keHuu , B 6opb6e ,
B cyeTe cyeT ,
B 6eckoHe4Hou' To/\koTHe ,
yxogRw,ux /\eT ,
B ucno/\HeHuu Hage>kg ,
B o>kugaHbu 6/\ar ,
B >ku3Hu MHeHue HeBe>kg
He noc/\egHuu' 3Hak.
>ku3Hb kak waxMaTbI urpa ,
EcTb B Heu' newku , kopo/\u ,
EcTb noc/\egHRR 4epTa ,
EcTb u npaBu/\a cBou...
Ho oT/\u4ue ogHo
B cBoge ~eTux npaBu/\ -
Ha gocke nepexogu/\ ,
B >ku3Hu Bce" ocTaBu/\...
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Cnacu6o. R Te6R /\u 3Ba/\ ,
Te6R /\b xoTe/\ u >kga/\ c y/\bI6kou'?
Kpu4a/\ yMpy , npugu ckopeu'!
Te6e /\b? Hage>kga cTa/\a 3bI6kou'...
3a6u/\ucb B yro/\ MbIc/\b u gyx ,
CTpeM/\eHbe k u,e/\u ucnapu/\ocb ,
U fu/\ocofckuu' B3r/\Rg noTyx ,
OgHo cTpagaHbe Bou,apu/\ocb...
/\i06Bu 6ecno4BeHHou' , nycTou' ,
U 6e3oTBeTHou' , u 6ecnpaBHou',
U 6e3 , u 6e3 , u 6e3 - nocTou'! -
Tenepb y>k 6o/\e R He >ka>kgy...
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O , kak 6bI MHe xoTe/\ocb ,
Me4Ta/\ocb u >ke/\a/\ocb ,
YBugeTb B TBoux Mu/\bIx ,
ro/\y6eHbkux r/\a3ax
He cocTpagaHbR He>kHocTb ,
He co>ka/\eHbR >ka/\ocTb ,
He noHuMaHbe ropR ,
U He >kuBoTHbIu' cTpax...
YBugeTb pagocTb BcTpe4u
U cMex 3/\aToro co/\Hu,a ,
>ke/\aHue 6bITb BMecTe
Do yBRgaHbR ge"H ,
YBugeTb oTpa>keHbe
CBoux Hege>kg u neceH ,
YBugeTb kak B MeHR TbI ,
Mou' i0HbIu' gpyr , B/\i06/\e"H..
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Te6e Ha3/\o , TBoeu' npox/\age
U HepewuTe/\bHocTu 4yBcTB ,
/\e>ky R y gpyrou' B o6'bRTbRx ,
BkywaR c/\agocTb He>kHbIx ycT.
Te6e Ha3/\o , TBoeu' ropgbIHe ,
CTy>ky cBoi0 wa/\bHyi0 kpoBb.
Uw,y gopyryi0 R oTHbIHe.
/\ekapcTBo oT /\i06Bu - /\i06oBb...
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Co/\Hu,a /\y4 6/\ecTHy/\ BHe3anHo
U , c/\o>kuBwucb nona/\aM ,
no6e>ka/\ c 3eM/\u o6paTHo
K 6e/\ocHe>kHbIM o6/\akaM...
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C ka>kgbIM gHe"M RcHee MyTHbIu' B3op ,
U c gywu cnagaeT 6e/\bIu' caBaH ,
Bce" 6bI/\oe - HecycBeTHbIu' B3gop ,
Bce" 6bI/\oe - coH , 6o/\e3Hb , oTpaBa...
He gpo>kuT , yBepeHHa gywa.
npo4b coMHeHbR - 6/\u>ke /\uk no6egbI.
U /\i06oBb , 6e3 >ka/\ocTu kpywa ,
R ugy Ha 3oB npekpacHou' BegbI...
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YTekai0T , y6erai0T , paccbInai0TcR Bo npax ,
Hawa i0HocTb , Hawa ropgocTb , Hawu cMe/\ocTb , cTbIg u cTpax...
To/\bko Te"MHoe He racHeT , To/\bko MepTBbIu' He yMpe"T ,
To/\bko ToT He MuHeT c4acTbR , kTo go c4acTbR He gou'ge"T...
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Do/\>kHbI /\u MbI npou'Tu Bce Myku Aga ,
4To6 c4acTbR /\y4 c/\eTe/\ c /\i06uMbIx r/\a3 ,
U 4To oTgaTb cygb6e 3a ~eTo Hago?
Hage>kgy? C/\aBy? U/\b noc/\egHuu' waHc?
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R xo4y , 4To6 TbI xoTe/\a
6bITb co MHoi0 pRgoM ,
U pykou' kacaTbcR Te/\a ,
A He He>kHbIM B3r/\RgoM...
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4To Hawa >ku3Hb? Mupa>k , urpa ,
Kak Tw,eTHbI u cMewHbI noTyru!
OcTaBbTe >k ux HaBeku gpyru
U Hac/\a>kgau'Tecb go yTpa...
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O , kak 6bI c6pocuTb MHe roga ,
He cTa/\ 6bI R Torga ToMuTbcR ,
A cTa/\ 6bI gyMaTb , rocnoga ,
4To paHo MHe ew,e" >keHuTcR...
4To paHo MHe geTeu' uMeTb ,
>keHy , ceMbi0 - Hy , BoT , kopo4e ,
4To Hago 6o/\ee ycneTb ,
4eM aBTop ~eTux r/\ynbIx cTpo4ek...
Tak TbI He ycTae"wb TBepguTb:
"MHe paHo 3aMy>k BbIxoguTb ,
Ko/\b /\i06uwb , 6ygewb cMupHo >kgaTb ,
Pa3/\i06uwb - 3Ha4uT He /\i06u/\
U He k 4eMy nepe>kuBaTb ,
MeHR HanpacHo He cry6u/\"...
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4To Mo>KeT 6bITb npuRTHeu' 4eM pa3/\yka?
Bce" 4To yrogHo. Begb pa3/\yka Myka.
4To Mo>keT 6bITb npuRTHeu' Mura BcTpe4u?
Hu4To. Hu 3o/\oTo , Hu /\bcTuBeu'wue pe4u...
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paHo /\o>kuTbcR , paHo BcTaBaTb.
Tak 3aka/\uTbcR , 4To6 He cToHaTb.
4To6bI Hu BeTep , Hu x/\agHbIu' go>kgb ,
He BbI3bIBa/\u B Mycky/\ax gpo>kb...
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MHe TpygHo ceu'4ac o6'bRcHuTbcR c To6ou',
nogHRTbcR nog rpag HeBecoMbIx cMepTeu',
nogHRTbcR B noc/\egHuu', pewuTe/\bHbIu' 6ou',
C Hage>kgoi0 B c4acTbe npo>kuTb MHoro gHeu'...
MHe TpygHo cMoTpeTb B ro/\y6bIe r/\a3a ,
B koTopbIx BMecTu/\ucb orHu Mupo3gaHbR ,
B koTopbIx cygb6a yTonu/\a MeHR ,
KoTopbIe 6ygRT /\aBuHy >ke/\aHbR...
MHe TpygHo Bga/\u , ogHoMy , 6e3 Te6R ,
MHe TpygHo u pRgoM c To6ou',
MHe TpygHo cnpocuTb "TbI MoR? He MoR?",
Kak TpygHo nogHRTbcR Ha 6ou'...
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R 3Hai0 , Be4HocTb npaxa He ocTaBuT
Hu oT MeHR , Hu oT Moeu' /\i06Bu ,
Eu' Bce" paBHo . /\i0geu' oHa He c/\aBuT.
Eu' Ba>kHo /\uwb , 4To coBepwaeM MbI.
He c/\oBo Hy>kHo Be4HocTu , a ge/\o ,
OHa r/\yxa k ynpe"kaM u Mo/\b6aM ,
K ToMy 4eM Tak ropguTbcR Hawe Te/\o ,
K ynpyruM Mycky/\aM , /\ackai0w,uM ry6aM.
U HeBo3Mo>kHo Be4Hoe u3MepuTb ,
Kak He gaHo 6e3MepHoe noHRTb ,
HaM ocTae"TcR /\uwb ogHo - noBepuTb
U noHanpacHy BbIxog He uckaTb...
YxoguT Bce" - u c4acTue , u rope ,
U >ku3Hu cBeT , u pagocTu Ten/\o ,
/\uwb coTBope"HHoe Ta/\aHToM 6ygeT go/\e ,
4eM pyku u co3HaHue ero...
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Dpyr gpyra noTepR/\u B gaBke ,
B BaroHHou' cyeTe gopor.
3a gHu pa3/\yku To/\bko cnpaBku
O ToM 4To 6bI/\o R c6epe"r.
MbI To/\bko nog npRMbIM yr/\oM
C To6ou' r/\RguM Ha Mup 3epka/\bHbIu' ,
U B pa3HbIx n/\ockocTRx >kuBe"M ,
TbI Bece/\a - a R ne4a/\bHbIu'.
MbI oTpa>kaeM Bce" u BcR ,
U noHuMaeM c no/\yc/\oBa ,
Ho To/\bko He oguH gpyroro ,
A ka>kgbIu' caMoro ce6R.
noka MbI BpeMR TpaTuM cnopR ,
Ha gByx Bpa>kge6HbIx R3bIkax ,
YxogRT gHu , /\oMaR c ropR ,
Ten/\o gywu u cBeT B r/\a3ax...
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Korga /\i06/\i0 - R cTaHoB/\i0cb c/\a6ee ,
Pyka He>kHee , a gywa Ten/\ee ,
MbIc/\b Meg/\eHHeu' , a To u cnuT...
Korga peBHyi0 - To r/\a3a He BugRT ,
A kpoBb wyMuT kak Bogonag , kak /\uBeHb ,
U Bce" BHyTpu 6e3yMcTByR kpu4uT...
Korga k Te6e cnokoeH , paBHogyweH ,
Mou' gyx MouM >ke/\aHuRM noc/\yweH ,
YBepeH cTaHoB/\i0cb B cBoux ge/\ax ,
C To6oi0 o6paw,ai0cb npou3Bo/\bHo ,
CTecHeHuu' HeT u pe4b cTpyuTbcR Bo/\bHo ,
U caM ce6e BHywai0 nog/\bIu' cTpax...
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BbI noMHuTe? BbI Bce" koHe4Ho noMHuTe.
Kak cTpa>kgyw,ee cepgu,e Bac 3Ba/\o...
Kak B Te"MHou' , oguHokou' , nbI/\bHou' koMHaTe ,
Bgpyr cTaHoBu/\ocb 4ucTo u cBeT/\o ...
/\uwb noRB/\R/\ucb BbI , o feR BgoxHoBeHbR ,
UcTo4Huk cu/\ , cnokou'cTBuR , Ten/\a...
BbI noMHuTe Bo/\we6HbIe MrHoBeHbR?
Kak 6/\u3ocTb on'bRHR/\a Hac Torga...
MbI 6bI/\u uckpeHHu u npegaHbI gpyroMy ,
MbI 6bI/\u c4acT/\uBbI u Bepu/\u Me4Te ,
U BpeMR yxogu/\o no uHoMy ,
He no4uHRRcb Be4Hou' cyeTe...
BbI noMHuTe? BbI Bce" koHe4Ho noMHuTe.
U ~eTa naMRTb rpeeT HaM cepgu,a ,
XoTR cygb6ou' , cypoBou' B Henpuk/\oHHocTu ,
Bo3gBurHyTa He3puMaR cTeHa...
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He noMHuTe? Hy , 4To>k , R He >ka/\ei0.
nycTb npo6eryT 6e3ygep>kHo roga ,
nycTb oceHb pacu,BeTe"T Ha Tou' a/\/\ee ,
rge c BaMu MbI ry/\R/\u uHorga ,
R 6ygy BcnoMuHaTb He To/\bko c rpycTbi0 ,
He To/\bko kak yTpaTy ow,yw,aTb ,
Ty pagocTb , Ty Hage>kgy u Ty rocTbi0 ,
KoTopyi0 MHe BbIna/\o BcTpe4aTb...
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R Te6R npe3upai0 , HeHaBu>ky Te6R.
OcTaBau'cR TakaR kak ecTb.
R >ke 6ygy c gpyrou' u , gpyryi0 /\i06R ,
3aTai0 6e3Hage">kHyi0 MecTb...
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B3auMHocTb r/\aBHoe B /\i06Bu.
npowy Te6R He 6ygb >kecToka.
TbI >keHw,uHa , 4To MHe , nou'Mu ,
OTBegeHa no Bo/\e poka...
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Y/\eTai0T nTuu,bI , yTuxai0T kpuku ,
He wyMuT /\ucTBoi0 no4epHeBwuu' napk ,
Bce" kopo4e Co/\Hu,a 3o/\oTbIe 6/\uku ,
Bce" g/\uHHeu' u ryw,e Henpor/\RgHbIu' Mpak...
B cepou' n/\oTHou' TkaHu uc4e3aeT He6o ,
3aBepHyBwucb B xo/\og... MopocuTbcR go>kgb.
Ho ogHa>kgbI cHoBa k HaM BepHe"TcR /\eTo ,
C6ygeTcR BHe3anHo To , 4To go/\ro >kge"wb...
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HacTaHeT geHb u Mou' 3a6BeHHbIu' npax
BepHe"TcR B /\oHo MaTywku npupogbI ,
U noTekyT Meg/\eTe/\bHbIe rogbI ,
Y>k 6o/\e He BHywaR Te/\y cTpax...
HacTaHeT geHb , R pa3gBoi0cb HaBe4Ho -
Dywa u Te/\o , gaBHue Bparu ,
Hau'gyT ce6e pa3/\u4HbIe nyTu ,
OTnpaBRTcR B noxog 3a ga/\bi0 M/\e4Hou'...
HacTaHeT geHb u R no3Hai0 Bce" ,
Ho Hukorga y>k He Bkywy 3eMHoe ,
He o6peTy >ke/\aHHoro nokoR ,
U MHororo , u MHororo ew,e"...
HacTaHeT geHb u aToMbI gywu ,
nepepogRTcR B 4ygHoe co3gaHbe ,
HocRw,ee uHbIe o4eTaHbR ,
U BHoBb R cTaHy 3puM co cTopoHbI...
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>ku3Hb pa3bIrpa/\acb He Ha wyTky
U 6'be"T c pa3Maxy , c ropR4a ,
Da co Bcero BugaTb n/\e4a ,
To kpyTuT B Buxpe , y/\bI6aRcb ,
BroHRR B kpacky To , cTecHRRcb
/\oMaeT gywy npocTuTyTky ,
Cy/\R >ke/\aHHyi0 MuHyTky...
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He c To6ou' R B pa3/\yke onRTb ,
He Me>k HaMu npocTopbI /\er/\u ,
He Te6R Tak gaBHo R uw,y ,
B yro/\kax Heo6'bRTHou' 3eM/\u.
R paccTa/\cR c /\i06uMou' cBoeu' ,
C Tou' koTopou' u R Bcex gopo>ke ,
D/\R koTopou' pa3/\yka cTpawHeu',
4eM cygb6a , 4eM cMepTe/\bHoe /\o>ke...
He k Te6e R cnoco6eH waraTb ,
4epe3 rogbI , ckBo3b 6ypHbIe BeTpbI ,
BbITb oT c4acTbR u B rope Mo/\4aTb ,
Ow,yw,aR kak 6o/\b ku/\oMeTpbI...
Hu k 4eMy Te6e cepgu,e Moe" ...
TbI He xo4ewb /\i06uTb 6bITb /\i06uMou',
TbI He c/\bIwuwb kak Tuxo noe"T ,
Moe" cepgu,e 3aBeTHoe uMR.
O Te6e /\u rpyw,y B TuwuHe?
OT Te6R /\u coMHeHuu' He ckpoi0?
TbI He Ta , 4To npuxoguT Bo cHe ,
Ho R >ka>kgy cBugaHuu' c To6oi0 ,
Ho R cTpacTbi0 , >ke/\aHbeM ropi0 ,
XoTb 6bITb Mo>keT HanpacHo u Tw,eTHo ,
/\uwb Te6R 6eckoHe4Ho /\i06/\i0 ,
nycTb 6e3yMHo u nycTb 6e3oTBeTHo...
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Kyga y6erai0T Hawu cTpacTu u cTpaxu?
3a Be4Hou' cTeHou' HeBo3BpaTHbIx cBepweHuu',
OHu o6uTai0T B 3a6BeHbu u Mpake ,
D/\R 6ygyw,ux , a/\4yw,ux noko/\eHuu'...
K 4eMy MbI cTpeMuMcR , coMHeHbeM Tep3aRcb?
HaBcTpe4y noToky rpRgyw,ux geRHuu',
HeceMcR BkywaR co6bITuR c/\agocTb ,
BkywaR Hage>kgy u npe/\ecTb /\o63aHuu'...
U B cu/\y u3Be4HocTu >ku3HeHHbIx fa6y/\ ,
6ec4uc/\eHHbIx cyge6 u kpaTocTu cpokoB ,
>ku3Hb ka>kgoMy gapuT Bo3Mo>kHocTb xoTR 6bI ,
6/\y>kgai0w,eu' MbIc/\bi0 po>kgaR npopokoB...
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nagaeT 3Be3ga. ~ETo cuMBo/\ yga4u.
Tak>ke MrHoBeHHo oHa BcnbIxuBaeT u racHeT.
nagaeT 3Be3ga. Cko/\bko ew,e" ux B He6e ,
Kpy>kaTbcR 6e3 koHu,a. Hu Ha ogHou' R He 6bI/\...
nagaeT 3Be3ga. Hage>kgy B Hac nopo>kgaR ,
Mo>keT 6bITb BoH Ty , ynaBwyi0 , u Hau'gy R...
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6e3 >ka/\ocTu , 6e3 c/\e"3 , 6e3 co>ka/\eHbR
CMoTpi0 Ha yxogRw,ue Me4TbI...
npeg Be4HocTbi0 6eckpau'Hero TBopeHbR ,
CTpagaHuR Hu4To>kHbI u cMewHbI...
3eMHoe Hac 3axBaTbIBaeT /\uxo ,
BckunaeT kpoBb u HepB cTpyHou' gpo>kuT ,
U cyeTuMcR MbI , u 3a6bIBaeM Tuxo ,
4To B r/\y6uHe Be/\ukoe /\e>kuT...
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6/\arogapi0 3a To , 4To TbI TakaR.
3a HenpucTynHocTb , 3a pewuTe/\bHocTb gywu ,
3a To , 4To TbI Tak uckpeHHe Mo/\4a/\a ,
Korga npocu/\ - "xoTb 4To-Hu6ygb cka>ku!"
6/\arogapi0 TBou' pa3yM u/\b pa3yMHocTb ,
3a To , 4To He nogga/\cR oH Ha cToH ,
Ha cepgu,a 3oB , Ha >kap /\i06Bu 6e3yMHou',
U nepeBe"/\ ce6R B pa3pRg ukoH...
6/\arogapi0 3a nepBoe cBugaHbe ,
3a He>kHbIu' B3r/\Rg , Bo/\HeHue , Me4Ty ,
3a >kecT pyku , 3a Ten/\oe gbIxaHbe
U 3a cTuxu - 3a Bce" 6/\arogapi0...
3a 3BoHkuu' cMex u ropecTHbIe c/\e"3bI ,
3a 6ypi0 4yBcTB , 4To TbI Bo MHe 3a>kr/\a ,
U 3a Bo/\we6HbIe , n/\eHuTe/\bHbIe rpe"3bI ,
U 3a HauBHbIe , Ho Mu/\bIe c/\oBa...
/\i06oBb TakaR MHe npuHocuT pagocTb ,
R c4acT/\uB TeM 4ero B noMuHe HeT...
6/\arogapi0 3a BcTpe4 >ke/\aHHbIx x/\agocTb ,
3a HegoneTbIu' , Hegocka3aHHbIu' oTBeT.
nycTb cBeTuT Co/\Hu,e Hag TBoeu' goporou',
6e3o6/\a4HbIM nycTb 6ygeT go/\ruu' nyTb ,
TbI 6ygewb c4acT/\uBa. R c4acT/\uB 6ygy To>ke ,
Ho Bce" 4To 6bI/\o B Be4HocTb He cTpRxHyTb...
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Kak MHe pagocTHo , kak MHe Bece/\o ,
Kak gywa 3aMupaeT B rpygu.
On/\eyxy cygb6a oTBecu/\a ,
Cko/\bko 6ygeT ux TaM Bnepegu?
Bce" pa3pyweHo , pacTpeBo>keHo ,
nepeTe"pTo Bce" B nbI/\b u npax ,
To 4To goporo - To 3a6poweHHo ,
4To uMeeTcR? - 6o/\b u kpax...
Bgpyr nogyMa/\ocb: "4To c/\y4u/\ocb , To?
OT 4ero y6uBai0cb Tak?"
U cMee"TcR gywa goBo/\bHaR
TeM , 4To koH4u/\ucb coH u Mpak..
U3-3a Ma/\eHbkou' , u3-3a r/\yneHbkou',
nycTb xopoweHHbkou' , cTo 4epTeu'!,
HegocTpoeHo , Hegoge/\aHHo ,
HegoB3RTo cTo kpenocTeu'.
BpeMR koH4u/\ocb. BpeMR Ha4a/\ocb.
R no kane/\bke co6upy
To , 4To paHbwe 3a MHoi0 3Ha4u/\ocb ,
4eM ropguTbcR ew,e" cMory.
Kak MHe pagocTHo , kak MHe Bece/\o ,
Kak gywa 3aMupaeT B rpygu.
On/\eyxy cygb6a oTBecu/\a -
R BepHy eu' ee". norogu!
**npu nepene4aTke ccbI/\ka Ha MeHR O6R3ATE/\bHA!**
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