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CONTENT: 1987 rog
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Kak MbI >kuBe"M? EguM u cnuM.
U paHo yTpoM Ha pa6oTy.
U TaM ropuM , u TaM TBopuM ,
U >kge"M >ke/\aHHyi0 cy66oTy.
Kak MbI >kuBe"M? Kak MypaBbu.
Bce" B cyeTe u Me/\bTeweHbu.
U To/\bko MbIc/\b: MbI He ogHu ,
HaM gocTaB/\ReT yTeweHbe.
Kak MbI >kuBe"M? Kak Mo>keT kTo.
U Taw,uM 6o/\bwe , Taw,uM 6/\u>ke.
HageeMcR npo>kuTb Bce cTo
U /\e3eM B ropbI , u Ha /\bI>ku...
Kak MbI yMpe"M? Da B TuwuHe ,
B 6e3BecTHocTu u 6e3BpeMeHbu.
r/\a3a 3akpoeM u yu'ge"M
3a npegbIgyw,uM noko/\eHbeM...
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Y Hapoga k nuBy TRra Be/\uka.
BbInbewb u c4acT/\uBo cMoTpuwb B o6/\aka.
Hukakux coMHeHuu'. Hukakux npo6/\eM.
U gypak u reHuu' - BcRk goBo/\eH BceM.
Bece/\o u ropgo cMoTpuTbcR Bnepe"g ,
U n/\eBok no Mopge kak-Hu6ygb cTe4e"T ,
noc/\e Tou' oTpaBbI BcRk /\e>kuT B pai0 -
nycTb xoTb u3 kaHaBbI BbIHyT HaRBy.
Ho B gywe kpacuBo , He>kHocTb , Ten/\oTa...
noToMy c4aCT/\uBo cMoTpuwb B o6/\aka...
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npekpacHbI pacnucHbIe cBogbI 6/\ara ,
Ygo6cTBa u KoMfopTa o>kepe/\bR ,
B/\e4e"T Hac ux >kuBuTe/\bHaR B/\ara ,
Kak a/\kawa MaHuT xMe/\bHoe 3e/\be.
B/\ekyT , MaHRT , rHeTyT u ucTow,ai0T ,
Dyx >ka>kgRT pa3gaBuTb u o6eckpoBuTb ,
U3MeHbI ga>ke B MbIc/\Rx He npow,ai0T ,
He no3Bo/\Ri0T BoBce npekoc/\oBuTb.
BcTynuBwue Ha nyTb ux gocTu>keHuu',
noTpaTRT >ku3Hb Ha npu3pa4Hyi0 roHky ,
Ha nouck npexogRw,ux Hac/\a>kgeHuu':
Hau'Tu , go6bITb , ypBaTb , BkycuTb - a To/\ky?
Begb 4e/\oBek Bo3BbIweH Hag npupogou'
He cu/\ou' Mycky/\ Hor u/\u 3y6oB ,
He >ka>kgou' yTo/\uTb cBoi0 yTpo6y ,
a MbIc/\bi0 HeBecoMou' , 6e3 okoB ,
Ha/\u4ueM cTpeM/\eHuR k no3HaHbi0 ,
K packpbITbi0 Tau'H (cMewHo - /\i06ou' u,eHou'!) ,
cnoco6HocTbi0 u k conepe>kuBaHbi0 ,
U k >kepTBaM - pagu UcTuHbI ogHou'.
K 4eMy , cka>kuTe, k pockowu cTpeMuTbcR:
Hau'Tu , gocTaTb , ypBaTb u Hac/\aguTbcR?
Begb ~eTo To/\bko g/\R ce6R - g/\R 6/\a>ku.
A Hago g/\R gpyrux - Bce/\eHHou' ga>ke...
feBpa/\b 1987
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OcTa/\cR geHb, Bcero /\uwb geHb u Ho4b npuge"T rycTaR.
OcTa/\cR geHb , Ho 4bR TaM TeHb?
Tak paHo... Y>k To eu' He /\eHb?
Uge"T 3a MHou' kocaR...
MaxHe"T yBepeHHo pykou' u B nponacTb B He6bITbe" ,
C nyrai0w,ei0 6bIcTpoTou' ,
Yu'ge"T Ha Be4HbIu' , Ha nocTou' ,
Co3HaHue Moe"...
HukTo He Mo>keT u3MeHuTb Te4eHue Cygb6bI ,
nycTb o6opBe"TcR 4bR-To HuTb ,
Ho Mu/\/\uapgbI 6ygyT >kuTb
U Bon/\ow,aTb Me4TbI...
U R 3a Mur go Top>kecTBa ,
6e3yMHou' , Tow,e"u' , 3/\ou' ,
B3r/\RHy B npegBepuu koHu,a ,
OTHRB /\agoHu oT /\uu,a ,
Ha nyTb , cBepweHHbIu' MHou'.
Kak MHoro cge/\aTb He ycne/\ ,
Cko/\b Ma/\oro gocTur!
Me4Ta/\ nepekpouTb yge/\ ,
Ho Bce" 6/\aroe /\uwb xoTe/\
U BoT - noc/\egHuu' kpuk...
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Cpegu ypogoB R kpacuB.
Cpegb uguoToB yMHbIu' R.
Dep>ka/\acb 3a Takou' MoTuB
Bcerga UHTe/\/\ureHu,uR...
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Mo>keT 6bITb BuTeeBaTa
u HanbIw,eHa cTpoka ,
To/\bko Tak Bo MHe korga-To
6u/\cR gpo>kbi0 HepB-cTpyHa ,
U BHe3anHo oT3bIBa/\cR
Ha co6bITuR u cToHbI ,
noToMy-To u cn/\eTa/\cR
cTux npo 3Be"3gHbIe kopoHbI...
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DeHb Mou' npoxoguT B cyeTe ,
B ge/\ax , coMHeHbRx , MbIc/\Rx.
/\eTuT kak 6e/\ka B ko/\ece ,
Me/\bkai0T /\uu,a - ~eTu , Te
U Ho4b npuxoguT 6bIcTpo...
Cnokou'cTBue gywu Bo TbMe
Hu4To He noTpeBo>kuT.
U HeT 3gecb MecTa kyTepbMe ,
/\uwb 3Be"3gbI wen4yT B BbIwuHe
Ha HegocTynHoM /\o>ke...
U HeBecoM pa3gyMuu' 6er
Bo Mpake 6eckoHe4HoM ,
U ow,yw,eHuu' Rp4e HeT ,
4eM cBeToBbIx u,eno4ka /\eT ,
nyTu k 6/\u>kau'weu' , B M/\e4HoM...
A yTpoM BHoBb BcTaeT 3apR ,
CMbIBaR MyTb Ho4Hyi0 ,
U ka>keTbcR , 4To Myku 3pR ,
4To Hago 6pocuTb RkopR
U >ku3Hb Ha4aTb uHyi0...
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O6ugeTb Mo>kHo u c/\oBoM u ge/\oM ,
A xy>ke Bcero - gBu>keHbeM HecMe/\bIM ,
Hecka3aHHou' fpa3ou' , HegaHHbIM oTBeToM ,
Bo3Mo>kHocTbi0 c4acTbR , ynyw,eHHou' rge-To...
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DenpeccuR B nporpeccuu ,
U3Hoc go ocHoBaHuR ,
U 6/\u3ko k enu/\encuu
CaMo u nog co3HaHue .
Kak 3arHaHHaR cuBaR ,
Kak 3arHaHHaR 6e/\aR ,
Cygb6a MoR n/\ewuBaR ,
n/\eTeTcR Bce>ke BepyR ,
4To 6ygeT ucu,e/\eHue
U gyxa Bo3pa>kgeHue ,
U u,e/\u npoRcHeHue
HacTynuT HakoHeu,
noRBuTcR cTpeM/\eHue
u npekpaTuTcR T/\eHue ,
U Tau'Horo gBu>keHuR
OTkpoeTcR /\apeu, ...
1987
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R 3Ha/\ cBoi0 cygb6y gaBHo.
Ew,e" pe6e"HkoM wa/\oB/\uBbIM
CkBo3b Buxpb rogoB , kak ckBo3b cTek/\o ,
R Buge/\ xo/\M cBoeu' Moru/\bI.
3Ha/\ cko/\bko MHe oTBegeHo
4acoB , MuHyT , MrHoBeHuu' MbIc/\u ,
4To He ycnei0 Hu4ero
Hu gaTb , Hu B3RTb y ~eTou' >ku3Hu...
U To , 4To cnpRTaHo Bo MHe ,
He BbIu'geT Ha gopory nocToRHcTBa.
He cy>kgeHo , B nycTou' 6opb6e ,
nogHRTbcR BbIwe gu/\eTaHcTBa...
neccuMecTu4eckuu' nporHo3 ,
yBbI , He n/\og 6e3yMHbIx rpe"3...
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Y o6e3bRHbI
KpyroM u3'bRHbI ,
He nogHR/\acb OHa go ypoBHR /\i0geu' - Mo3r noc/\a6eu' ,
Ho naBuaHbI
EgRT 6aHaHbI ,
He 3Hai0T cTpeccoB u uHfapkToB u y6uu'cTBeHHbIx ugeu'.
OHu n/\ogRTbcR
U Bece/\RTbcR ,
>kyi0T u cnRT u u,e/\bIu' geHb cugRT B npox/\age nog /\ucTBou' ,
U MoryT ga>ke
Kak B nu/\oTa>ke ,
Dep>kacb pykou' Horou' xBocToM BuceTb u neTb BHu3 ro/\oBou'.
XoTb npuMUTuBHeu' ,
Ho He npoTuBHeu'
CBoux co6paTbeB cTapwux MHorue u3 n/\eMeHu Makak ,
OHu 3a6aBHbI -
MbI npaBoc/\aBHbI ,
Ho Bce npo6/\eMbI oguHakoBo pewaeT HaM ky/\ak...
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Ho xHbIkaTb HeT npu4uHbI ,
XoTb 6/\u>ke geHb koH4uHbI ,
A Mo/\ogocTb u i0HocTb
Bce" ga/\bwe u Tyck/\eu'.
Bce" ga/\bwe kycT pR6uHbI ,
ropRw,eu' cpegb paBHuHbI ,
U BeTep Bga/\b yHocuT
noc/\egHux >kypaB/\eu'...
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MbI oTcTaeM Ha neperoHe.
MbI ycTape/\u, oTu,Be/\u...
Y HoBou' >ku3Hu Ha /\agoHe -
UHbIe 6opo3gbI /\er/\u.
Hac BocnuTa/\u rogbI /\eHu ,
o6MaHa , /\>ku , gBy/\u4HbIx fopM ,
coeguHeHbR: cTa/\uH - /\eHuH...
He BcRk nepe>kuBeT no3op.
HaM 4y>kgo u conocTaB/\eHbe
pa3/\u4HbIx MHeHuu' u npo6/\eM.
MbI 4epHo-6e/\bI. MbI - 3HaMeHbe.
U MbI He 3HaeM , 4To 3a 4eM...
ui0Hb 1987
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B xpoMocoMe , B DHK , B Me>kMo/\eky/\RpHou' cBR3u ,
npo4Ho cnpRTaHa MoR k cTa/\uHu3My HenpuR3Hb.
HeHaBucTeH ~eToT cTpou' - ypaBHu/\oBka u cTagHocTb ,
c/\oB 6eccMbIc/\eHHbIu' nokpou', ckpbITHocTb MbIc/\eu' , ge/\ napagHocTb.
U npe3peHue k gywe , k caMo6bITHocTu co3HaHbR ,
cTpou' , B3bIBai0wuu' k To/\ne , kak k onope Mupo3gaHbR.
anne/\upyi0w,uu' k Heu' , k o6e3/\u4eHHou' u cepou',
3apbIBai0w,uu' /\i0geu' - ~eHepru4HbIx , xBaTkux , cMe/\bIx.
BocnuTaBwuu' B Hac Tocky no cBo6oge gyM u MHeHuu',
BocnuTaBwuu' cTpax Ha TbMy u uHgefepeHTHocTb /\eHu.
cTpou' ok/\eBuTaBwuu' Bcex - ga>ke Tex kTo nepBbIu' kaMeHb ,
cBRTo BepyR B ycnex, no/\o>ku/\ B ero fyHgaMeHT...
B xpoMocoMe , B DHK , B Me>kMo/\eky/\RpHou' cBR3u ,
npo4Ho cnpRTaHa MoR , k cTa/\uHu3My HenpuR3Hb...
ui0Hb 1987
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Korga oT BoceMHagu,aTu Hac oTge/\ReT cTo/\bko >ke ,
U 6/\u>ke HaM k noc/\egHeMy , 4eM k nepBbIM gByM waraM ,
Oco3Hai0TcR ucTuHbI , He3bI6/\eMbIe , npo4HbIe
U 6o/\bwe yge/\ReTcR BHuMaHuR 6oraM...
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He BkycuBwuu' He 3HaeT Bkyca ,
A BkycuBwuu' He 3HaeT MepbI.
CaMbIu' c/\a6bIu' He BegaeT Tpyca ,
noka OH He /\uwu/\cR BepbI...
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rge-To TaM , nocpegu naHaM ,
E>kegHeBHo y6uBai0 u nbITai0T ,
Hy a 3gecb 6opMoTyxa ecTb
U c 3akyckou' nepe6oeB He 6bIBaeT.
rge-To TaM , nocpegu naHaM ,
Mu/\/\uoHbI 6e3 pa6oTbI u 6e3 kpoBa ,
Hy a 3gecb BceM 3aHRTbe ecTb ,
/\uwb ygoRMu He pagyi0T kopoBbI.
rge-To TaM , nocpegu naHaM ,
4epHoko>kux u36uBai0T u /\uH4yi0T ,
Hy a 3gecb uM 6o/\bwaR 4ecTb ,
U geBuu,bI c HuMu gHi0i0T u Ho4yi0T...
rge-To TaM , nocpegu naHaM ,
cTpoRT n/\aHbI MupoBoro npeBocxogcTBa ,
Hy a MbI noc/\e Tou' Bou'HbI ,
He gonycTuM uHHocTpaHHoro rocnogcTBa.
rge-To TaM , nocpegu naHaM ,
Da>ke 6/\u>ke u Ha cTapoM koHTuHeHTe ,
UH>keHep ~eTo nuoHep ,
nycTb B 3a6oTax u Tpygax , Ho B a/\ou' /\eHTe.
Hy , a 3gecb 6eweHHbIu' nporpecc ,
B caMou' Ma/\ou' 3axyga/\eHbkou' koHTope.
UH>keHep? To>ke nuoHep ,
Ha naHe/\u , Ha kapTowke , B rpR3HoM no/\e...
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U TbI , /\bIcoBaTbIu' B o4kax fpaepok ,
Korga-Hu6ygb ~eTo nou'Me"wb ,
U B3r/\Rg TBou' He 6ygeT HagMeHHo BbIcok ,
U pyku oxBaTuT gpo>kb....
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Hac >ku3Hb paccTaB/\ReT no no/\kaM caMa ,
nyTeM nocToRHHbIx o6MeHoB ,
U eu' Hu k 4eMy c/\oB kpacuBbIx ToMa ,
4To cka3aHHbI o nepeMeHax...
MbI yw/\u. no gopore. no BpeMeHu.
KTo kak Mor. Kak yMe/\. Kak xoTe/\.
U gocTur/\u cuRi0w,uM TeMeHeM
CBou' npege/\.
Bcex cygb6a pa3/\o>ku/\a no no/\o4kaM.
no 3ac/\yraM Bo3ga/\a HaM.
KTo-To BBepx , KTo-To BHu3 , KTo-To 6o4e4koM
U kTo 6/\u>ke kTo ga/\bwe k Me4TaM...
TeM He o4eHb Be3/\o. ~ETuM ceToBaTb
HeT npu4uH - Bce" 3aBucuT oT Hac.
Ec/\u 6 u,e/\RM oT i0HocTu c/\egoBaTb ,
Bce" c6bI/\ocb 6bI. U B ropecTHbIu' 4ac ,
B 4ac pa3/\yku , pa3gyMuu' Hag BpeMeHeM
MbI 6 ropgu/\ucb co6ou' u cygb6ou' ,
U gocTur/\u 6 cuRi0w,uM TeMeHeM
CBou' nokou'...
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4To >ke c/\aw,e Me"ga , c/\aw,e 4eM BuHo?
Mo>keT 6bITb B nucaHbu To oTpa>keHo?
Mo>keT 6bITb /\i06uMou' He>kHbIe ycTa?
HeT. no3HaTb npupogbI Tau'HbI. Do koHu,a.
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Ho BoT kakaR wTyka.
Cnpocu : kTo noMHuT ryka???
A oH , oTeu, Hbi0ToHoB ,
OTkpbI/\ 500 3akoHoB...
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nopbIBbI BeTpa 3/\eu' u xo/\ogHeu'
U ka>keTcR BoT-BoT npugeT kocaR ,
Ho nocMeeMcR MbI ew,e" Hag Heu'
OHa >k 6e3 r/\a3! A cTa/\o 6bITb c/\enaR...
U /\e3Bue He Tak y>k u ocTpo ,
OT Be4Horo gBu>keHbR u3Hocu/\ocb ,
He pe>keT - r/\aguT , /\ackoBo , cMewHo
U 6o/\b gywu 3aMeTHo npuTynu/\acb...
U MHoroe Tenepb y>ke He Tak
BocnpuHuMaeTcR , 4e"M B npow/\bIe cTo/\eTbR ,
noTepRH cMbIc/\ noHRTuu' gpyr u Bpar ,
Yw/\u Ha c/\oM Ho>ku , kacTeTbI , n/\eTbR...
UHa4e C4eTbI cBoguM MbI Tenepb ,
XBaTaTb , kugaTb , nuHaTb Horou' He Hago ,
DocTaTo4Ho kuBHyTb u cTaHeT gBepb
>ke/\aHHaR , npo4Hee 4eM nperpaga...
HeT BbIXoga... U/\b Ka>keTbcR To MHe?
DeTepMuHu3M c po>kgeHuR go cMepTu ,
DeTEpMuHu3M Ha gHe u B BbIwuHe ,
D/\R Bcex cnewaw,ux B ~eTou' kpyroBepTu...
He npokpu4y Hu c/\oBa B MukpofoH.
R He MacTak opaTb Ha Bci0 n/\aHeTy ,
XoTb ow,yw,ai0 MHoroe kak OH ,
U Tak>ke yxo>ky 6eccu/\bHo B /\eTy...
Ho o6w,ee He nopBaHo ew,e" ,
KoHcTpyku,uR gywu He u3MeHu/\acb ,
OcTa/\ucb B Hac u3bRHbI u py>kbe" ,
Py>kbe" ew,e" noka He pa3pRgu/\ocb...
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>ku3Hb Ha4aTb c Ha4a/\a B 20 /\eT?
~ETo epyHga , geweBka u He c/\o>KHo.
BoT nepe4epkHyTb ew,e" gecRTok - He-e-eT,
D/\R gywu Takoe HeBo3Mo>kHo...
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Ugyw,ue no >ku3Hu , He gyMau'Te o cMepTu ,
UHa4e ka>kgbIu' war Baw 6ygeT HanpR>ke"H ,
U B ~eTou' unocTacu , B 6e3yMHou' kpyroBepTu ,
He gyMau'Te o cMepTu , Ho He /\e3bTe Ha po>koH...
Ugyw,ue no >ku3Hu , He gyMau'Te o TpaTax ,
n/\aTuTb /\i06yi0 u,eHy He ka>kgoMy gaHo ,
U ec/\u Mur ynyw,eH , no3Haewb: MHorokpaTHo
B ogHy u Ty>ke Bogy Bou'Tu He cy>kgeHo...
Ugyw,ue no >ku3Hu , He gyMau'Te o C/\aBe ,
U/\b >ka>kga c/\oB xBa/\e6HbIx UccywuT Baw HacTpou'.
D/\R Tex kTo co6/\a3HuTbcR c4uTaTb ce6R /\uwb npaBbIM ,
4y>kue gywu 6ygyT 6e3/\ukoi0 To/\nou'...
Ugyw,ue no >ku3Hu , He gyMau'Te o HanpacHo
O u,e/\ecoo6pa3HocTu /\i06oro u3 waroB.
He Bce gaHo u3MepuTb. U MHoroe He RcHo.
U ga>ke npaBgy BugHo /\uwb 4epe3 coHM rogoB...
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Hey>kTo BaM He >kyTko? Begb CMepTb coBceM He wyTka ,
He npu3pak ~efuMepHbIu' , 6ecn/\oTHbIu' , He>kuBou' ,
U xoguT OHa pRgoM , Hano/\HeHHaR RgoM ,
U 3/\o6oi0 k >kuByw,uM , c oTTo4eHHou' kocou'...
OTTo4eHa go 6/\ecka 3/\oBew,aR >ke/\e3ka ,
He pa3 OHa Hag MupoM B3/\eTa/\a 6e3 Tpyga ...
Hey>kTo BaM He >kyTko? Begb CMepTb ogHa MuHyTka ,
Owu6ka , pok , c/\y4au'HocTb , B3Max - ckoweHa TpaBa...
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Bce To4Ho 3Hai0T - >ku3Hb ~eTo 6opb6a.
U e>kegHeBHo , ga>ke e>ke4acHo ,
OHa ce6e Hac nog4uHReT B/\acTHO ,
A MbI kpu4uM - Pardon , messie, cygb6a...
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4To 3a npe/\ecTb 6bITb no~eToM
U gyweBHbIu' nepe3BoH ,
U3/\araTb npocTbIM kyn/\eToM ,
OTpa>keHueM BpeMe"H...
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Begb /\i06onbITHo - >ku3Hb TakaR wTyka ,
4To y ogHux oHa cn/\owHaR Myka ,
A y gpyrux Ha Heu' oT caMoro po>kgeHbR
HeT 6ygHeu' - Bce" cn/\owHbIe BockpeceHbR...
U y c4acT/\uB4ukoB oT caMou' ko/\bI6e/\u ,
OgHu u,BeTbI Ha Tou' gopore k u,e/\u ,
KoTopaR gpyruM ycbInaHa wunaMu ,
Ho MaHuT Bce" paBHo TepHoBbIMu BeHkaMu...
HepaBHoMepHo pa3ge/\eHHoe 6oraTcTBo
UMeeT 4e/\oBe4eckoe 6paTcTBo...
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Pa6oTa Mo3ra ro/\oBHoro
3aw/\a B Tynuk , 3aMeHeHa Ha c/\oBo.
U npekpaTu/\cR MbIc/\u B3/\e"T -
- Y neccuMu3Ma kpenok /\e"g.
OH okpy>kaeT , ox/\a>kgaeT nogco3HaHbe ,
MewaeT gyMaM , ycTpeM/\eHbRM u gep3aHbRM ,
U BR>keT Pyku kpenko , kak /\o3a...
U MbIc/\eu' HeT. Hy , a u3 4yBcTB c/\e3a...
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Pa3y4u/\cR R BpeMR co6upaTb noHeMHory ,
Pa3y4u/\cR R BepuTb , HeHaBugeTb , /\i06uTb.
Hay4u/\cR TpaH>kupuTb cBou cu/\bI y6oro ,
O6xogHyi0 gopory 6e3 Tpyga HaxoguTb.
Pa3y4u/\cR R c npaBgou' nogHuMaTbcR B aTaky ,
HeB3upaR Ha /\uu,a r/\RgR To/\bko B r/\a3a.
Hay4u/\cR cMeRTbcR /\uu,eMepR , u n/\akaTb...
U yrac/\a , 6e3 kpuka , Moeu' BepbI 3Be3ga....
**npu nepene4aTke ccbI/\ka Ha MeHR O6R3ATE/\bHA!**
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