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CONTENT: 1990-1992 roga
/* 1990 */
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OTOMCTUM 3A YHU>kEHbE ||
nECCUMUCTU4ECKOE ||
HOBOCTU gHR ||
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CTA/\ R MO/\O>kE ||
O BPEMEHU ||
/* 1991 */
|| XO4EWb n/\i0U' ||
3ABEPHU MEHR ||
6E3 MECTA ||
O 4E/\OBEKE ||
C MO/\ODY ||
/\UWUBWUCb CHA ||
HE TBOPU ||
DYXOM C/\A6 ||
C BETKU HA BETKY ||
/* 1992 */
|| 6bITb TBOPU,OM ||
nO4TU /\i06OU' ||
O6 ~EMUrPAU,UU ||
/\OBUTE MUr YDA4U ||
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nPOKPYCTOBO /\O>kE ||
R OCTA/\CR ODUH ||
KOMAPbI HE PA3DPA>kAi0T ||
R3BbI HA TE/\E ||
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HAXPEHA ||
PbI/\O ||
/\OBKO U,OKAi0T KOnbITA ||
HAC HE MA/\O ||
HUKAK HE/\b3R UHA4E ||
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R 6POCU/\ BCE" ||
U 6bI/\O YTPO HE>kHbIM ||
HAD HAMU CBOD ||
>kU3Hb nPOXODUT ||
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BCE" MEHbWE ||
nOD COPOK ||
HET, HET R HE XO4Y ||
MYDPOCTb >kU3HU ||
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R >kU/\ KOrDA-TO ||
OT PA3DBOEHUR ||
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oToMcTuM 3a yHu>keHbR ,
pacn/\aTuMcR 3a o6MaH ,
3a o6ugbI , 3a /\uweHbR ,
3a u/\/\i03uu' 3/\ou' gypMaH.
nocTapaeMcR Ha c/\aBy ,
gywu B/\o>kuM B MecTb cBoi0 ,
RgoM okpanuM npunpaBy ,
a noToM cropuM B agy...
MbI He yw/\u. MbI c BaMu BMecTe , pRgoM.
cerogHR npocTo MbI go/\>kHbI Mo/\4aTb ,
Ho 3aBTpa >ka/\o c 6e3oTka3HbIM RgoM
BoH3uM 6e3 npoMeg/\eHuR onRTb.
U He pac4uTbIBau' Ha Hawe cHucxo>kgeHbe ,
Y>k pac4uTaeMcR cno/\Ha 3a yHu>keHbe ,
BbI Har/\aTaeTecb kpoBaBbIMu c/\e3aMu
3a To , 4To 6bI/\u c HuMu , a He c HaMu.
Ugeu' koBapHaR urpa -
cerogHR "HeT", a 3aBTpa "ga",
U cHoBa "HeT", TakoB y>k xog ucTopuu-
oT Heyga4 go c/\agocTHou' BukTopuu.
npocTu Hac rocnogu 3a npbITb ,
Ho HeT Toro , 4To go/\>kHo 6bITb.
BxoguTb B ~ekcTa3 MbI Hay4u/\ucb /\uxo -
BoT no4eMy kpyroM Hepa36epuxa.
a >ku3Hb npoxoguT cHoBa MuMo pa3yMa ,
/\uwb we/\ecTRT /\oxMoTbR r/\ynbIx 4yBcTB ,
U Bo3Hukai0T ow,yw,eHbR o4eHb pa3HbIe.
Da BoT 6ega - 6ecu,eHHbIu' k/\age3b nycT...
HenoBTopuMbIu' noBopoT co6bITuu',
Ka3a/\ocb 6bI.
Ho u He3puMbI HuTu ,
KoTopbIMu pykoBoguT BceBbIwHuu' ,
U/\b xog c/\y4au'HocTeu',
u/\b kTo-To Be4Ho /\uwHuu'...
MapT 1990
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MHe 3a Tpugu,aTb u He rog u He gBa ,
U cerogHR y>ke naMRTb He Ta ,
ceguHou' oro/\u/\ucb Bucku
U Bce" 4aw,e gaBRT cepgu,e Tucku.
He3aMeTHo HacTynu/\ nepe/\oM
U Bce" cTa/\o pa3/\u4aTbcR c TpygoM ,
U Bce" cTa/\o go koHu,a He noHRTb ,
He 3anoMHuTb , He pewuTb , He nogHRTb.
To/\bko 3HaHbR , onbIT npow/\bIx geHbkoB ,
3aw,uw,ai0T oT gaB/\eHbR rogoB ,
no3Bo/\Ri0T coxpaHuTb npe>kHuu' Bug -
To HeMHoroe , 4eM BcRk gopo>kuT...
nocToRHHo nyTb /\e>kuT Tenepb BHu3 -
~ETo Tpe3BbIu' B3r/\Rg Ha >ku3Hb , He kanpu3 ,
~ETo nouck koMnpoMuca c cygb6ou' ,
a He cTpax nepeg >kecTokou' 6opb6ou'.
>Ku3Hb c Ha4a/\a >ke Ha4aTb B gBagu,aTb /\eT -
He npo6/\eMa , Hy koHe4Ho >ke , HeT,
Ho ew,e" gecRTok , gBa 3a4epkHyTb -
HeBo3Mo>kHo , Begb He go/\or Haw nyTb...
U cerogHR y>ke naMRTb He Ta ,
U oTgbIwka , u "wyMuT" ro/\oBa ,
U npo6/\eM go koHu,a He noHRTb ,
He 3anoMHuTb , He pewuTb , He nogHRTb.
Mau' 1990
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Ew,e" B4epa Bce 6bI/\o Tak npekpacHo ,
6bI/\ Rpok cBeT u u,e/\b BugHa B ga/\u ,
U Hukakux coMHeHuu' - He HanpacHo
MbI w/\u Ha >kepTBbI , c4e"T noTepb Be/\u.
Hac BgoxHoB/\R/\o 4yBcTBo npuo6w,eHbR
K Be/\u4bi0 ge/\ , r/\o6a/\bHocTu npo6/\eM ,
U , kak ka3a/\ocb , Hawu gocTu>keHbR
HeocnopuMbI u noHRTHbI BceM.
Bgpyr o6/\oMu/\ocb 4To-To B MexaHu3Me ,
Bgpyr pyxHy/\ 3aHaBec , kak ne/\eHa c o4eu' ,
U oka3a/\ocb , 4To npu koMMyHu3Me ,
6oRTbcR Hago wopoxa Ho4eu'...
4To /\arepR , paccTpe/\bI Heu36e>kHbI ,
4To Huw,eTa u ro/\og no nRTaM ,
U MbI He Mo>keM 6o/\ee , kak npe>kge ,
Mo/\4aTb u BepuTb Ha c/\oBo Bo>kgRM.
Ew,e" B4epa MbI uM nogo6ocTpacTHo
B /\i06Bu k/\R/\ucb , 3ar/\RgbIBaR B poT ,
napTuu'HbIM nou,e/\yeM , c/\agocTpacTHbIM ,
Kak 6yg-To Harpa>kga/\cR Becb Hapog.
Kak pe3y/\bTaT - HeT MecTa poMaHTu3My ,
a cTpoek 6ygHu BbIw/\u 6okoM HaM.
MbI , 3a/\o>kuB ocHoBbI koMMyHu3Ma ,
pa3pywu/\u , yBbI , He To/\bko xpaM.
pa3pywu/\u go ocHoBaHbR gywu...
Ky/\bTypHbIu' c/\ou' B oTBa/\bI yHeceH...
Ew,e" B4epa MbI Bepu/\u noc/\ywHo ,
4To Mup y/\y4wuTbcR c Be/\ukuM OkTR6peM.
okTR6pb 1990
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Mo>keT cTa/\ R Mo/\o>ke , Mo>keT BeTpeHHeu' cTa/\ ,
To/\bko cepgu,e TpeBo>kuT nep/\aMyTpoBbIu' >kap
U gywa Tuxo cToHeT , cHoBa uw,eT u >kge"T ,
cHoBa >ka>kgeT u ToHeT - To/\bko ~eTo npou'ge"T ,
To/\bko BeTep HeHacTuu' x/\bIHeT 6ypHou' pekou' ,
ox/\aguT npu3pak c4acTbR u BepHe"T MHe nokou',
U BepHe"T To , 4To 6bI/\o - Ha nopore /\i06Bu,
U ykpoeT /\eHuBo cepou' kpackoi0 gHu...
HoR6pb 1990
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4To BpeMR ge/\aeT c /\i0gbMu.
oHo po>kgaeT ux Ha BpeMR ,
Bege"T no kpaTkoMy nyTu
U nokugaeT HenpeMeHHo.
oHo To/\kaeT ux Ha 6ou',
Ha >ku3Hb u nogBur - pagu c/\aBbI.
o63aBecTucb BTopou' cygb6ou'...
nepenucaTb uHbIe r/\aBbI...
oHo BHywaeT - HeT nyTu
npog/\uTb cBoe cyw,ecTBoBaHbe ,
/\uwb B naMRTb Mo>kHo nepeu'Tu ,
nyTeM Be/\ukoro geRHbR.
U BpeMR - gpyr u BpeMR - Bpar
Hac 3acTaB/\Ri0T ToponuTbcR ,
Begb ka>kgbIu' Mur , MrHoBeHbe , war -
Y>ke He cMoryT noBTopuTbcR...
Kak He k/\RHu , pyrau' cBoi0 cygb6y -
oHa ogHa. B agy u/\u B pai0.
HoR6pb 1990
npou'ge"T ew,e" /\eT gecRTb
U Mo>kHo 6ygeT B3BecuTb ,
4ero B Hac 6bI/\o 6o/\bwe - yMa u/\u gepbMa ,
U Mo>kHo 6ygeT To4Ho ,
onpege/\uTb 3ao4Ho ,
4buM uMeHeM ~enoxa no npaBy Ha3BaHa.
RHBapb 1991
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Xo4ewb n/\i0HyTb -n/\i0u', a He xo4ewb - gyu'
U Ha Bogy , u Ha Mo/\oko.
Xo4ewb Myx /\oBu , koMapoB gaBu ,
A He xo4ewb - Tak ugu TbI ga/\eko.
He fu/\ocoBcTByu', He uw,u npu4uHbI,
U He nbITau'cR 3ar/\RHyTb B Beka.
3a4eM >kuBeM? He BegoMo u HbIHe ,
U B Heu3BecTHocTu ocTaHeTcR Bcerga.
He HaM cyguTb , ragaTb u pa36upaTbcR ,
EcTb 4To-To BbIcwee , HeRcHoe yMy.
A Haw yge/\ - /\i06uTb , urpaTb , cpa>kaTbcR,
nucaTb poMaHbI u TonuTb MyMy...
RHBapb 1991
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3aBepHu MeHR B caBaH , 3aBepHu ,
c/\oBHo kokoH MHe cn/\eTu u3 Hero.
Bo3poguTbcR R xo4y u3HyTpu ,
Bo3poguTbcR , BocnapuTb u Bcero...
He /\oMaTb >ke cBoi0 >ku3Hb Ha Bugy?
He Tak go6p Haw Hapog, He Tak go6p.
U y>k /\y4we , 4eM neHRTb Ha cygb6y ,
ckpbITbcR B caBaH , c/\oBHo B kokoH oT ko6p.
4epe3 BpeMR , oHo /\e4uT Bcex Hac ,
ow,yTuB ynpyrux kpbI/\beB pa3Max ,
Pa3opBe"TcR kokoH pe3ko kak r/\a3 ,
U oTkpoeTcR npocTop B He6ecax.
U , korga /\uwb To/\bko cBucT , ga no/\eT ,
U Hanop ynpyrux cTpyu' , ga wa/\bHbIx ,
Korga ckopocTbi0 Bgpyr ukpbI cBege"T -
ow,yTu kak kopoTka ~eTa >ku3Hb...
3aBepHu >ke MeHR B caBaH , 3aBepHu ,
c/\oBHo kokoH MHe cn/\eTu u3 Hero ,
Bo3poguTbcR R xo4y u3HyTpu ,
Bo3poguTbcR , BocnapuTb u Bcero..
RHBapb 1991
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>KuBe"M 6e3 MecTa , 6e3 nocToRHHoro ,
Kak Ha uro/\kax , Ha cTy/\bRx gByx ,
>KuBe"M Me4TaMu u c o6e3'bRHaMu...
K npo6/\eMaM cbIToro ro/\ogHbIu' r/\yx.
U B Heu3BecTHocTu o gHe , o 3aBTpawHeM ,
c>kuraeM HbIHewHue gHu ,
Takue 6bIcTpbIe , Takue pa3HbIe -
oHu kak fake/\bI ropRT B Ho4u.
U MoTbI/\bkaMu MbI k HuM c/\eTaeMcR ,
TepRR kpbI/\bIwku oT cyeTbI ,
6e3 kpbI/\beB gyxoM u Te/\oM cTapuMcR...
HeT gHR rpRgyw,ero 6e3 kpacoTbI...
MapT 1991
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6eccMepTbe 4e/\oBeky He gaHo.
He Ta Moge/\b. C/\a6a ero ocHoBa.
rpewu u/\b He rpewu - cygb6a Bcerga cypoBa ,
Begb eu' u3BecTHo Bce" , 4To cy>kgeHo.
6eccMepTbe 4e/\oBeky He gaHo.
Da u 3a 4To? My4uTe/\b , xuw,Huk , 6e3gapb ,
YHu4To>kai0w,uu' /\eca , /\yra u BogbI ,
Kak k/\on cMepgRw,uu' Ha /\uu,e npupogbI.
cBouM cyw,ecTBoBaHbeM cuMBo/\ 6e3gHbI ,
B koTopyi0 y>k kaTuTbcR Becb Mup...
My4uTe/\b, xuw,Huk, 6e3gapb u BaMnup.
6eccMepTbe - ~eTo 3Ha4uT Be4Ho >kuTb?
U/\b B naMRTu rpRgyw,eu' coxpaHuTbcR?
ogHuM g/\R ~eToro gocTaTo4Ho HanuTbcR ,
DpyruM - Tak o6R3aTe/\bHo TBopuTb ,
U/\b u3BaRHbeM B kaMHe Bon/\oTuTbcR...
TBopuTb u3BecTHo BbIcwaR Harpaga.
n/\eBaTb Ha To , 4To uHorga He Hago
TBopuTb.
Begb Mo>kHo >kyTkue ge/\a
BepwuTb c/\erka oT uMeHu nporpecca ,
a BpeMR >ku3Hu , HeT cu/\bHee npecca ,
Hac nogroHReT , Mup /\i0geu' ry6R.
6eccMepTbe 4e/\oBeky He gaHo.
He Ta Moge/\b , a Ta ew,e" Ha cTapTe,
U Hawu gywu , Be4HbIe , B a3apTe ,
BHegpRTbcR B n/\oTb uHoro coBepweHcTBa ,
cyw,ecTBoBaHbe koero 6/\a>keHcTBo ,
U B HoBbIu' Mup HeBegoMbIu' okHo.
6eccMepTbe 4e/\oBeky He gaHo.
npupoga, Hac co3gaB , ga/\a gywe ocHoBy.
Be/\uk ~EkcnepuMeHT - ga >ka/\ok , r/\yn uTor.
Ho Be4HocTu cMewHo - oHa Begb Mo>keT cHoBa ,
U cko/\bko xo4eT pa3 , ucne4b gpyrou' nupor...
anpe/\b 1991
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c Mo/\ogy u k cTapocTu
6eperuTecb RpocTu ,
6/\aropogHou' RpocTu ,
6eperuTe >kap.
U /\uu,oM Hag nponacTbi0
He /\uwau'Tecb TBe"pgocTu ,
pa3yMa u ropgocTu ,
BepyR B ckpu>ka/\b.
MapT 1991
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/\uwuBwucb cHa , nokoR u yga4u
Bege"M ce6R HeMHo>ke4ko uHa4e.
nonpo6yu' oTHuMu yBepeHHocTb B ce6e
U cpa3y ow,yTuwb kak TR>ke/\o B 6opb6e.
B /\i06oM , nycTb nycTRkoBoM caMoM ge/\e ,
6e3 BepbI , 6e3 Hage>kgbI , 6e3 /\i06Bu
Hukak He/\b3R. oHu kak MbIwu,bI B Te/\e.
U MbI 6e3 Hux 6e3Bo/\bHbIe pa6bI...
anpe/\b 1991
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ec/\u ro/\oBy cBepHyTb ,
cTaHeT BugeH M/\e4HbIu' nyTb.
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He TBopu , korga B ne4a/\u u Tocke c>kuMaeT rpygb ,
Korga go/\ruMu Ho4aMu Be4Ho >kgewb koro-Hu6ygb ,
a TBopu , korga c noxMe/\bR 4yTb kpy>kuTbcR ro/\oBa
U oT 6yu'Horo Bece/\bR Bce npo6/\eMbI TpbIHb TpaBa.
He TBopu ko/\b caM He Mo>kewb u/\b He xo4ewb 6o/\bwe 3HaTb ,
Korga gywy 3aBucTb r/\o>keT k TeM kTo /\i06uT puckoBaTb ,
a TBopu , korga 6e3 cTpaxa npu3Hae"wbcR , 4To He npaB
U B/\i06/\RRcb , /\uwb cMee"wbcR Ha cygb6bI kanpu3HbIu' HpaB...
ui0Hb 1991
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DyxoM c/\a6 - 3Ha4uT pa6 , okpy>kai0w,ux co6bITuu' ,
Bce" 4To Mor - nog 3aMok , Hukakux Te6e oTkpbITuu'.
He Ha 6ou' - 3a cygb6ou' , nokapRRcb o6w,eu' go/\e ,
U He cTou' nog kocou' - ynage"wb kak cTe6e/\b B no/\e.
U Te6R nog6epyT u/\u HeT - To Heu3BecTHo ,
Mo>keT 6bITb kTo-Hu6ygb okponuT Boguu,eu' npecHou'.
BTopou' pa3 He B3ou'ge"wb - >ku3Hb BecbMa HenoBTopuMa ,
6ygewb rHuTb , 6ygeT go>kgb , 6ygeT Bce" , Ho To/\bko MuMo...
a noka , 4To>k , n/\bIBu u no BeTpy pa3BeBau'cR.
DyxoM c/\a6 - Tak peBu , kau'cR , n/\a4b u y6uBau'cR.
ui0Hb 1991
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xoTb npbIrau' c BeTku Ha BeTky ,
xoTb Bou' no Ho4aM Ha /\yHy ,
xoTb x/\onau' xBocToM , kak pakeTkou' ,
ocTaHewcR BepeH ToMy
npok/\RToMy Mupy oT4u3HbI ,
rge Bogy u Bo3gyx coca/\ ,
rge BbIpoc , o6MaHyTbIu' Tpu>kgbI ,
rge n/\aka/\ , cMeR/\cR u >kga/\.
U nycTb 6oroM Me4eHo MecTo
Yu'Tu oT Hero He /\erko ,
U u,enko u k/\eu'ko , kak TecTo ,
Hac gep>kuT 3a cepgu,e oHo...
HoR6pb 1991
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Ta/\aHT o6R3aH 6bITb TBopu,oM.
TBopu,oM oH co3gaH He c/\y4au'Ho.
c/\y4au'Ho Hage/\e"H /\uu,oM...
/\uu,oM - koTopoe ne4a/\bHo...
U3 BbIcwux cfep , gyxoBHbIx k ckoTckuM
ckaTuTbcR npocTo rpaHbi0 n/\oTckou',
BkycuB pa3BpaT gywu u Te/\a ,
3a6bIB , 4To co3gaH Mo3r g/\R ge/\a ,
3a6bIB cBoe" npegHa3Ha4eHbe -
He TpaTuTb >ku3Hb Ha Hac/\a>kgeHbe ,
npocToe , n/\oTckoe , gocTynHoe ,
B kakoM-To cMbIc/\e u npecTynHoe.
no3HaHbe TauHcTBa u cyTu Bceu' npupogbI-
BoT g/\R 4ero He >ka/\b noTpaTuTb rogbI.
U MHorue ugyT Ha To My4eHbe ,
Bo c/\aBy rocnoga , u BepyR B y4eHbe.
Begb Bon/\oTu/\ TBopeu, B uHbIx cBoe" >ke/\aHbe-
no3HaTb , nyTe"M rpexa , ocHoBbI Mupo3gaHbR
U onucaTb ero cTpoeHue nepoM ,
4To6bI B3/\eTeTb Hag cyeTou' yMoM...
U3 BbIcwux cfep , gyxoBHbIx k ckoTckuM
ckaTuTbcR npocTo rpaHbi0 n/\oTckou',
pa3BpaT gywu uge"T oT Te/\a ,
U g/\R nageHbR HeT npege/\a...
RHBapb 1992
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R ocTa/\cR oguH.
YMep , na/\ gpyr noc/\egHuu'.
cpegu 6/\u3kuX My>k4uH , 6o/\bwe HeT Hukoro
KTo 6 MeHR noHuMa/\...
cpegb u3BecTHbIX MHe >keHw,uH
He Hau'Tu TeX kTo 3HaeT MeHR go Toro...
feBpa/\b92
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a koMapbI y>ke He pa3gpa>kai0T
K ykycaM 3Meu' u TeX gaBHo npuBbIk ,
U To/\bko 4epTu gywy nocew,ai0T ,
U nbi0T ee" 6o>kecTBeHHbIu' pogHuk.
3oByT c co6ou' u o6ew,ai0T 6/\ara.
"4To gacT BaM pau' - nokou' ga TuwuHy ,
a MbI Bcerga B 6opb6e u nepegpRraX ,
XoTb c Me/\bHuu,aMu , Ho Bege"M 6opb6y..."
MapT 1992
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R3BbI Ha Te/\e, R3BbI B gywe ,
Tak npuycne/\u - cTpawHo y>ke ,
HeT u /\ekapcTBa, BpeMeHu HeT ,
Da/\ 6bI no/\-u,apcTBa R 3a coBeT ,
Ho BbI6uTbI Hanpo4b nbI/\b u3 gopor ,
3y6bI u3 geceH , ko>ka canor ,
MbIc/\u go 3/\o6bI 6pogRT Bo MHe ,
Xo4eTcR Bo/\koM BbITb npu /\yHe.
oT 6bIcTporo 6era - oTgbIwka u Xpun ,
c6oky HeT Xoga u npRMo Tynuk ,
Ha3ag Bo3Bpaw,aTbcR - BpeMR TepRTb...
oT ropR 4ecaTbcR...ga Bo/\ocbI pBaTb...
>ka/\kaR y4acTb Ha gaHHbIu' MoMeHT -
~ETo pea/\bHocTb , a He "ceHTuMeHT"...
BpeMR koHe4Ho >ke Bce" nepeTpe"T ,
cepgu,e 3a/\e4uT u rope 3a/\be"T.
ceu'4ac >ke coMHeHuR gywaT neT/\eu',
R3BbI Ha Te/\e , po>kgaR 6opb6ou',
BaM He noHRTHo , 4To u 3a 4eM?
~ETo npuRTHo , ko/\b HeTy npo6/\eM...
MapT 1992
He cBopa4uBau' c nyTu - Hekorga B o6xog ugTu.
>Ku3Hb npekpacHa , Ho oHa 6eckoHe4Ho kopoTka ,
6bIcTpoTe4Ha c/\oBHo coH , c/\oBHo MeTeopa cToH.
He cBopa4uBau', He cTou' - M4ucb Bnepe"g kak 3aBogHou'.
MapT 1992.
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ce6e npocTuT , no4Tu /\i06ou',
Bci0 kpuBu3Hy gywu pR6ou'
U Hu3MeHHocTb nopbIBa ,
3aTo B uHoM , 4y>koM r/\a3y ,
MukpoH 3aMeTRT u ToMy
Y>k He cHocuTb cBoi0 r/\aBy ,
oT npaBegHoro B3pbIBa...
MapT 1992
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HaXpeHa Hy>kHo Bce" ocTa/\bHoe ,
Ko/\u HeTy Bcero ocHoBHoro ,
HeT u 6a3uca , HeT ocHoBaHbR ,
U ka4aeTcR X/\unkoe 3gaHbe.
HeTy X/\e6a u Mac/\a , u ca/\a ,
Da>ke Bo3gyXa B o6w,eM-To Ma/\o ,
noToMy HeHaBuguM , He /\i06uM
U >kuBeM kak ckoTbI , a He /\i0gu...
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He cyu' cBoe pbI/\o , kyga He no/\o>keHo
Yw/\o Bce" , yn/\bI/\o rogaMu u3r/\o>keHo ,
He BcTpeTuTb y>k cHoBa nopbIBa u cTpacTu...
D/\R c4acTbR y/\oBa noTepRHbI cHacTu...
npona/\o >ke/\aHbe , yTuX/\o cTpeM/\eHbe ,
ogHo co3epu,aHbe , yMupoTBopeHbe...
A BMecTo gBu>keHbR u ocTporo c/\oBa
nokou', pa3MRr4eHbe , cnokou'cTBue kpoBa...
Ho Bce" >k 3a cnuHou' BbIpacTai0T BHoBb kpbI/\bR ,
Korga B 4beM-To B3/\Rge 4uTaeTcR: Mu/\bIu'...
U Xo4eTbcR 6o/\bwero B >ku3Hu go6uTbcR ,
TBopuTb , co3gaBaTb , ga B ge/\aX Bon/\oTuTbcR...
anpe/\b 1992.
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/\oBko u,okai0T konbITa ,
XBocT no BeTpy 6beT cTpyHou' ,
U o npow/\oM Bce" 3a6bITo-
Bnepegu oguH nokou'...
U,e/\b BugHa u MbIc/\b B no/\e"Te ,
pByTbcR >ku/\bI , rpygb gpo>kuT ,
KpoBb kunuT BogoBopoToM
U gbIXaHue XpanuT...
Do/\eTeTb ckopeu' go u,e/\u ,
HacMepTb nopa3uTb Bpara ,
U 3a6bITbcR B r/\aBHoM ge/\e -
- BoT >ke/\aHHaR cygb6a!
Ho Me4TbI /\erku u c/\agku...
>ku3Hb cypoBa u Tpe3Ba...
U pa3HocuT To/\bko ck/\agku
HawuX c/\oB u ge/\ Mo/\Ba...
/\oBko u,okai0T konbITa ,
XBocT no BeTpy 6beT cTpyHou' ,
U o npow/\oM Bce 3a6bITo -
Bnepegu oguH nokou'...
anpe/\b 1992
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BepHo 6ygyT u oT4aRHbe u 6o/\b -
Bce" TBoR gywa nepeTpeT.
cka>kewb eu' - wupokaR u3Bo/\b!
U oHa npuBbI4Ho 3anoe"T.
BpeMR u yTewuT u yTpe"T ,
ec/\u rge-To Ha yxa6e Bcn/\akHe"wb ,
HeHaBucTb poguTbcR u yMpe"T ,
Ko/\u cgep>kuwcR u 4yTb nogo>kge"wb.
~ETo cTouT nepe>kuTb , 4To6 uTor
Y TBoeu' cygb6bI 6bI/\ uHbIM ,
4To6bI cge/\a/\ , 4To xoTe/\ , Ho He Mor -
Ko/\b B oTe4ecTBe TbI 6bI/\ He pogHbIM...
Bepi0 Bce">k u Hagei0cb , 4To Tak.
6ygeT HoBbIu' RcHbIu' geHb u nog'be"M.
Mo>keT 6bITb R u HauBHbIu' 4ygak ,
Ho g/\R BbIBogoB 4yTb-4yTb nogo>kge"M.
anpe/\b 1992
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/\oBuTe Mur yga4u - Hy kak >ke >kuTb uHa4e ,
He/\b3R HaM >kuTb uHa4e - oguH gae"TcR waHc.
He Be4Ho B ~eToM Mupe urpaTb Ha guBHou' /\upe ,
U u,e/\b Ha Mywke B Tupe gpo>kuT Bcero /\uwb pa3.
4To uMeewb To uMeu' ,
Hu o 4e"M He co>ka/\eu' ,
Hu o 4e"M He co>ka/\eu'-
Hac/\a>kgau'cR.
>Ku3Hb gae"TcR To/\bko pa3 ,
U 3a4eM ne4a/\uTb r/\a3 ,
Ko/\u BbIna/\ B 4eM-To waHc -
Tak He TepRu'cR.
/\oBuTe Mur 3a6BeHbR - BepHe"T oH BaM npo3peHbe ,
nogapuT ow,yw,eHbe , Bo3Mo>kHocTeu' uHbIx.
Ho cTouT ToponuTbcR - Bcero /\erko /\uwuTbcR ,
Tak npocTo ocTynuTbcR Ha cko/\b3kux u kpyTbIx...
4To uMeewb To uMeu' ,
Hu o 4e"M He co>ka/\eu' ,
Hu o 4e"M He co>ka/\eu'-
Hac/\a>kgau'cR.
>Ku3Hb gae"TcR To/\bko pa3 ,
U 3a4eM ne4a/\uTb r/\a3 ,
Ko/\u BbIna/\ B 4eM-To waHc -
Tak He TepRu'cR.
anpe/\b 1992
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Ho Begb Hac Ha n/\aHeTe He Ma/\o ,
npocTo >ku3Hb Hac c/\erka pa36poca/\a
no pa3/\u4HbIM kpyTbIM 6eperaM ,
pa3HbIX MecT , pa3HbIX /\eT , pa3HbIX cTpaH...
Mau' 1992
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Hukak He/\b3R uHa4e - Hukak.
nycTb cHoBa Heyga4a - nycTRk.
3a4eM cTpagaTb u rpe3uTb - 3a4eM?
Begb co4TeHbI gHu HawuX npo6/\eM.
HeT npogBu>keHbR k u,e/\u , Hy 4To >k.
U 6e3 gBu>keHbR To>ke >kuBe"wb.
He RcHo To/\bko BoT - g/\R 4ero?
Kak Xo4eTbcR cnpocuTb y Hero:
3a4eM MbI o6peTaeM Ty n/\oTb?
3a4eM 4ywb Ha4uHaeM nopoTb?
UckaTb u He cgaBaTbcR - 3a4eM?
U kTo cTouT 3a ~eTuM , 3a BceM?
Ho Mo/\4a/\uB u ckpoMeH rocnogb ,
XoTb 3HaeT Bce" oguH Hanepe"g ,
He /\i06uT oTBe4aTb , noRcHRTb ,
U 3acTaB/\ReT nacTBy cTpagaTb...
Hukak He/\b3R uHa4e - Hukak.
nycTb cHoBa Heyga4a - nycTRk.
3a4eM cTpagaTb u rpe3uTb - 3a4eM?
Begb co4TeHbI gHu HawuX npo6/\eM.
Mau' 1992
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R 6pocu/\ Bce" , >ku/\ g/\R 4ero ,
K 4eMy cTpeMu/\cR HecTepnuMo.
R cTa/\ kak Bce - u Bce" ce6e ,
U Hu4ero , npocTuTe , MuMo...
cTa/\ npow,e c/\or , npRMee MbIc/\b ,
o6bIkHoBeHHee >ke/\aHbR...
6bITb Mo>keT cTapocTu kanpu3 ,
a Mo>keT Tpe3BbIe npu3HaHbR ,
a Mo>keT npow,e - u Boga
o6To4uT kaMeHb , oTw/\ufyeT ,
a y>k HecHocHaR cygb6a
/\i06yi0 Bo/\i0 u3TockyeT...
U BoT uTor - crope/\ nupor ,
npona/\ 4epTor u To/\bko Mor...
pa36u/\cb c/\or , npu3bIBHbIu' por...
cTynHRMu Hor... 4ygak BaH ror...
Ywe"/\ c nyTu - npona/\ B Ho4u ,
UccRk u koH4u/\cR kak /\u4HocTb ,
ce6R c/\oMa/\ , a ugea/\
c/\erka o6MeHeH Ha Ha/\u4HocTb...
R 6pocu/\ Bce" , >ku/\ g/\R 4ero ,
/\uwb kpuk gywu MaR4uT rge-To.
roHi0cb 3a TeM , 4To RcHo BceM ,
a He orHe"M Me4TbI corpeTo...
Mau' 1992
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npokpycToBo /\o>ke. HeT geHer u /\e">ka
B Tocke u ne4a/\u , Ha wee c neT/\eu' ,
DocTaTb HeBo3Mo>kHo u cnRTuTb Hec/\o>kHo ,
Korga He yMeewb 6opoTbcR c cygb6ou'...
Mau' 1992
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U 6bI/\o yTpo He>kHbIM ,
U 6bI/\ nokou' 6e36pe>kHbIM ,
U co/\Hu,e 6u/\o B okHa ,
U oT Hero Bce 6/\e"k/\o.
U,BeTa MeHR/\u RpkocTb
U u3/\y4a/\u pagocTb ,
U TbI /\e>ka/\a pRgoM ,
c MaHRw,uM , He>kHbIM B3r/\RgoM...
U >kap /\i06Bu rpe/\ gywu ,
>ke/\aHuRM noc/\yweH ,
U 6bI/\o yTpo He>kHbIM ,
cnokou'HbIM u 6e36pe>kHbIM...
ui0Hb 1992
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U c rogaMu Bce" MeHbwe co6bITuu' ,
U Bce" MeHbwe BeTB/\eHuu' B cygb6e ,
Bce" kopo4e u npu3pa4Heu' HuTu ,
4To BegyT k nocToRHHou' 6opb6e...
ui0/\b 1992
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nog HaMu no/\ , Hag HaMu cBog ,
c 6okoB cTeHa - cTeHa 6e3 okoH.
UgeT npou,ecc - 6opb6a kuc/\oT.
MbI 3aMypoBaHbI kak B kokoH.
B Te/\ecHou' TecHou' o6o/\o4ke
rge cepgu,e , ne4eHb , kuwku , no4ku
pacTeT BMecTu/\uw,e - gywa ,
akkyMy/\RTop uHTe/\ekTa ,
co6paHbe 3HaHuu', 4yBcTB u rge-To
Heo6'bRcHuMaR noka.
Ho B Hy>kHbIu' cpok , co3peB g/\R ge/\a ,
oTge/\uTbcR gywa /\erko
U y/\eTuT , a 6peHHo Te/\o
nycTbIM cocygoM n/\i0X Ha gHo...
BepHe"TcR B kpyr Bew,eu' npupogbI ,
pacnaBwucb Ha Mo/\eky/\ pou',
U noTekyT 6eccTpacTHo rogbI ,
noka co3peeT B Heu' gpyrou'...
ui0/\b 1992
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>ku3Hb npoXoguT MuMo pa3yMa ,
B cyeTe u 6eroTHe ,
YcneBaeM To/\bko npa3gHoBaTb-
copok MHe ga ...gu,aTb Te6e.
Hekorga npucecTb 3agyM4uBo ,
peny MbIc/\u no4ecaTb ,
ow,yTuTb Bce/\eHHou' kpy>keBo
U ee" MoTuB noHRTb.
pa3o6paTbcR B 4e"M-To uckpeHHeM ,
B Be4HoM , MygpoM , ocHoBHoM.
Bce" ropuM - u 6pbI3>keM uckpaMu ,
6pbI3>keM BeepoM u cHonoM...
>ku3Hb npoXoguT , Be4Ho npa3gHyR ,
YTBep>kgaR cBou' HacTpou'...
npaBga , 4acTo , MuMo pa3yMa... ?
cyMacwegwuu' goM... pogHou'...
aBrycT 1992
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HeT , HeT. R He Xo4y Hu cTapocTu , Hu cMepTu.
3a6BeHbe g/\R gywu , nokou' - He Mou' yge/\.
U B ~eTou' unocTacu , 6e3yMHou' kpyroBepTu
Y>k /\y4we cuHRku , 4eM ow,yTuTb npege/\.
HeT, HeT. R He Xo4y Hu cTapocTu, Hu cMepTu
6opoTbcR u uckaTb , Me4TaTb , gep3aTb , TBopuTb!
Xo4y ropeTb B orHe >ke/\aHuu' u , noBepbTe ,
4To To/\bko ogHoro R He >ke/\ai0 - rHuTb.
aBrycT 1992
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BbIHy/\ Hocuk u3 6o/\oTa - nogbIwu ,
U o6paTHo 6bIcTpo , cHoBa B kaMbIwu ,
Tuwe , Tuwe , 4eM >kyp4uT Boga B kaMHRX...
Hu>ke , Hu>ke , 4eM TpaBuHo4ka... BoT cTpaX.
ceHTR6pb 1992
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o6epHucb Ha3ag ckopeu' - o6epHucb.
Buguwb - B npow/\oe yxoguT gywa.
~ETo 3Ha4uT oTu,Be/\a TBoR >ku3Hb
U ocbIna/\acb rogaMu wypwa...
ropeBaTb , npocTu , Bo3Mo>kHocTu HeT-
BpeMR M4uTbcR , ero rpo3eH noTok.
oguH pa3 /\uwb MbI BbIXoguM Ha cBeT ,
U u,BeTeT Hego/\ro >ku3Hu u,BeTok...
nocMoTpu >ke TbI Ha3ag , y6egucb ,
4To pa3Bu/\ky u/\b kpyTou' noBopoT ,
3a koTopbIM u3MeHu/\acb BcR >ku3Hb ,
o6ou'Tu cTopoHou' TbI He Mor...
U npuMu uTor , cnokou'Ho gbIwa ,
ropeBaTb , cMewHo >ke , HeTy npu4uH.
nycTb nokpbI/\ucb c/\oBHo cHeroM gywa -
UHeu' To/\bko ykpawaeT My>k4uH.
o6epHucb Ha3ag ckopeu' - o6epHucb.
Buguwb - B npow/\oe yBogRT c/\egbI-
~ETo 3Ha4uT oTu,Be/\a TBoR >ku3Hb ,
U pacna/\acb nog gaB/\eHbeM cygb6bI...
ceHTR6pb 1992
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4To npou'ge"T - To cTaHeT Mu/\o ,
a 4To Mu/\o - To npou'ge"T ,
4To yna/\o - To u crHu/\o ,
4To noceRHo - B3ou'ge"T.
4epegou' cBoeu' B npocTpaHcTBe
U Bo BpeMeHu ugyT
nepeMeHbI , nocToRHcTBo ,
/\eHb , TepneHue , 6o/\b u Tpyg.
U npuBR3aHHocTu Hawu
ocTai0TcR go koHu,a ,
Do noc/\egHeu' cMepTHou' 4awu ,
Do ckop6Rw,ero /\uu,a...
oX, BceMy cBoR nporpaMMa -
4To 3a/\o>keHo - npuge"T ,
cocTouTbcR fapc u/\b gpaMa
Hy , a Mo>keT npoHece"T...
MbI go/\>kHbI >ke nocTapaTbcR ,
4To6 npu6/\u3uTb pau' k ce6e ,
U koMy-To , Mo>keT cTaTbcR ,
noBe3e"T B /\uXou' 6opb6e.
ogHoMy, Ha coTHi0 TbIcR4 ,
r/\RHeT UcTuHa B r/\a3a...
U ko/\b cMo>ke>kb To yc/\bIwuwb ,
To , 4To BbIcka3aTb He/\b3R.
U ycneewb gouckaTbcR ,
U goTpoHyTbcR c/\erka ,
K Tau'He paBeHcTBa u 6paTcTBa ,
U B3r/\RHyTb B /\uu,o TBopu,a...
ceHTR6pb 1992
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R >ku/\ korga-To >ka>kgou' ge/\a ,
Me4Ta/\ BbIgyMbIBa/\ TBopu/\ ,
nycTb no/\y4a/\ocb HeyMe/\o -
3aTo gywou' rope/\ , He rHu/\.
U ~eTo 6bI/\o no/\Hou,eHHou' ,
U 6/\arogapHoi0 cygb6ou' ,
U R gpy>ku/\ c ABuau,eHHou',
U M/\e4HbIu' nyTb /\acka/\ pykou'...
Ho BoT pa3BeR/\ucb Hage>kgbI ,
paccTaR/\ npu3pa4HbIu' gypMaH ,
U , ckuHyB /\>kuBbIe oge>kgbI ,
R oka3a/\cR npocT kak XaM...
U oT BHe3anHoro npo3peHbR ,
/\uwb nene/\uw,e Ha gywe...
Tocka ckpyTu/\a HacTpoeHbe ,
A pa3yM no/\y4u/\ Tywe...
okTR6pb 1992
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oT pa3gBoeHuR ropgou' gywu ,
oT guccoHaHca MbIc/\u u ge/\a ,
oT pa3Hor/\acuu' cHapy>ku-BHyTpu -
He oTMaXHyTbcR - Mo/\ Tak , Hagoe/\o.
cge/\aHHbIu' BbI6op korga-To /\erko ,
6e3 pa3MbIw/\eHuu' , ugeu' , BapuaHToB ,
Bgpyr o6epHe"TcR , 6bITb Mo>keT , noToM
4e"pHbIM , TpaypHbIM u wupokuM kaHToM...
U BuHuTb-To Hekoro. Begb caM BuHoBaT.
npaBga ecTb ogHo cnacuTe/\bHoe cy>kgeHbe-
"Tak c/\o>ku/\ocb... Ypa!, BuBaT!"
Ho ~eTo caMoo6MaHHoe HacTpoeHbe.
A 4To Mo>kHo cge/\aTb? BpeMR Te4eT.
Bce" B ogHy cTopoHy u nocToRHHo.
eMy Bce" u3BecTHo , Bce" Hanepeg ,
Bk/\i04aR oT >ku3Hu go cMepTu paccToRHbe.
okTR6pb 1992
**npu nepene4aTke ccbI/\ka Ha MeHR O6R3ATE/\bHA!**
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