| 01-11-00. a.m.work *not that busy* sun was shining ...nice. Had loads of fun exchanging sms with a german fellow who is in love with Malta! Walked home from work feeling very energetic lately, the fact I have a challenge boosts my confidence. Afternoon stayed online chatted with my maltese/canadian friend ..he's really patient always makes his best to help me with some pc related stuff! It's time I have my own identity, without having no one trying to be me or act like me. Not all that glitters is gold... Hurray the first day of the month...15 days left to my big day...the day that will change my life and other's way of living too ehheheh. Tutti abbiamo un' fuoco dentro, il compito nostro e' quello di non farlo spegnere mai. Evening stayed in, I need some time to relax...even though I would have liked to go out with the big bad wise fish *hihi* Saw my friend on TV, I really admire people who want to be someone...who have dreams and work hard to make them real not just let them happen...no pain no gain. Night time had a surprise visit from a very special person, I really appreciate when someone treats me right and understands me and respects me for what I am not for what I can be. !Vroom Vroom! Ooops got a phone call from my friend Fabio, last time I saw him was in September 1999. He's coming over for a weekend....looking forward to greet him at the airport next Friday. Un'weekend italiano...che bello! I'm happy, so very happy :-) Well, i think it's bed time per Rubina... au revoir. 02-11-00 03-11-00 04-11-00.Saturday: When I see you, you make me loose all control like a fire burning deep in my soul..and when i feel you it feels like i am in heaven...forever I'll wait. And when i hear you calling its like heaven... I'll be there forever together, No I won't be alone. 05-11-00 06-11-00 07-11-00 08-11-00. Photosession @ Kevin Casha I'm ok freak you Jack. |
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| Rubina The Diary. November 2000 |
| i cant remember when i was young i cant explain if it was wrong my life goes on, but not the same Into your eyes my face remains i've been so down down to ground i was so blind i could not see your paradise is not for me I've been so high I've been so low There is a LIGHT..above my head into your eyes my face Remains. |