[A/N: Please read and review. Thank you! Okay, I got this story from Benji's quote. It just made me wanna love him some more!]

Allison looked up from her book just in time to see Billy do his victory dance after beating Benji at yet another video game. Benji stood up from his sitting position and slammed down his controller, huffing and puffing, accusing Billy of cheating. Billy connected his eyes with Allison, who gave a small shrug and smiled.

"CHEATER! I know you cheated." Benji yelled, his face turning red.

Joel shook his head then placed his head on Allison's shoulder, watching the scene in front of him, unfold. "Benj, calm down, it's just a game." "Shut up, Joel. You wouldn't understand because you suck." He childishly reasoned.

Joel rolled his eyes. "Yeah, well, you swallow." He smirked as he felt Allison stifle her laughter.

Benji's eyes grew wide as he heard the remark. He grabbed a pen that was lying around the floor and threw it at his brother, hitting him directly on the forehead. Joel jumped from his seat and marched up to twin. They glared at each other as the bus became quiet. They were ready to explode.

Paul nervously shifted his eyes to Allison, pleading her to stop them. If anyone could calm the Madden twins down, it was Allison. She had everybody wrapped around her pinky.

Allison bobbed her head around and sighed. Carefully placing her book to the side, she stood from her seat and walked towards the fueling brothers. She wedged herself in between the twins, separating them. "Go back to your corners."

No one budged.

"I'll flash the person who walks away first." She injected humor, but no one seemed to notice. Muttering to herself, she turned to Joel and tried to reason with him. "Come on Joely, walk away. Be the resilient one."

He looked down at her and back to Benji and sighed. Rubbing his face, he turned and walked out the entertainment room and into his bunk.

She smiled to herself and applauded for being so good. She turned back to Benji and jumped, only to find him menacingly staring at her. His usually friendly chocolate eyes were replaced with fire. She uneasily chuckled and lightly patted his chest, in a way to put a little distance among them. She turned her head to see Billy and Paul quietly sneaking out the room and close the door, leaving Benji and Allison alone in the empty room.

'Probably so that they won't have to witness Benji killing me.' She thought. 'Bastards, after all that I did for them.'

She could hear a growling coming from Benji as she shifted her eyes back to the towering form. He wasn't that taller than her, maybe by an inch or so, but she was shrinking from fear and he was growing bigger from it.

"Please don't kill me." She squeaked out, tightly closing her eyes shut.

Benji stared at her and erupted into laughter. He shook his head and lightly kissed her forehead. "I couldn't possibly kill you, Ally. I love you too much." He enveloped her into a hug.

"You're such a sweetie pie." Her words were muffled into his shoulder as she wrapped her arms around his waist.

"Yeah, a sweetie pie." He softly repeated bitterly. He felt a gentle squeeze as she let him go.

She giggled and playfully pinched his cheek. "You are so great; don't let anyone tell you any differently."

He nodded. Allison was wonderful, the girl he wanted to have, but couldn't because…

"Joel!" the door opened and his twin walked in. She smiled, walking to him and gave him a gentle kiss on the lips, that gave Benji a twinge of jealousy and made him realize how truly lonely he was. He watched his brother kiss the woman he loved back.

"Benj, we're cool?" Joel asked, holding Allison close to his side.

Benji half-heartedly smiled. "We're cool."

His twin nodded his head then whispered in Allison's ear, making her giggle and shake her head. "We'll see you later, bro." He started to walk out with Allison behind.

"Yea, Benj. We have some, um, unfinished business to take care of." She winked at him and he smiled knowingly as the couple walked out of the entertainment room.

Benji Madden was in love with his brother's girl. Someone who he loved was in love with brother. His twin. His other half.

And he hated him for that.

He just wanted someone to love him.

That's all he ever wanted.