"Do you love me?"

The young man looked at him with fear in his eyes. "I…"

I bent down and touched his pretty face with my hands. My ugly hands. I cupped the smooth cheeks in my palms, holding his head still as I laid a kiss on those lips. Sweet lips? Mm…quite. I pulled back to take a good look at him. So alike…not the same, but almost.

I reached for my tie and pulled it undone. I let the silky strip of red cloth fall across the bed. How it contrasted against those black sheets.

"Toshiya…" I whispered, my eyes hooded.

The figure on the bed writhed, struggling against the cloth against his wrists. Would he be like that too in this situation? I smiled as I imagined him lying on those black sheets, writhing, writhing with pleasure beneath me.

The young man gasped as I grabbed him by the hair and kissed him. I let the passion pour out. His skin smelt nice and fresh as I lathered light kisses over his neck. Slowly I moved to his ear, biting the lobe. "Call my name…"

The young man moaned as I sucked on the tender flesh below his ear. His breathing sounded hot and erotic with his gasps. "W…What’s your name?" he lifted a leg to rub against the side of my body, earlier fears melted away.

"Kyo…call my Kyo-kun," I licked from his ear to his jaw.

"Kyo-kun…"

"Yes." I unbuttoned his shirt, exposing the white chest. Gently I traced a finger down the middle to the navel. He gasped as I pressed down, going lower.

"Kyo-kun!" he gasped out when I touched him there. His brows knitted together as his red lips parted with a soft moan. I closed my eyes and imagined. Imagined it was him I was touching, it was his moans I was hearing…it was him calling out ‘Kyo-kun’, begging me to touch him more, to pleasure him. Ahh…

I kissed those lips again, giving it a quick lick as mine left. "Do you love me?" I asked. I wanted to know. I needed to know.

He let out a tortured moan when I pressed myself between his parted legs. "Yes! Yes, I love you!" he gasped out raggedly, wrists twisting against those strips of cloth that bound him to the bed.

I stroked the side of his face rather lovingly. I kissed his hairline. I sniffed his scent. Smelt of a musty sweetness and the slight waft of cigarette scent. I touched my lips to the area between his eyebrows, smoothening the frown, as I moved myself, rubbing my lower body against his. Would Toshiya smell like this? Would he arch up against me like this? Oh…

I unzipped my pants and threw them on the floor. He whimpered as I forced my thing into his mouth. It felt so good, the warmth enveloping me, sucking, licking. "Ohh…Toshiya…Toshiya." I heard myself calling his name aloud. What a sweet name…

I came and pulled away. I laid on the man’s chest, breathing heavily, dazed, but I noticed he was breathing heavily too but I couldn’t hear anything. I closed my eyes and maybe I fell asleep for a minute or two. When he opened his eyes again, he absently started to caress the man’s chest, rubbing up and down, brushing against the nipple till it was erect.

"Kyo-kun…" His body moved under mine. I felt long legs wrapping around my hips. "I need you…please," he pleaded.

I got up and removed his pants, his hips tapered down to long slim legs. I ran my hands up and down his legs, feeling his thighs and hips. He gasped out, almost in pain when I stroked his erection, his face twisted in need but was still beautiful with his lips wet and apart, calling for me.

I took the bottle of lotion from the drawer and slowly lathered my own arousal with it as he watched me with those eyes…ah, Toshiya, would you watch me like that too? I laid down above him, holding his legs, spreading them apart as I nudged the tip of my member against his opening.

"Do you love me?" I asked. I wanted to know.

Toshiya…

The younger man licked his lips. "Yes, yes, aishiteru!"

I smiled and pressed a kiss to the middle of his neck, kissing and sucking, as I guided myself into the younger man. I heard a sharp cry of pain but he just pushed deeper and deeper. I wanted more of this heat, this tightness.

In and out I thrust, moaning in the building pleasure. I heard him cry out my name again. Oh, so sweet it was to hear…Toshiya… He was writhing, arching up against me, wrapping his legs around my waist, urging me to take him faster and harder.

I felt him tighten around me as he released his semen on our bodies. I drove into him wildly, and the pleasure reached the hilt and I saw stars in my closed eyes as I exploded inside him.

I lay on top of him, licking one nipple, feeling his chest heave under me. I pulled myself up to see his face, flushed from the sex. I caressed his cheek and forehead.

So alike…

The strips of cloth left angry red rings of bruise around his wrists. He rolled over and collected his clothes from the floor and dressed up quietly.

I sat in the corner, looking out into the night. I was smoking a cigarette. From the corner of my eyes, I saw him take his coat from the hanger. His hand was on the doorknob.

"Goodnight, Kyo-kun…" he said softly, tiredly.

I mumbled a reply and stubbed my cigarette out. For a whole second, I looked at my hands then I turned to the young man who was on his way out. "What’s your name?" I called out to him.