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Poetry
TRYING TO LET GO
Thinking of you always I see
You have made a choice
Still I have feelings for you
Yet I have lots to thank you for
For you have given me many things
You may not know it but you have
You have given me a reason to wake up
A reason not to just suffer and die
A reason to smile just at the thought of you
You have given me
Wonderful thoughts
Wonderful dreams
Wonderful memories
Now reality has struck me in the face
And I see I will never be
The one you wake up for
The one who makes you smile
The one whom you love
So here I am trying to  let go
But I want you to know
This will be one of the hardest
Things I have ever done......
I can't think straight!
All I see is you
All I see is you with her
It hurts! Why?!
You have stabbed  my heart mutiple times, but this here you took the sharpest biggest blade you could find
and break my heart!!  Even though you have cause me great pain..
I still love you
I still cry myself to sleep
All I ever wanted is you, just you...
Is that so much?! But now all I hope for is your happiness I knew I was the
one that would end up feeling pain
I feel numb and lifeless all over
I used to look forward to just catch a glimpse of you , Just to hear your voice,
your laugh, just feeling your presence
near me made me the happiest girl in the world
Now I can hardly see you by yourself
I wish wiith all my heart that you would have
never met her but if you do have feelings for her
all I can wish for is ypur happiness, your well being, for you to be safe and loved
I guess that's it...the end....farewell....
Everytime I think of you, My heart trembles of joy and despair, As much as I love you I am not able to make you do the same, Even thought the way you treat me hurts my soul....My heart just can't seem to hate you
I don't know why, but I can't explain it
Was it just me or were you seeming to ignore me , avoid me..What? Did I do the wrong thing in telling you how I feel????
My heart is bleeding
This pain won't pass
I feel lifeless al over
The day seems dead
My hopes and dreams are
shattered all over
Why live when none of them
will come true???
I've now noticed everything
I want is gone..
I have clinged on to it for
so long that I feel
Like I wasted it all
Why was I so blind
to see none of it would
become reality??
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