Can’t Have Her Love

I’m walking beside a floating Angel
She weakens me with her existence
And yet if she dies... I’ll feel like death itself.

Zoom in on me and the music begins
I see the surrounding spin
I run and I go with a free smile

She stands there with her angelic figure
I reach out to show I care
She reaches for me, but chains pulls me back

I fall back, dragged back to a past
Everyone is passing by so fast
Where am I going, away from her

It hurts, the pain
Loneliness drove me insane
No one understands what I see

She fades away farther and my eyes cry
And now I strive for her love,
Because I know I can’t have her

This pain, this ache, this anger
I’m sadden, because she is my happiness
And I can’t have her so I can’t be happy

Everything has stopped moving 
And I’m lost in a place
I don’t know how to get out

This magicless feeling inside of me
It’s something I can’t describe with words
Even dying won’t tell how this feels

Fading means nothing, but you’re gone
No one knows who you are
Or if you ever existed 

Invisible baby no one can see you
I’m lonely and I can’t feel happy
All I feel is sad and the tears on my face

I can’t have her love
and words becomes meaningless...
Hope and faith slips away from me

Why do I need
Why do I want
Why do I exist
Why do I not believe
What is the purpose
What is the meaning
What is what 
And why the fuck am I asking these questions

Yeah, I can’t have her love 
The way that I want
Nothing is possible