I’m walking beside a floating Angel She weakens me with her existence And yet if she dies... I’ll feel like death itself. Zoom in on me and the music begins I see the surrounding spin I run and I go with a free smile She stands there with her angelic figure I reach out to show I care She reaches for me, but chains pulls me back I fall back, dragged back to a past Everyone is passing by so fast Where am I going, away from her It hurts, the pain Loneliness drove me insane No one understands what I see She fades away farther and my eyes cry And now I strive for her love, Because I know I can’t have her This pain, this ache, this anger I’m sadden, because she is my happiness And I can’t have her so I can’t be happy Everything has stopped moving And I’m lost in a place I don’t know how to get out This magicless feeling inside of me It’s something I can’t describe with words Even dying won’t tell how this feels Fading means nothing, but you’re gone No one knows who you are Or if you ever existed Invisible baby no one can see you I’m lonely and I can’t feel happy All I feel is sad and the tears on my face I can’t have her love and words becomes meaningless... Hope and faith slips away from me Why do I need Why do I want Why do I exist Why do I not believe What is the purpose What is the meaning What is what And why the fuck am I asking these questions Yeah, I can’t have her love The way that I want Nothing is possible