Don’t Believe In Me

Here’s a little secret.
Don’t believe in me.
Don’t, please.
I will only hurt you,
Because I forgot how to feel.

What are these words that you speak?
I don’t understand how you can say these.
I’m not here with you completely.

I’m a failure.
I’ll only fail you.
I’m a failure.
I don’t intend to,
But that’s just a part of me 
that I can’t help... 
But let it just be.

Here’s a little secret:
Don’t believe in me.
Don’t, please.
I will only hurt you,
Because I forgot how to feel.

Silent thoughts and frozen stares,
Beating hearts that keeps you living.
My heart moves, but my mind feels dead.

I’m lacking.
I’m lacking in emotions.
I’m lacking in reality.
Spin me into insanity already 
Whoever you are!

Go away from me!
Run away from me quick!
Don’t let me catch you here alone!
I will use you!
I will take advantage of who you are!
Who you are...
It don’t matter to me...

Just don’t believe in me...
Trust me...
Don’t believe in me.