Do you hold on?

Do you hold on if she doesn’t love you now
She loved you before like what you want 
And then some

I’m a wreck... I’m a mess...
Should I be ashamed?
I won’t...
I’ve never felt love this great for someone
And actually have them once felt back...
I’m a wreck... I’m a mess...

I never planned this...
Why do I love?
Why do I?
If I’m not feeling love back
What’s the reason to feel...

I wanna die
But I wanna live
And then what is life for