Hole

It’s like you’re stuck on the bottom of this hole
And it’s dark-sticky-wet...
Smells of the dead.
There’s a tub of blood.
Dirty blood on the floor and wall...
Overflowing my mind
It’s leaking of regrets
Oh how I feel so sad
I can’t climb out 
I’m stuck on forever 
in this hell frozen over earth

I want to take this devil blade 
And just start stabbing to death
Fuck you bitch!
Get off my back!
Don’t come near me with those eyes and hands.

I need to back away
Into the wall of dark-sticky-wet
Dirty blood of mishaps
Just blend in and they’ll clap

Feel me laugh on to... into your skin
I want to taste you when you’re asleep
But you’re love keeps leaving me wounded.
And these holes can’t be filled 
And I can’t reach what is real...
Stuck on the bottom of this hole
I feel so ill...