Lonely thoughts, 
Because no comfort surrounds me. 
Loosing ground...
Not touching heaven.
In the middle of nowhere...
I look below,
But it’s cold. 
I look above and can’t reach beyond. 
Compact space growing more and more
As I roll up into a ball.
Full of energy of anger and sadness.
Filled with pain and nothing of happiness.
Even tears can’t release the tensions
That contracts in my mind.
All amped up in my eyes.
I feel like I can’t see the sign.
I can’t read the lines. 
Blurred up in my sight.
No one understands me.
No one notices.
You see right through me.
Non-existence of me is what they know.
Lonely and distant is what they don’t know
When I’m in between invisibility.