Finally, myself has found A drain to unplug away some of these pain. (it was burning me insane) The scars on me are left there for memories of shame. (shame) all this time (all this time) I’ve wished my life was different. Why wasn’t anyone there Nobody was there No one seemed to care (Nobody really cared) to recognize how I’ve tried I’m so lonely and so damned afraid. I need someone to hold me (hold me, hold me) with no questions in mind learn to love me (love me) with no lies (lies, lies) Everyday of my confusing life there had to be at least… if not ten then three or four fears that often kept me awake and aware that my life just ain’t sweet fucken cherry fair let there be solid clear answers so I can spread my wings and fly (high) soar into the blue endless sky I’ve come to think When I had sunk beneath, Below the surface Was I, why was I Chosen to be on this ride Been growing up in more Than averaged tears I can’t believe I survived Many times I’ve felt unworthy Walking upon nothing, But tightropes through my journey I remember the dark-numbing times When suicide crossed my mind, But somewhere inside the tangled up lines You can easily find the truth Behind these tired out eyes Leading you to a silent cry That you’ve go to look beyond And listen carefully and you’ll hear (you’ll hear me) that I don’t want to die. I don’t want to die.