Tragic is Beautiful

Tragic is beautiful
Pain is good for you
It makes you feel ten times more passionate

To be in love... you are passionate,
But to be out of love... you feel it ten times more
Especially when you want it so much

To have someone, you know how it feels
But to loose someone
You think of every possibility 
Of how much me... you love the one so much than BEFORE

Tragic is beautiful
Pain is good for you
It makes me you feel ten times more passionate

I feel so numb now
Fucken swear, never felt like this before
Fucken feel like my heart is going to stop

My chest is numbing me to faint
My breaths are weakening
This maybe my last breath

I feel it in my left breast
I feel the tears run down to my chest
So long and it runs and it goes on
Stream on

Tragic is beautiful
Pain is good for you
It makes me... you feel ten times more passionate

Tragic

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Tragic is beautiful.

Lie... Die...

Do you feel this emptiness inside of you when you smile?
I would call it a pretend smile, 
Because what you once knew and felt...
It didn’t exist like you thought it was or would be.
In between times of hurt
I feel like crying some more,
But I fucken can’t!
Tears can’t and won’t come...
I don’t want to force it,
Because afterwards, I know I’d hate myself!
I don’t know if I’m sad or I’m mad!
Or what am I?
Where have I gone to now?
And to think that I found a place of peace...
Am I wrong?
Is this right so I wouldn’t waste time...
Precious time that it’s true 
I lie when I don’t want to hurt you,
Because I’m greedy...
Deprived is what I am...
And it leads to self-destruction...
When I get you in my thoughts.
Why do I lie to feel good?
FUCK! It’s gone.
I lied, because I loved you.
You before I.
And when it fucks up I die.
I want to die.

Jump

Hey-hey
Open your eyes to see
It’s clear today
Nothing’s going to be confusing today
Because you know now baby 
That she don’t want you...
Don’t love you anymore

Hey-hey
Take my hand 
Walk with me on this bridge
Just pretend
Like I’m your best friend
There’s no more reasons to live

Hey-hey
You’ve reached the end
Stand on the edge with me
Feel this breeze
Close your eyes to believe
We’re falling into heaven
When we jump

There’s no more confusion

Rest in peace... 
Sweet baby.