Alone in this Love

I didn’t know that
But I guess I was alone in this

I thought that it would be sweet
But I guess the taste 
isn’t as it seems

I’ve been dreaming of this 
But dreams only come true 
when you’re not in reality.
My reality is blue

And now 
I’m all-alone in this piece
can’t figure out my ways anymore
lost in this thing
This thing  called love
I’m drowning in something
something that I want,
But I can’t have...
Cuz’ I’m all-alone in this piece

Too many times have this happened in my life
I try and I try... 
I can’t runaway nor hide
I need something 
Something to keep me from pain
I need someone who’ll want me everyday
Where all the obstacles can’t keep us down
Won’t keep us away... from each other.
One another... together forever.

I didn’t know that
But I guess I was alone in that

I thought that it would be sweet
But I guess the taste isn’t as it seems

I’ve been dreaming of this
But dreams only come true when you’re not in reality
I see, I see
All these dreams, all these dreams

I need someone
I need someone
I need someone to hold on to
Sleep by my side every night
And never leave my side 
when I’m feeling down and crying
please don’t tear my heart out
I need love in my life
don’t want to feel all these heartaches
cuz’ it hurts so deep
And no one deserves to live like this

I want someone to love 
I want someone to care for
I want someone that I can share happiness and tears with
I want to share life with someone
Someone to love.

My Words

You make me want to live
And then you make me want to die
Because living life without you 
Doesn’t make me want to try
For me, it’s so hard to let go
When I’m still in love with you
And you’re just annoyed by me
Because you don’t love me no more

My words
My words are useless now
To you from me
My words, my words
I see my path with you has ended
No matter what I say 
My words
No matter how I try to change (change) your mind
You won’t love me (no more) anymore

I know love was going be special
And then with you...
It was more than that
I didn’t think you would stop loving me
I didn’t know that your heart wasn’t strong enough
Your hands let you go
You floated away and now I am cold
I didn’t know that when love ended
It would make me feel like this
...Lifeless

Maybe I should let you go
Then maybe I’ll see
If I set you free
Let you be
Let me be
Let me see
Let me try to see without you in front of me
Maybe life will be all right

No matter how poetically-romantically deep I get 
My words
I can’t capture your heart with
My words
My words to you are meaningless
I can’t make you feel
My words
What I still feel...
My words
They run around in circles
My words
They make me hurt
My words
I can’t make you feel
I can’t make you see
I can’t make you take
I can’t show you
My words
My words are useless...

Changing

You’re changing (changing)
You’re eyes are darker to me
When you try to hide your true feelings 
When I see you look at other bodies
Your colors disengage into a bright (bright)
Enhances from tint to a sunny delight (light)
I stand there quietly (silently)
And I know and I can’t fight the scene (no, I can’t)
You’re changing
Changing

I know I can’t be like 
What you want me to be (no, I can’t)
A love inside a steeled shell  (don’t wanna dwell)
So strong, feels like hatred 
Surrounds the frailty of us
Burns like I can’t make it,
Burns like I can’t take it,
Burns like I can’t fake it.
I know I can’t be like 
What you want me to be
I’ve tried and that’s the only thing
That I can say that I haven’t lied (no lies)

You’re changing (changing)
Though your words sound the same
I know it’s not what you mean 
The breath that you breed, breathe it out (c’mon)
Feels so overly intoxicated with your pity 
Floats inside of me like tragedy (don’t go blastin’ me)
This is bad for me
You’re changing
Changing

Tears on my flesh
You tore my thoughts away
Pressure in my stress
I can’t make you stay
Heartache in my chest
I know I can’t make you say
The things I want you to say.
This time I don’t know if 
I should ask you, tell you to stay...