Bumping into walls 
My head hurts
I’m bleeding in anger
As others words take me a part...
I’m a girl who gets obessed... she’s sane
Lost in the wreckage of a world torn a part
So deprived of what I want.

These words
These words
There seems to be 
No meaning
As each letters form in front of me

I hear them say
I hear them speak
I see the writings
And they reek... they seep of nothing
But pressure and stress 
Backed up by confusion
Must you not confess?
I must step back
I can’t relax

Why do people hurt me?
Do I come with a sign that says? 
“Fucken use me! Fucken abuse me!”

Fucken hell
I refuse to be someone’s little muse,
But they continue to confuse my feelings
Cruise in my suffering
Bruising my loving

What the hell is wrong with everyone?
Why don’t you love me like I am
Is it just me or doesn’t anyone else see
The world’s gone incomplete in my eyes
I can not pull myself together like before
And still I can not...
I will not give up in this kind of heat

I’m full of anger
I’ve become a hater
My worlds gone cold
My skies are colored, darkest gray
My sun, moon, stars disintegrates
My ground has become hard and dry
My water doesn’t run by anywhere... any time
My trees are broken in halves
My mountains are crumbling down a part on me
My air is so hard to breathe that I can’t sleep
My life’s become like dusts in the wind
Blown a part, bit by bit
They separate away
And my soul sits there
Under that dead weeping willow tree
I cry in eternity
Oh burn me
Burn me
Just burn me

Why do you continue to hurt me?	

Don't Tell Me Lies

   It’s so lonely here		
And I’m lying on the floor
I’m so numb all over my naked skin
The pressures are filling up my pores
And I can pass out with no hesitation

Lies 
Lies
You tell me lies
Lies
Why do you tell me lies
Lies
Twisting lies
Why would you do such a thing
Tell me lies
Lies 
Lies inside
Lies everywhere I breathe
Why do you tell me lies
So what 
So I would stay
And you can play to your selfish pleasures?

You don’t know me by now 
Do you
I don’t live in lies before you
I don’t want to live in lies through you or after you neither
I’ve never told you any truth that wasn’t real
Don’t screw around with me with your issues of deciet
I’m not the type who forgets very easily
Remember
I can love you just as much 
And I can hate you just as much
I can be so patient that I let people walk all over me
But when I can’t take anymore
I’ll make you wish that you never met me
I’ll make you wish that you were never born
I’ll be the bitch that eats you to the core

Don’t tell me
Don’t tell me lies
All I give you is honesty
Don’t you push me to the storming sea
I gave you nothing but my love and my sweetest thoughts
But you don’t fucken repsect how I do
All the things you say is to keep your face from falling off
Twisting words of lies and lies within lies
You fling at me
Come on 
Show me who you are
Take off that mask you hide behind
Don’t tell me lies
Don’t tell me lies
I tell you
Don’t tell me lies.

Don't Fuck Wit Me!

Have you ever felt like a piece of nothing?
Worse than shyt
Stuck on the bottom of her new hundred dollar shoe

Everywhere she stepped
I picked up the dirt she walked upon
And every time I wait for her 
It’s like a hurting pain in confusion
Spinnin’ outta control

I don’t know what to say
When she's near me
My heavy breathin’ thoughts
Tangle up and mix 
And I get lost in this trip

She talks these talks to me
Inside a windowless room 
With the door closed tight
But she’s afraid to hold my hand 
And walk with me
Steppin’ outta the closet
Actin’ like I don’t exist
Whut the fuck

And I use to love her in ways
And now, I hate every lil’ thing she says
It’s like a burning lie in my face

Whut you thinkin’ bitch
Like I’m a joke 
With no punch line

Don’t fuck with me like that
Cuz’ I’m afraid I’ll hurt you more 
Than you hurt me

So don’t fuck with me
Don’t screw with my feelings
Don’t strum with my emotions 
If you don’t want to love me
Don’t fuck with me