Scared

Don’t touch me.
I’m scared.
You’ve left me.
Sitting there.
I’m scared.
Don’t feel me,
Because I feel weird.
Is this right?
Maybe I should cry.

No don’t go away.
Please give me a lifetime.
I’m scared.
You can hold me, 
If you really love me...
If all of “you” is here with all of me.
Un-scare me, un-weird me...
Caress away the strangeness.
Cuddle me close and tight
To keep away the distant.
It’s you I’ve been missing.
It’s you who I love so much.

You weren’t thinking of me 
When you went away.
You weren’t missing me
When you were away.
All of you ”you” aren’t here to stay.
I can feel it.

Don’t touch me.
I’m scared.
You’re there.
I’m here.
I’m scared.
My heart wants you to feel me in places,
But my mind is thinking...
“Sssh, don’t speak or say.”
Is this wrong?
Maybe I should be the one to go away.

Will you ask me to stay?
Do you want me to go away?
I feel this purpose deep in my heart...
I want to love you forever and always,
But why am I afraid?
Do you love me?