Why should I be afraid?!

Why should I be afraid?!
Why should I be afraid?!

Why?!

I shouldn’t!

Shut up!

I shouldn’t be afraid.

I shouldn’t!

Don’t tell me.

Don’t!

I know!

I know very well.

I shouldn’t be afraid of anything.

If I’m afraid... I’m a prisoner
And I don’t want to be a prisoner.
I don’t want to be locked up of my freedom.
I won’t be afraid!

Shut up!

I’ve had enough!

I’ve had enough!

I’d like to kill you,
But then I’d be a prisoner.
I’d like to do many things,
But they’ll call me crazy.
I’d like to run away and be a drifter.
I’d like no one to know me
Or they’ll have control of me.
I’d like to be alone.
I’d like to yell all these hate in your face!
I’d like to hurt your feelings like you hurt mine,
But then in the end, I’ll just be sad.
I could care less.
You not in my life is less stress.

I know.
I know.

Life is unfair...
Because I let it be.

I need to let go.
I need to not want.
I need to not desire.
I need to not hunger.
I need to control.
I need to find a better way.

I don’t want to be afraid.

Why am I afraid?

Why am I afraid?

Why should I be afraid?
Why?

Why?!

Feelings...
Emotions...

FUCK!

I am afraid!

I’m afraid no matter what!

Die to the old and born to the new

Let go...
Let go of fear.
Let go.