Authentic

Are you happy now?
They all pity you!
You wanted them to love you,
But you got this,
Their pity.
They're only nice to you
So that you won't break
And come crashing from the edge
You're not sad
But you pretend to be
They're not happy
Coinsidence?
Maybe.
But I think you just
Want to be accepted
Into their tightly knit group
So cry your fake tears
Cut your fake wounds
And watch your fake blood
Consume you
Devour you
Encompass you
Like a coffin
Watch your fake emotions
Combine with their fake words
To become this fake friendship
You were always white
They'll forever be black
Neither of you can survive
In shades of gray.