Dreamless Sleep

I'm stuck here
In dreamless sleep.
Nothing is here
No one can help me.
I'm caught up in nothingness:
No happiness
No pain
No smiles
No tears.
I'm caught in a dreamless sleep.

Maybe soon something will come,
A memory,
A wish
Of torture,
Or of love,
Of ANYTHING.

But for now
There's nothing.
No ups,
No downs,
No good,
No bad,
Just nothing.  And maybe,
Maybe I like this.
I may not feel happiness
Or love,
Or comfort,
But at least I don't feel
The pain,
The hurt,
The torture that you bring me.
I guess I like this.
I like this dreamless sleep.