I Belong

I've always been different,
An outcast
On the fringes of my group.
My 'friends':
The never really liked me,
Never cared.
It was fake...
An act
Everyone held me at a distance.
At arms length.
I felt their stares
They were killing me
But I ignored them.
"They love you"
I told myself.
"They care care"
I said.
Well I was wrong,
But I've learned my lesson.
I don't need friends anymore.
Now I finally belong.
I belong.
Six feet underground
And I finally belong.