Sweet Dreams II

What do I do?
I'm trapped beneath the surface
Close enough to
Fly back to the top
To sweet, pure air
So close I can almost touch it
But you're so far under
Lost in this endless sea
Of emotions
You're drowning
Alone in your own grief
Well I'm not there yet
I'm not that far down
I'm not dying... yet
But how long can I stay here
Stuck in this endless limbo
Not wanting to die
Yet not being able to leave you
I cannot let you go
I can't let you die alone
But I can't go with you
What do I do?
Do I go up...
Do I come down...
Or do I just die here
Trying to deside...