The Call I stay awake all night, Crying for you Waiting for your call. I wait by the phone, Goddess, I'm so alone. But you're not- You're with her again. You promised to say 'goodbye', And I really believed you this time. What's wrong with me? How could I let you do this to me? You break me, Over and over. You say you're sorry Only to kill me once more. The knife stabbing, Twisting, Wrenching pain into my back. When will it stop? When will I let you go? Forget about you... I dream about the day when I can get you out of my head for good. But now it's too hard I love what I hate, And I hate you. My hate fueled with love... Compassion... Pure desire... When will I grow up? Learn that I'm better That I deserve the best? If that's true, Why can't I get what I want? What I love... Why can't I get you? For now though, I'll just wait, Listen, For the phone to ring, For your call For your pathetic excuse.