Trying

I try to be your little girl.
I try to make you proud.
I try to be so perfect,
But always screw up somehow.
Why can't I be better?
Why do I always mess up?
Why aren't I as good as I want?
Do I not try enough?

I try to be your sissy.
I try to get along.
I try to live up to you,
But somehow I'm always wrong.
I say the wrong thing,
Or slip into a small lie.
I just can't seem to get it right.
But please forgive me...
I
try.