My Wish For You When you are lonely I wish you love. When you are down I wish you joy. When you are troubled I wish you peace. When things are complicated I wish you simple beauty. When things are chaotic I wish you inner silence. When things are empty I wish you hope.
	I could go on and on about Sharna and just keeping adding pages, but I think this gives you a fair idea about my baby.  Everyone knows different  parts of Sharna but not many got to know the full deal. This has helped me alot.  I have laughed remembering things , I have sobbed my heart out not wanting to remember things. Sharna left many family and friends behind I wish I could say something to make all this seem right , but I have no words of wisdom.  How can I help you all while its still hasn't sunk in for me.  Maybe in time I will blind you with my brilliance but I doubt that. It has to get better with time, everyone says so, that many people can't all be lying. Dont be affaird to talk to people about whats going on in your head, whats upsetting you , what your feeling , they tell me this is all part of Grief. What you are going thru at this time we all are , some more than others , but dont let anyone ever tell you to get over it , each person is different, each person handles things different. Remember Sharna is with us still , her body may be gone ,  but her spirit lives on in each one of us. Each of us has a special part of Sharna and will carry that around with us each day.                                         AROHANUI
Well its just about Xmas 2006, Some days you just can't beleive you have gotten this far other days you are amazed that you have come this far.  There are still bad days and there are good days, its just now the good days out number the bad days. So all them people who said it would get better was telling the truth as much as I didn't beleive them. Some days are bad because you get guilty for still having a life and enjoy9nig yourself.  I guess that would be the hardest thing for me to not feel guilty and I guess with time that will ease also. Have a Wonderful Xmas and hope the New year brings you some peace in your hearts and an enjoyable year.