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TRUST
The trust I had in you
was more than I knew

To think that you would take
my dignity and make
me suffer the way you did.
ThIs tragic day I can't get rid.

You reaped my dreams
as you did my seams
You tore my heart
as you did my clothes apart

I cleansed my body as I bathed
but my soul remains stained
I feel I'll never love again
as my heart is still in pain.

I cry at night sometimes
and wonder why this crime
happened to me, I just can't see,
Was this my destiny?

To think that all this harm
ended with a child in my arms.
A child out of rape,
A child I did not want to gape.

The child became a woman
embedded in her mind was more than
I could bear...for the bitter
in my heart was turned to her.

I am so sorry
for she is also hurting
because of me
So you see,

You took away my dreams
and left me in screams
You took away my life
and gave me strife.

The trust I had in you
was more than I knew
and now I can't trust no one
because of what you've done
.

original poem by: MaRi ~!~ LaPoema
copyright 3/10/01 ...












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