A Yue/Clow Fic
~By Lisa Z A.K.A Fish~
As I [Yue] walked across the room, I saw Him. I felt a strange
feeling throughout my whole body. What is this feeling I keep getting
when I see my Master. I only feel it when I'm around Him. I don't think
that Keroberus get's that feeling, only me...Why? What is this feeling
I get?! I almost passed out the time when He put His hand on my
shoulder to thank me. Oh Clow, why do you make me feel like this? The
only things I ever feel are happines and sadniess, not this. I'm to
embaressed to ask Keroberus, and I would never ask Clow Himself about
it. They are the only two people I know, so I might never know...
If I ever losed Him, I would never be able to live again!
"Yue.."
"Yue..?"
"Are you awake..?"
"C-Clow?!"
"You baka! It's me, Keroberus! Jeez, all you ever think about is Clow!"
"No I don't!"
"Are you in love with him or something?!"
"Hmph, What's love anyway?"
"Hahahahahahahaha! You are a baka! You don't even know what love is?!"
"Well, than if you know so much, why don't you tell me what love is!"
"Haha! Never in a million years! Thanks Yue, I needed a good laugh!"
I still don't know what love is...Is it another feeling like Happiness
and sadneiss? If so, does Clow and Keroberus feel it? *sigh* I'll never
find out. I just hope that Keroberus doesn't tell Clow about this, I
don't even know if it's a good thing or a bad thing yet. And if it's a
bad thing, Clow would most likly hate me. "Stupid Keroberus!"
"Yue, what's that matter?"
"Ah! Oh, I'm sorry, Clow..."
"So, what did Keroberus do to you now?
Oh no, I'm getting that "feeling" again, What should I tell Him?? I can't
lie to him...But I don't think that I should say what did happen
"Oh, nothing Master..."
"C'mon Yue, I know you better than that, you can tell me"
Should I? What if He thinks I'm some freak or somthing...What if He
calls me a baka or worse...
"Well...He said that I was in love with someone, but I don't
know what love is"
"That's all?"
"Yes, Master..."
"Well, who did he say you where in love with?"
Now, this is the part that I can't tell him...What if 'love' is another
form of hate?
"I, don't wish to say..."
"Well Yue, there are only two people that you could fall in love
with, But I know you really don't like Keroberus, and well, I don't
think me"
"So love is a good thing?!"
Something happened, I don't know why, but for some reason...I fainted! And the bad part is that Clow never got to answer my question..."Grr".
Hmm, I wonder where he is anyway, and, dare I ask, Where's Keroberus?
I'm not in any mood to face Keroberus, but I want to find Clow...That's
another thing, I always want to see Him. Why? Is it because he's
my Master? Or something else. Now I might never know if 'love' is a good
thing. I will never ask Clow again, unless He tells me, which I doubt
He will. This is truely like touture. What if He feels the same about
me, either if it is a good or bad thing...
*~MANY HOURS LATER AND YUE STILL CAN'T FIND CLOW*~
Why do I get the strangest feeling that something horrible happened to
Clow? No. I can't think of things like this! But if I can never find
him, and if anything did happen to Clow, would I get a new Master?.....
..Then, I got the feeling I hate most, Sadniess. As I stay here and cry,
something horrible could've happened to Him! And now I know why I'm
crying...If something horrible ever did happen to Him, I could never
be able to serve a new Master. I don't think anyone feels the same as me
If this stupid 'love' thing is a good thing, than I must 'love' Clow.
At this rate I'll never know!
"Yue! There you are!"
"Hmph, Now what do you want Keroberus?!"
Then I noticed something, not just in his voice, but, something in his
face...He'd been crying!
"Keroberus! What happened?!"
"....."
"Keroberus What happened?!! Tell me!!"
"M-Master, C-Clow...has, sacrificed himself..."
Then, right before me, my worst fear... had happend right before my eyes in about 5 seconds, my life has ended...
The only person, I ever served to, is gone. My job, my life is gone...
My Master...is gone. I have no meaning anymore...And the worst part now
is, I'll never get, t-to say goodbye.......
"Yue, our new jobs, h-have been given, we will sleep inside
the Clow Book untill our new Master or Mistress opens t-the seal when
The Clow is opened, I will aid him or her as a Card Captor, you will
judge him or her, and aid to him or her after that...U-understand?"
"Y-yes, but before we 'sleep', please tell me what 'love' is"
"Hmmm, Love is when you care very very much for someone. It also
need's a lot of trust to. It's when you always want to see him or her
and are willing to give up your life for him or her..."
"Oh, I see now...I guess, I really did l-love Clow, I cared
so much about Him, I trusted him with anything, and I know he trusted
me. I always wanted to see Him, and I'd die anyday to let Him live..."