Note by: Odie * Dedicated to all the wonderful chicas and chicos at ADM. We *will* conquer the world! * My dear Jonesy, I don't even know how to start. I've got so much to say, but suddenlyI'm at a total loss of words. You mean so much to me, a whole lot more than words can ever express, and certainly more than I was able to write inthe thank you notes. The brief words I scribbled in the Affa booklet seemed so empty, butthey were the only thing I dared to write, for appearance's sake. Sometimes this charade really tires me, but it's okay as long as you're with meand as long as we can make the music we love. Since we undeniably are public figures, keeping private is a constant struggle. I can't even begin to think the consequences if we were everto be uncovered. There has been a lot of ugliness going around about bothof us, and undoubtedly there will be more. All I want to say is, that no matter what you do or what happens, I will be there for you. Maybe people are right, maybe I do feel too much. But you did say thatyou Don't Care. I always thought that you wrote that song for me. I really don't know what I eventually wanted to say. I guess I thought that you might feel abandoned or unloved, and I wanted to make it better. Wanted to chase away all the bogeymen that might lurk under your bed,and give you a calm sleep. You are so beautiful when you sleep, have I ever told you that? And you're beautiful when awake too, and I'm the luckiest man alive to have you. Jonesy, you are so cool... I love you, with all my heart, now and forever. Yours eternally Daz |