| Careless Words . Were you feeling swank when we sat and drank were you feeling bigger than life as you introduced me as your first wife? [the dream you never had time for] Did you ever think your words might cause me to weep when you whispered, 'welcome home baby' just at the crest of my shoulder did you notice how much older i was... ...still under the influence of dreams mixed with screams... looking over your newly framed deck, as you laid those careless words at the curve of my neck... did you hope to inspire desire or was it just a passing moment as you remembered your place was once our home? In which you now live alone... careless used words cut to the bone... I was a visitor seeing a friend but you had to test my heart drama 101... riveted to the step I made not a single sound you knew a tear would fall, I hope it watered weeds, I've no flowers left to give you you've scattered all the seeds careless as a laughing clown can you hear your resonance in the air? You've left me empty in despair emotionally never there just some guy in some chair breathing air looking cool playing his on fool tossing careless words meaning nothing but the drama of your moment pushed on me just so you could see... what a sad ass destiny. Enjoy that green chair, don't bother calling to ask if I care, I don't want to, need to hurt you... ...don't want to be like you are. |
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