| Down By The Lake ~ Down by the lake is quiet down by the lake is cold ~ its green...its cold... down by the lake I cry... I can pretend later that I am strong ~ I can be the ultimate rock ~ in a sea of sorrow I am strong here ~ In my mind I find a peace, a comfort from within ~ I find it here ~ Down by the lake takes my mind away to another day ~ A day that I won all the battles ever hurtled at me from this cruel world, how or why I tried to love you I may never know ~ I just know the fact is that I cannot anymore, you will not torment me you will no longer throw your chaines upon my heart, you will no longer drown my heart in sorrow... oh the grass is so green.. the air is so cold...so clean my heart is so full of freedom.... I burst I fly I lay in the grass alone... I am ok here I am me in this place, and you? you will never see me ~ for you will never look is ok ... I dont need you I dont even want you anymore... I will no longer suffer my own indignities I place apon myself in your name ~ your name...its all so vain... the things that you do so sad ...so empty.. all vanity..no love here love makes my world turn... love means everything to me... and you? you have none ~ you have no clue I turn I walk away.... I am ok now... I see the way I must go now your vanity my insanity.... my god we are all so vain why must I feel your pain... leave me be ..... let me go.... I dont need any show I need reality... I need what is real... I need what you can never give... I need what you will never find in your life I need everything you will never have I need to go now... I need to be away from your world... I have been so very sick so lost so alone so broken ~ you dump your all important world over me... and you expect me to always be there when I am always alone???? I do not....can not understand your kind of love ~ ~ I am sorry... I must go now... your fear, your terror... is only just my life... I have nothing of my own... for I am not alowed to have these things I need to be strong...for the fear that you may find weakness in me.... (dont bother yourself with a helping hand) And then I am alone.... as always.....with you and so alone.... the ending always the same. ~ Rain © cls 1994 |
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| Moments ~ a moment a thought a dream a peace a clam a quite a sourse a love a day a tear a life a heart a soul a feeling a smile a rush a glimmer a breez can we make moments last can we give for love to last is it right, is it fair to have love & no one to care I leave the past behind now but tell me what do I fight for!? why shall I forge on? I want to know why it has been allowed that my heart should be put upon the line of time and drug along as if I am only a mime with nothing to say... no one to listen... Where has reason gone? Can we make moments last can we give for love to last? I dont know why I fight for such as this... life is a bore misquided etrnal bliss gone asunder my lifes blunder Tell me where to fight!! Show me who to strike down!! Tell me who to hold up!! Tell me who to protect!! I shall waste no more of my time with this~ Show me a love worthy & I shall make the moments last I want to leave behind the past I want to live in tomorrow and leave yeaterday along the way I wanna' fly, I wanna cry... I want to run to you... show yourself lead the way tell me there is yet another day and I shall be on my way ~ Rain © cls 1994 |
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