| LORD ~ Why do I feel the way that I do ... what have I done ... lord if you will tell me I will listen ... I will listen with all my heart ... just take away the pain inside ... let me see clearly the things that I need so badly to see ... what is it that eludes me so ... is there part of me missing ... is there something I overlooked in my hurry to be so confused ... where do I find this elusive strength ... the strength to hold all the little parts together ... the parts in my mind that feel as though they are crumbling ... they feel so hard to hang onto ... please don't take them away from me ... I just got my feet back on the ground ... and it seems to be crumbling ... the noise that it makes frightens me so ... these sounds in my mind ... the ones I cant stop ... I try so hard to stop them ... they invade my soul & try to take what is left ... I don't know where to look ... I don't know where to go ... there must be a part of me missing ... I must have lost something along the way ... if only I knew what it was ... my mind is screaming so loud I cannot hear ... lord what is it you want me to see ... what did I miss.........what is it you wish me to do... ~ Rain © cls 1984 |