you left me, you had to die, you had to go away
I am so sorry little one Mommy never knew....
please come back cant you stay with me...
please baby dont go....
why is it so and where will you go?
how can I belive in god today, how will I belive tomorrow
how will I ever understand anything
everything I ever wanted, gone in one sentense
so simple a statement someone has to die today
its allready happned...
"theres nothing we can do"..."nothing anyone could have done"
someone has gona away, I never knew you were here
dady please hold me so close
tell me why this is so dady you always know
please someone explain this pain inside
you left me, you had to die, you had to go away
why is it so....Aahhhhhhhhhhhh
where will you go? how can I belive in god anymore?
I will never hold you in my arms, I will never be allowed to love you
you have been taken away, Ill never look into your clear eyes
Ill never see the day when you are grown
I will never see the smile apon your face
Ill never know the love in your heart, where will my baby go?
dead before you could behold the wonders of the world ~
the noise in my mind is so loud its silent.....
the pain in my heart is so great that I cant comprehend life at all....
I reach for something and know not what it is I search for....
god has taken my child, he struck me down cold
how could I love you for this
how could I ever stand up for you ??
this is not love, this is not care, this is no test....its murder....
you took a soul that never even had the cance to know you....
I have never done a thing to warent this hand you delt me....
my heart & soul run rampent with hate
I turn to you for what?? what shall I ask you for now?
but I ask...........I beg........I try to understand
I beg you........to leave me at least my man.....
evil laughter fills my heart.....sickness fill me......
I overflow like a raging storm....
alas..... you also take my man....you make him cold...
you take the last corner of warmth left in his heart and you rip it out
and as I beg for your help, down on my hands & knees
you throw it in my face...
your so vain...your so free to hurt us....
little pawns in your sick little game...
you laugh at us.......what is love? what is life?
daddy I dont know if I can crawel out of here...
I dont want the sun to shine anymore...
I dont want to see the stars in the sky...
daddy hold me close please I think I might freez
daddy.....why....please tell me why...
daddy where will my baby go?
my baby will never see the wonders of the world...
will never know love.....god never let me love you...
never let me know you were here...and now your gone...
I wil never know who you were...
you must have been brave...you must have been strong...
now your gone and somehow I must carry on...
as if life means anything....it means so little now...
your life snached away by a lord with no mercy,
for the small & defensless....
the price I pay today.....I pay tomorrow
forever I will wonder where you have gone...
forever I will ask god why...forever I wil nver understand this...
your unborn heart I will carry with mine forever
I promise you this...I will never forget that you came to me....
I will never forget your tender unborn heart...you were mine for a short time...
I was waiting for you...I had been looking for you....I wanted you here....
I asked for you my sweet unsung soul...you were so small...
so helpless....you were part of me my little baby...
the love inside me...your little unborn heart...
your soul a part of mine...as close as we could be....
the world is so cruel my love, mommy wants to hold you,
to tell you she is sorry...to tell you here in my heart you will always be....
Drive a spike through my heart, Ive nothing left inside
you took it all...everything of love I had
drive a spike, strike me true...its the least you could do...
you should find this easy, your so vain that its made you insain...
drive a spike through my heart, pin my broken soul to the ground....
leave me to the rain & the wolves, it would be an easy end after what you have done...
everyone telling my little love has gone to heaven??? Ill pray to someone new....
cus I dont belive in you...I pray to myself...I pray that my child is nowhere near your
hatred...what in the hell is heaven if you rip my love from me?? careless & brutle...
why would I want my child to go to you???
you took my love, you took my man
you leave me baren apon the sand
you look at me and I here you laugh
I begged you...groveled at your feet
I belived in you...and today I turn away
I have never understood you...
your comforts are worse than hate
~
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Seabluez the Writer