| ~Be True To Your Self~ ~ I dont know why you called, I dont think you know, Just something to do, to say hello, I thought you had something to say, but then I was not sure, I thought you had something to ask, but again I was not sure, I did not feel theatened, Only a little far away, I was not sure what to say, I can not feel the same losses that you do, for I have not worked my life away for the things that you have, Our projects were never the same in form or style, The meaning lost with time, the outcome ever changing, Nothing stays the same this I know, but from day to day the meaning became more gray... And after it all, now you call . . . I am really suprised, To aspire to be like me, would not be true to yourself, I was not looking to knock you, just saying that what we think and feel are different, In my realization of that finding I need something more, something different, something for me, Time, I need time from a man, I need to hold his hand in mine, and feel mine within his... To feel the warmth of him next to me at night, someone to dream with, And someone to go after those dreams with as a team, Two people that truly love each other are tough to beat . . . Both looking out for the other always, Both reaching for the same dream, Both bending a little here and there, Communication & caring, I think if you would relax a little in life you may see that these things are not so foreign, I remember a time, A time long ago, when a boy met a girl, You had time then, you cared . . . . And then suddenly the enormity of life barged in, Your innocence and trueness left behind ... life grabbed you by the scruff of your neck, yelling in your face, life is short for making a dollar, but their will always be time for friends and family, they will always be their, wating, worrying, and caring Hmmmmm...... I do not want to do that to the ones that love me ... they are the ones that drop everything and help you when your down, they are what makes the world of family and friends go around, So many people dont have family and friends, and they wish that they did ... you do, and they all care, much more than you know, wake up and smell the coffee, ya cant stop people from caring, so just face it ... And thank the Lord every day that you have them !! ~ Rain © cls |
| ~Our Past~ We cant go back In time, We cant live In yesterday, We are here now, the way we are, Our past has brought us to the present, We are not the same as 'we were', We have changed Our lives have taken us many directions, To go back to what we were Is Imposible, I didnt want what we 'had' I wanted what was now, I thought that was you ... You said you would never leave me alone again the way you used too... But you did ... ~ Rain © cls |