***DISCLAIMER:: Sailor Moon does not belong to me it is owned by Naoko Takeuchi/Kodansha, TOEI Animation and all those other big companies. Title:A Decision Between Love or destiny -chapter 1- Author: Moonlight Angel Rated:PG-13 *Author's note: Hey this is my first fanfic so sorrie if it sux, I wrote this fanfic because Seiya and Usagi are my favorite couple, and I just don't like how the season of Sailormoon ended. What if things were different? Who would Usagi choose? This is what my story is all about hehe. Don't forget to send in your comments. Thx.* *This is based on the animation* * *=thinking :: ::= an action or something ( )= authors notes [ ]=setting ******************************************************************************************* It has been 3 weeks since the battle with Galaxia and its been 3 weeks since the starlights have left. At first Usagi was really happy that her Mamo-chan had returned but now everything seeems so different to her, and she was beginning to really miss Seiya and the others, but what was really bumming her out was that Mamoru was going back to America in 2 weeks. Her friends all went to the mall, they had invited her but she didn't feel like going, she just wanted a little time to herself to think about things. Usagi: * I thought things could go back to how it was before, but I guess I was wrong, everything seems so different between Mamo-chan and me, I don't know what it is I can't really explain it but its just some weird feeling I get when we're together, like its not meant to be this way::sigh:: But whats the point of worrying, he's going away soon ::pauses and her eyes gets watery:: again.* Why does he always have to leave me here!! Why can't he be more like Seiya and ::there was silence as Usagi thought about what she had just said:: * Did I just say why can't Mamo-chan be more like Seiya?? * No I couldn't have I just have alot of stress right now heh heh.....::hand behind her back laughing nervously:: :: then she stopped laughing:: ::saddly::But I do miss him. I wonder how he and the others are doing....* Its getting late I should be going.* While walking home Usagi kept thinking about Seiya, and Mamoru leaving, she needed to get things off her mind so she decided to go to Hikawa shrine in case the others finished their shopping, but decided to go home instead, she wanted to be alone for awhile. ********************************************************************************************* [at Hikawa shrine] The girls finished their shopping and are now at Hikawa shrine talking about Usagi's odd behaviour. Rei: Hey any of you guys noticed how strange Usagi's been acting? Makoto: I know. She's actually on time for meetings and school. Ami: And she's actually doing her homework. Minako: She's been pretty quiet lately, whats up with her? She's usually chatty. Rei::worried:: : Do you think it could be Mamoru-san leaving to America? ::The whole group was silent.:: Minako: If only Seiya-kun was here. He would know how to make Usagi happy, he was the one that actually cheered Usagi up. Makoto: I wonder how he and the others are doing?::starring into the sky:: The whole group was once again silent and a bit sad because they had missed their friends. Ami: Well maybe we can try to cheer Usagi up somehow. Rei: I know her, when she's like this there's nothing we can do. Its up to her if she chooses to act this way or not. The only thing we can do for her is be there for her when she needs us.::looks at the others:: *Or could it be something else that's upsetting her.............* Makoto: Yea I guess you're right.::other two senshi's nodded:: ********************************************************************************************* Meanwhile in a far away galaxy on a planet there was a beautiful young woman standing on the balcony listening to the light breezes thinking anout a certain "Odango". ???: ::whispers:: Odango............, I miss you. ::a single tear escaped her eyelids:: ???: Fighter!! There you are. What are you doing here? Your suppose to be at the party with the princess and protect her! Fighter::turns around:: Oh Healer its you. Healer::a bit angry:: What do you mean its me?!? Well answer me. What are you doing out here instead of in there??::pointing inside the ballroom:: Fighter: The princess has enough protecters now and I just need a little fresh air. Healer: Your still thinking if her aren't you? She was silent. Healer::rudely:: Why don't you get over her already, you don't have a chance and besides she has Mamoru. Fighter: I know but.....::now whispering:: but something inside me keeps telling me that its right being with her. And I don't wanna give up, not yet...... not now.::starts running inside:: :Princess Kakyuu!!! Kakyuu: Yes is something wrong fighter?? Fighter: May I please have permission to go back to Earth? Kakyuu::a bit sad:: :Well of course you, Maker and Healer may leave tomorrow. Healer: What!!! I have to go too?? Fighter gave Healer a deathly look. Healer: Uhh on second thought..........heh heh ::sweatdrop:: ********************************************************************************************** The next day at Juuban high, the girls were eatting lunch, then they noticed tht Usagi was no where in sight. They went searching for her worried, they finally found her on the roof top of the school looking dazed. Makoto: ::softly:: Usagi-chan what's wrong? ::no answer:: Minako went up to her and tapped her shoulder, Usagi was surprised and turned around. Usagi: ::lookin confused:: Huh??? Ami: ::concerned:: Usagi-chan whats wrong you've been so distance lately, you don't eat, you're deathly quiet and Luna tells us you've been crying yourself to sleep every night. Is Mamoru-san? Makoto: Yeah if it's hurting you this much that he's leaving then you should try to convince him to stay. If he loves you then he'll understand. Usagi looks at the looks on her concerning friends' faces, then smiled. Usagi: Yea I guess I should talk to him huh? ::the three of them nodded:: Alrite I'll talk to him tonight on our date, thanks so much guys. ((bring bring)) The four girls started to head back to their classes, when all her friends were out of hearing range Usagi whispered to herself "But this time I'm not sure it's Mamo-chan. Something else in my heart is hurting." ******************************************************************************************** After school the girls decided to meet at the crown to get some drinks and after go to Rei's shrine. To their surprise Usagi was the first one there. When Rei walked in Motoki tapped her on the shoulder and pulled her to a table far away from Usagi's table so she and the others could not hear. Rei::surprised:: : Is something wrong Motoki? Motoki: Well I was about to ask you the same thing. Rei: Oh you mean Usagi? Motoki: Yeah she looks really depressed lately. Is it Mamoru?? Rei: Well thats what we think but I'm not really sure about that. Motoki: Well I hope Mamoru can cheer her up on there date tonight I hate seeing her like this. Rei::saddly:: : We all do. Suddenly Minako snuck up behind them and smacks Motoki so hard on the back that he fell over. Minako::suspicious:: : So, what are you two talking about over here all alone?? Rei::sweatdropped:: : Nothing why are you so nosey?? Later on when all the girls had finished there drinks except for Usagi of course who hasn't even touched her soda, they decided they should go to the park tomorrow to have a picnic. Everyone agreed except Usagi who was still in her little trance. That's when Minako brought up something that wasn't heard of for weeks. Minako: I wonder what the three lights are doing now?? That comment brought Usgai straight back to Earth and she started to remember all the memories she's had with him. The time they first met, how he always flirted with her , and is always there for her, how he protected her, made her feel happy and how he loved her. Usagi did not say anything suddenly a single tear drop rolled from her eyelids and down her cheek, she had turned away before any of them saw. Luckily no one noticed, except someone who was watching Usagi very closely. (Give you a hint, she has dark pruplish hair and is Usagi's best friend ^.^) Rei::trying to change the subject:: : Uhh shouldn't you be getting ready for your date with Mamoru-san? Usagi: oh yea I totoally forgot.....well see you guys later.::weak smile:: All four girls nodded as their friend exit the door. ********************************************************************************************* Later that night on Usagi's date when they were at Mamoru's apartment talking, Mamoru was going on and on about how he's looking forward to going to America that he didn't even notice Usagi about to cry. Finally she couldn't hold it in anymore and ran out his door sobbing. Mamoru who was very confused ran after her. Mamoru::concerned:: : Usako what's wrong?? Usagi::still sobbing:: It was when Usagi ran across the street that Mamoru finally caught up to her, he held her tight he didn't feel it was a right time to ask her what was wrong yet til she calmed down a bit. There they were standing on the street holding eachother. Finally Usagi stopped crying and got out of Mamoru's embrace, she then looked away. Mamoru: Usako is something wrong? Usagi didn't answer. Mamoru: Look I hate seeing you like this why don't you tell me what's bothering you and I'll see if I can do anything to help, it won't help to keep it all inside you. Usagi started to shiver. Mamoru noticed and took her back to his apartment, when they got there he made her some hot cocoa. Mamoru waited for someone to break the silence and suddenly he couldn't take it anymore so he asked her. Mamoru: Usako are you upset about me leaving for America? Usagi just simply nodded. Mamoru:: sigh:: : Well you know I would do anything for you Usako I love you but this is a great opportunity (sowwie me can't spell hehe^.^;;) and you know it's always been my dream, and I don't really want to give it up. Last time I went you were more upset then this so I think you could manage me leaving this time you. Usagi couldn't hold it in anymore she just had to say something. Usagi: You just don't understand, you never care about my feelings and you're always leaving me, don't tell me you're not even hurting. Last time it was different I had Seiya here to keep me happy, show me fun, show me love..........and protected me.......::Usagi said the last two parts a little softly and slowly:: Mamoru was shocked to here this from his Usako, then he started to remember how the scouts told him about the startlights especially Seiya, who had a crush on his girlfriend. Remebering this and hearing that little outburst made Mamoru angry he wanted to go beat up Seiya for even trying to take his Usako away from him. He couldn't take it anymore and just snapped. Mamoru::P's:: : If he means that much to you why don't you just leave me and go out with him?!?! Usagi was shocked to hear Mamo-chan say that especially since he knew that she only thought of him as a friend nothing more........at least that's what she thought. Usagi: *How could he say that? Sei- Seiya he's just a friend* She was too caught up in her thoughts to even bother saying anything to Mamoru. Suddenly the phone rang. Mamoru::still a lil angry:: : Mushi mushi. Yea? Oh hi Rei-chan,:: starting to calm down:: what? Oh yea she's rite he...((SLAM))::he was cut off by Usagi slamming the door:: Rei: What was that??? Mamoru::now upset that he had hurt Usagi:: : That was Usako, I guess she's mad at me. We had a little fight.... Rei: What happen? Oh, gotta go, talk to you tomorrow Mamoru-san, I have to do something. With that she hung up leaving a very confused Mamoru standing there starring at his phone. ********************************************************************************************* She was running fast running away......away from him. *How could he say that* Was the only thing that kept going through her mind. Then suddenly((wham)) ???: Oh I'm really sorry I was too busy worrying about something that I didn't notice where I was going I'm sorry are you alright? Here let me help you up.::gives a hand to her:: Usagi then turned around and was surprised to see the person who had accidently bumped into her and made her fall, someone who she thought she would never see for a long time, or maybe never see again. Usagi: Seiya!! Seiya::shocked but still smiling:: : Oh it's you Odango, how are you?::Then notices her tear stained face and his smile turned into a frown:: : What happen?? Why are you crying? Is there something wrong? Usagi: Umm its alright nothing really I just had a little fight with Mamo-chan. Seiya::angry:: : Did he hurt you?? ::now getting P's::I'm gonna go over there and kick his a.... Usagi::tugged on Seiya's arm:: : Please Seiya it's not his fault, it was all my fault don't hurt him. Seiya couldn't resist the look on Usagi's face so he simmered down. Seiya: Well what were you two fighting about anyway? Usagi::blushed cuz she didn't want Seiya to know it was sorta about him:: :Uhh nothing really........................so....what was it that was worrying you anyway? Seiya: You. Rei-chan called Mamoru-san's house and he told her that you ran off I got worried so I tried looking for you. Usagi: Oh....so what brings you back here? Are the others here as well? Seiya: Yeah they're at the shrine right now. And the reason we came back was because.....I....er I mean WE missed you........uhh guys.::he didn't wanna tell her it was because he missed her because the flashback of their goodbye kept replaying in his head:: ::Flashback:: Seiya: You know how I feel about you Odango. Usagi: Yes we'll be friends forever........... ::End of flashback:: *"Yes we'll be friends forever........................friends forever................."* What she had said will never leave his mind, it hurt whenever he had that flashback. Usagi: Well I'm glad you're back! I missed you. And the others.::she quickly added:: They hugged each other tightly for awhile. Usagi:* He's so warm and gentle. How come I feel as if we've done this before??* Seiya:* She's so sweet and warm, why would Mamoru want to hurt such a beautiful angel like her?* Usagi:* What am I doing?? What if Mamo-chan sees me?* Uhh Seiya you want to get something to eat? I'm a little hungry. With that she let go of Seiya. Seiya was a little sad that she did that but quickly covered it up. Seiya: Well if you're hungry then I know this great resturaunt we could go to. Come on my car is at our new apartment. While Seiya was driving Usagi was looking out the window a little worried about Mamo-chan. *" If he sees me he'll definetly think I like Seiya........maybe going out to eat wasn't such a good idea."* Seiya kept driving until they were almost out of the city and in the country, there were trees and beautiful flowers, beautiful sparkling lakes. Finally Seiya stopped the car, he looked at Usagi, "Well we're here." He got out and opened the door for her. Once Usagi got out she looked around. The sight was wonderous, there was a hill and there was a small path that led to a valley, when Usagi turned around she saw a beautiful clear sparkling beach. Seiya: Come on Odango the restaruant is just over here. With that he led her to a beautiful restaruant just facing the beach. Once she stepped into the restaruant it looked so fancy and she felt odd because she had not dressed up, the whole place looked so nice but she couldn't keep her eyes off a table rite beside the mini waterfall that had been built there with the mini garden and it had a perfect view of the beach. Usagi:* Wow if only we could sit there......* Waiter: The usual spot Mr.Kou? Seiya: No today I would like the table by the window with the waterfall. I have a friend with me. Waiter: Ahh I see right this way.::he led them to their table:: Usagi couldn't believe that the table they were sitting at was the exact table she was looking at. Waiter: what would you like to order? Seiya: Well Odango are you in the mood for lobsters?? Usagi nodded, it's been awhile since she had lobster. Seiya::smiling:: : Alrite then lobster it is. Once the waiter left Usagi asked Seiya. Usagi: Why didn't you tell me you were taking me to a fancy restaruant?? Seiya::smiling:: :Don't worry Odango this is a casual place you don't need to dress up for it. Not long after, their food came, they talked a lot while they ate, they talked about how life has been since they last saw eachother, Usagi finally told Seiya about Mamoru leaving. Seiya::a lil P's:: :He's what?!?!?!? How can he leave you again? What kind of boyfriend is that?? ::then he saw the look on Usagi's face and he felt sorry for her, sorry that her boyfriend is once again leaving, and now what does he do? He blows up on her instead he should be comforting her:: I'm sorry Odango, I shouldn't have said that about Mamoru, I know how hard this must be for you, but if you want to talk about it you know I'm always there for you. Usagi smiled. : Thanks Seiya-kun. Seeing Usagi smile made Seiya smile as well. Soon after they finished eatting Seiya decided to take Usagi out for a look at the stars to make her feel better, but just as they stepped out of the restuarant they heard an angry voice. ??: What are you doing here with MY Usako!!!! -End of chapter one- ********************************************************************************************** **More Authors notes** Hey sorrie if that sucked like I said this is my first fanfic hehe and if it's too long I'm sorry for that too (^^;) I never actually watched all the other episodes after sailor moon R but I've read about them, well mostly about Sailor Stars it's my fave season cuz the lights are in it hehe. I've only read about Seiya on the net and fell in love with him, he's so cute and he sounds like a really kewl guy. Well just wanted to tell you I don't kno much about Seiya and the starlights so I'm trying my best, if there are any mistakes I'm sorry. Also I would like to thank Princess Cynthia for helping me with all the problems I had while trying to write this fanfic, and for inspiring(i think thats mispelled) me to keep writing( she didn't kno how much she had helped me but I just wanted to thank her^.^). If you haven't already read her fanfics I suggest you do they're really good. =) Don't forget to send in any comments or flames to me. ^.^ Take care!! ~*Moonlight Angel*~