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Title:A Decision Between Love or destiny -chapter 1-
Author: Moonlight Angel
Rated:PG-13
	*Author's note: Hey this is my first fanfic so sorrie if it sux, I 
wrote 
this fanfic because Seiya and Usagi are my favorite couple, and I just 
don't 
like how the season of Sailormoon ended. What if things were different? 
Who 
would Usagi choose? This is what my story is all about hehe. Don't 
forget to 
send in your comments. Thx.* *This is based on the animation*
*     *=thinking
::    ::= an action or something
(     )= authors notes
[     ]=setting


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		It has been 3 weeks since the battle with Galaxia and its been 3 
weeks since the starlights have left. At first Usagi was really happy that 
her Mamo-chan had returned but now everything seeems so different to her, 
and she was beginning to really miss Seiya and the others, but what was 
really bumming her out was that Mamoru was going back to America in 2 weeks. 
Her friends all went to the mall, they had invited her but she didn't feel 
like going, she just wanted a little time to herself to think about things.
Usagi: * I thought things could go back to how it was before, but I 
guess I was wrong, everything seems so different between Mamo-chan and me, I 
don't know what it is I can't really explain it but its just some weird 
feeling I get when we're together, like its not meant to be this way::sigh:: But 
whats the point of worrying, he's going away soon ::pauses and her eyes gets 
watery:: again.*
Why does he always have to leave me here!! Why can't he be more like 
Seiya and ::there was silence as Usagi thought about what she had just said:: 
* Did I just say why can't Mamo-chan be more like Seiya?? *
No I couldn't have I just have alot of stress right now heh heh.....::hand 
behind her back laughing nervously::  :: then she stopped laughing:: 
::saddly::But I do miss him. I wonder how he and the others are 
doing....* Its getting late I should be going.*

	While walking home Usagi kept thinking about Seiya, and Mamoru leaving,
she needed to get things off her mind so she decided to go to Hikawa shrine in 
case the others finished their shopping, but decided to go home instead, she 
wanted to be alone for awhile.
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[at Hikawa shrine]

	The girls finished their shopping and are now at Hikawa shrine talking 
about Usagi's odd behaviour.
Rei: Hey any of you guys noticed how strange Usagi's been acting?
Makoto: I know. She's actually on time for meetings and school.
Ami: And she's actually doing her homework.
Minako: She's been pretty quiet lately, whats up with her? She's 
usually chatty.
Rei::worried:: : Do you think it could be Mamoru-san leaving to 
America?
::The whole group was silent.::
Minako: If only Seiya-kun was here. He would know how to make Usagi 
happy, he was the one that actually cheered Usagi up.
Makoto: I wonder how he and the others are doing?::starring into the 
sky::
The whole group was once again silent and a bit sad because they had 
missed their friends.
Ami: Well maybe we can try to cheer Usagi up somehow.
Rei: I know her, when she's like this there's nothing we can do. Its up 
to her if she chooses to act this way or not. The only thing we can do for 
her is be there for her when she needs us.::looks at the others:: *Or could 
it be something else that's upsetting her.............*
Makoto: Yea I guess you're right.::other two senshi's nodded::
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	Meanwhile in a far away galaxy on a planet there was a beautiful young 
woman standing on the balcony listening to the light breezes thinking 
anout a certain "Odango".
???: ::whispers:: Odango............, I miss you. ::a single tear 
escaped her eyelids::
???: Fighter!! There you are. What are you doing here? Your suppose to 
be at the party with the princess and protect her!
Fighter::turns around:: Oh Healer its you.
Healer::a bit angry:: What do you mean its me?!? Well answer me. What 
are you doing out here instead of in there??::pointing inside the 
ballroom::
Fighter: The princess has enough protecters now and I just need a 
little fresh air.
Healer: Your still thinking if her aren't you?
She was silent.
Healer::rudely:: Why don't you get over her already, you don't have a 
chance and besides she has Mamoru.
Fighter: I know but.....::now whispering:: but something inside me 
keeps telling me that its right being with her. And I don't wanna give up, 
not yet...... not now.::starts running inside:: :Princess Kakyuu!!!
Kakyuu: Yes is something wrong fighter??
Fighter: May I please have permission to go back to Earth?
Kakyuu::a bit sad:: :Well of course you, Maker and Healer may leave 
tomorrow.
Healer: What!!! I have to go too??
Fighter gave Healer a deathly look.
Healer: Uhh on second thought..........heh heh ::sweatdrop::
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	The next day at Juuban high, the girls were eatting lunch, then they 
noticed tht Usagi was no where in sight. They went searching for her 
worried, they finally found her on the roof top of the school looking 
dazed.
Makoto: ::softly:: Usagi-chan what's wrong?
::no answer::
Minako went up to her and tapped her shoulder, Usagi was surprised and 
turned around.
Usagi: ::lookin confused:: Huh???
Ami: ::concerned:: Usagi-chan whats wrong you've been so distance 
lately, you don't eat, you're deathly quiet and Luna tells us you've been 
crying yourself to sleep every night. Is Mamoru-san?
Makoto: Yeah if it's hurting you this much that he's leaving then you 
should try to convince him to stay. If he loves you then he'll understand.
Usagi looks at the looks on her concerning friends' faces, then smiled.
Usagi: Yea I guess I should talk to him huh? ::the three of them 
nodded:: 
Alrite I'll talk to him tonight on our date, thanks so much guys.
((bring bring)) The four girls started to head back to their classes, 
when all her friends were out of hearing range Usagi whispered to 
herself "But this time I'm not sure it's Mamo-chan. Something else 
in my heart is hurting."
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	After school the girls decided to meet at the crown to get some drinks 
and after go to Rei's shrine. To their surprise Usagi was the first one there. 
When Rei walked in Motoki tapped her on the shoulder and pulled her to 
a table far away from Usagi's table so she and the others could not hear.
Rei::surprised:: : Is something wrong Motoki?
Motoki: Well I was about to ask you the same thing.
Rei: Oh you mean Usagi?
Motoki: Yeah she looks really depressed lately. Is it Mamoru??
Rei: Well thats what we think but I'm not really sure about that.
Motoki: Well I hope Mamoru can cheer her up on there date tonight I 
hate seeing her like this.
Rei::saddly:: : We all do.
Suddenly Minako snuck up behind them and smacks Motoki so hard on the 
back that he fell over.
Minako::suspicious:: : So, what are you two talking about over here all 
alone??
Rei::sweatdropped:: : Nothing why are you so nosey??
	Later on when all the girls had finished there drinks except for
Usagi of course who hasn't even touched her soda, they decided they 
should go to the park tomorrow to have a picnic. Everyone agreed except 
Usagi who was still in her little trance. That's when Minako brought up 
something that wasn't heard of for weeks.
Minako: I wonder what the three lights are doing now??
That comment brought Usgai straight back to Earth and she started to 
remember all the memories she's had with him. The time they first met, 
how he always flirted with her , and is always there for her, how he 
protected her, made her feel happy and how he loved her.
Usagi did not say anything suddenly a single tear drop rolled from her 
eyelids and down her cheek, she had turned away before any of them saw. 
Luckily no one noticed, except someone who was watching Usagi very closely. 
(Give you a hint, she has dark pruplish hair and is Usagi's best friend ^.^)
Rei::trying to change the subject:: : Uhh shouldn't you be getting 
ready for your date with Mamoru-san?
Usagi: oh yea I totoally forgot.....well see you guys later.::weak smile::
All four girls nodded as their friend exit the door.
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	Later that night on Usagi's date when they were at Mamoru's apartment 
talking, Mamoru was going on and on about how he's looking forward to 
going to America that he didn't even notice Usagi about to cry. Finally she 
couldn't hold it in anymore and ran out his door sobbing. Mamoru who was 
very confused ran after her.
Mamoru::concerned:: : Usako what's wrong??
Usagi::still sobbing::
It was when Usagi ran across the street that Mamoru finally caught up to 
her, he held her tight he didn't feel it was a right time to ask her what 
was wrong yet til she calmed down a bit. There they were standing on the 
street holding eachother.
Finally Usagi stopped crying and got out of Mamoru's embrace, she then 
looked away.
Mamoru: Usako is something wrong?
Usagi didn't answer.
Mamoru: Look I hate seeing you like this why don't you tell me what's 
bothering you and I'll see if I can do anything to help, it won't help 
to keep it all inside you.
Usagi started to shiver.
Mamoru noticed and took her back to his apartment, when they got there 
he made her some hot cocoa.
Mamoru waited for someone to break the silence and suddenly he couldn't 
take it anymore so he asked her.
Mamoru: Usako are you upset about me leaving for America?
Usagi just simply nodded.
Mamoru:: sigh:: : Well you know I would do anything for you Usako I 
love you but this is a great opportunity (sowwie me can't spell hehe^.^;;)
and you know it's always been my dream, and I don't really want to give it
up. Last time I went you were more upset then this so I think you could
manage me leaving this time you.
Usagi couldn't hold it in anymore she just had to say something.
Usagi: You just don't understand, you never care about my feelings and 
you're always leaving me, don't tell me you're not even hurting. Last 
time it was different I had Seiya here to keep me happy, show me fun, 
show me love..........and protected me.......::Usagi said the last two
parts a little softly and slowly::
Mamoru was shocked to here this from his Usako, then he started to remember
how the scouts told him about the startlights especially Seiya, who had a
crush on his girlfriend. Remebering this and hearing that little outburst
made Mamoru angry he wanted to go beat up Seiya for even trying to take
his Usako away from him. He couldn't take it anymore and just snapped.
Mamoru::P's:: : If he means that much to you why don't you just leave 
me and go out with him?!?!
Usagi was shocked to hear Mamo-chan say that especially since he knew 
that she only thought of him as a friend nothing more........at least 
that's what she thought.
Usagi: *How could he say that? Sei- Seiya he's just a friend*
She was too caught up in her thoughts to even bother saying anything to 
Mamoru. Suddenly the phone rang.
Mamoru::still a lil angry:: : Mushi mushi. Yea? Oh hi Rei-chan,:: 
starting to calm down::  what? Oh yea she's rite he...((SLAM))::he was 
cut off by Usagi slamming the door::
Rei: What was that???
Mamoru::now upset that he had hurt Usagi:: : That was Usako, I guess 
she's mad at me. We had a little fight....
Rei: What happen? Oh, gotta go, talk to you tomorrow Mamoru-san, I have 
to do something.
With that she hung up leaving a very confused Mamoru standing there 
starring at his phone.
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	She was running fast running away......away from him. *How could he 
say that* Was the only thing that kept going through her mind. Then 
suddenly((wham))
???: Oh I'm really sorry I was too busy worrying about something that I 
didn't notice where I was going I'm sorry are you alright? Here let me 
help you up.::gives a hand to her::
Usagi then turned around and was surprised to see the person who had 
accidently bumped into her and made her fall, someone who she thought 
she would never see for a long time, or maybe never see again.
Usagi: Seiya!!
Seiya::shocked but still smiling:: : Oh it's you Odango, how are 
you?::Then notices her tear stained face and his smile turned into 
a frown:: : What happen?? Why are you crying? Is there something wrong?
Usagi: Umm its alright nothing really I just had a little fight with 
Mamo-chan.
Seiya::angry:: : Did he hurt you?? ::now getting P's::I'm gonna go over 
there and kick his a....
Usagi::tugged on Seiya's arm:: : Please Seiya it's not his fault, it 
was all my fault don't hurt him.
Seiya couldn't resist the look on Usagi's face so he simmered down.
Seiya: Well what were you two fighting about anyway?
Usagi::blushed cuz she didn't want Seiya to know it was sorta about 
him:: :Uhh nothing really........................so....what was it that 
was worrying you anyway?
Seiya: You. Rei-chan called Mamoru-san's house and he told her that you 
ran off I got worried so I tried looking  for you.
Usagi: Oh....so what brings you back here? Are the others here as well?
Seiya: Yeah they're at the shrine right now. And the reason we came 
back was because.....I....er I mean WE missed you........uhh guys.::he 
didn't wanna tell her it was because he missed her because the flashback 
of their goodbye kept replaying in his head::
::Flashback::
Seiya: You know how I feel about you Odango.
Usagi: Yes we'll be friends forever...........
::End of flashback::
*"Yes we'll be friends forever........................friends 
forever................."*
What she had said will never leave his mind, it hurt whenever he had 
that flashback.
Usagi: Well I'm glad you're back! I missed you. And the others.::she 
quickly added::
They hugged each other tightly for awhile.
Usagi:* He's so warm and gentle. How come I feel as if we've done this 
before??*
Seiya:* She's so sweet and warm, why would Mamoru want to hurt such a 
beautiful angel like her?*
Usagi:* What am I doing?? What if Mamo-chan sees me?* Uhh Seiya you 
want to get something to eat? I'm a little hungry. With that she let 
go of Seiya.
Seiya was a little sad that she did that but quickly covered it up.
Seiya: Well if you're hungry then I know this great resturaunt we could 
go to. Come on my car is at our new apartment.
	While Seiya was driving Usagi was looking out the window a little 
worried about Mamo-chan. *" If he sees me he'll definetly think I like 
Seiya........maybe going out to eat wasn't such a good idea."*
Seiya kept driving until they were almost out of the city and in the 
country, there were trees and beautiful flowers, beautiful sparkling 
lakes. Finally Seiya stopped the car, he looked at Usagi, "Well we're 
here." He got out and opened the door for her. Once Usagi got out she 
looked around. The sight was wonderous, there was a hill and there was 
a small path that led to a valley, when Usagi turned around she saw a 
beautiful clear sparkling beach.
Seiya: Come on Odango the restaruant is just over here.
With that he led her to a beautiful restaruant just facing the beach. 
Once she stepped into the restaruant it looked so fancy and she felt odd 
because she had not dressed up, the whole place looked so nice but she 
couldn't keep her eyes off a table rite beside the mini waterfall that 
had been built there with the mini garden and it had a perfect view of 
the beach.
Usagi:* Wow if only we could sit there......*
Waiter: The usual spot Mr.Kou?
Seiya: No today I would like the table by the window with the waterfall.
I have a friend with me.
Waiter: Ahh I see right this way.::he led them to their table::
Usagi couldn't believe that the table they were sitting at was the 
exact table she was looking at.
Waiter: what would you like to order?
Seiya: Well Odango are you in the mood for lobsters??
Usagi nodded, it's been awhile since she had lobster.
Seiya::smiling:: : Alrite then lobster it is.
Once the waiter left Usagi asked Seiya.
Usagi: Why didn't you tell me you were taking me to a fancy 
restaruant??
Seiya::smiling:: :Don't worry Odango this is a casual place you don't 
need to dress up for it.
Not long after, their food came, they talked a lot while they ate, they 
talked about how life has been since they last saw eachother, Usagi 
finally told Seiya about Mamoru leaving.
Seiya::a lil P's:: :He's what?!?!?!? How can he leave you again? What 
kind of boyfriend is that?? ::then he saw the look on Usagi's face 
and he felt sorry for her, sorry that her boyfriend is once again 
leaving, and now what does he do? He blows up on her instead he should 
be comforting her:: I'm sorry Odango, I shouldn't have said that about 
Mamoru, I know how hard this must be for you, but if you want to talk 
about it you know I'm always there for you.
Usagi smiled. : Thanks Seiya-kun.
Seeing Usagi smile made Seiya smile as well.
	Soon after they finished eatting Seiya decided to take Usagi out 
for a look at the stars to make her feel better, but just as they 
stepped out of the restuarant they heard an angry voice.
??: What are you doing here with MY Usako!!!!

				-End of chapter one-
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**More Authors notes**
	Hey sorrie if that sucked like I said this is my first fanfic hehe 
and if it's too long I'm sorry for that too (^^;)
I never actually watched all the other episodes after sailor moon R but 
I've read about them, well mostly about Sailor Stars it's my fave season cuz 
the lights are in it hehe. I've only read about Seiya on the net and fell 
in love with him, he's so cute and he sounds like a really kewl guy. Well 
just wanted to tell you I don't kno much about Seiya and the starlights so 
I'm trying my best, if there are any mistakes I'm sorry. Also I would like 
to thank Princess Cynthia for helping me with all the problems I had while 
trying to write this fanfic, and for inspiring(i think thats mispelled) 
me to keep writing( she didn't kno how much she had helped me but I just 
wanted to thank her^.^). If you haven't already read her fanfics I suggest 
you do they're really good. =)  Don't forget to send in any comments or 
flames to me. ^.^
Take care!!
~*Moonlight Angel*~

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