Prepare for a rant because that is the mood I am in. All day long I have had this little urge to RP, so I tried, on numerous sn's, every time the same fucking thing happens. I am like the only person actually RPing in the whole damn room. Why is it that the most talented people are the most often ignored? This to me makes no sense at all. There needs to be a place, a passworded, private room where us actual RPers can go to RP and have our skills appreciated for once. Gaming has gone to hell, and there are a few of us who have risen so far above the shit that goes on in there, that merely being there to witness it makes us sick. You get the feeling that you don't belong there at all. I get it every time I go in with half a mind to RP. It's so not worth it. Anyway, I am taking a little vacation to ponder over things, and decide whether I really want to come back to AIM or not. You can whine if you want but I am not gonna be around for you to whine to. If you never see me again, just know that I am somewhere better. Peace.

Ok well... I feel shitty still but I can't just lie around feeling sorry for myself forever so I am functioning anyway. I dunno how many times I have said this or if I even have at all... but I just adore it when people come to me and ask if I can teach them how to FF. It just makes my little day so much brighter. Another one sees the light. ^_^ Hmm well anyways. Slowly but surely the FF community is being built up, and I plan on eventually hosting a room where all of the serious RPers can go, and FF to our heart's content, without worrying about being ::hit:: at or otherwise distracted by the people who usually habitate the Gaming Chat, all of whom, may I add, have about the combined IQ of half a bucket of rancid pond scum. So if this perks your interest come contact me and I will see what I can do, maybe you can help me plan things out or something. All of you FF people know that this has been painfully needed for quite some time now. ::huggles her little FF clique::

I almost feel as if I should be apologizing for not having updated my site in so long, even though it is after all, MY website, and as such, as per the definition/concept of it being MINE I get to do whatever the fuck I want with it, whenever I feel like it. So I need only apologize to myself, if I really feel the need. Ok now that I've ranted... I feel a little better. The reasons why I have not bothered to work on my site lately are kinda personal ... I have been going through shit as most of you know already, if you've read my "Happy" little info box for Tiph... but I am not gonna go into that. All you need to know is I'm not dying or anything so just chill. Let me worry about myself. I'm not all that happy but at least that is something I'm used to. Updates well... Nich is gonna kill herself sometime soon since her whole reason for happiness is gone forever... and other than that I just don't know. Sorry to disappoint. No, wait, actually, I'm NOT!!!!! <^>

Well it is barely still Monday... 11:54pm out here in cali but technically still Monday so yeah. Anyways I posted a good Tiph and Seph log. Here's the link, read it and be wowed. Reunion Oh also, I fixed some shit in my guestbook... ::she stalked off, grumbling something about brainless idiots:: -_-;;

Ok all I have done so far is fix a broken link, fix the image map, finally, and read Seph's bio about four times through, each time my eyes (which used to be blue) turning more and more green with envy. x.x;; So if you haven't looked at it yet, do it, cuz it is that good.

Ok this just in, Seph-mun finally sent me his bio, and it is really good, so here is the link. Sephiroth Geez I have never done so much on my page in one day. This is sickening. -_-;;;

Bleh, two more logs, go look at "Adrienne" and "Zoisite" in the logs section.

Keep checking back cuz there will be a wedding log and the proposal log for Nich and Jace soon... And since this is not just the Tiph and Nich page... I will put up some stuff from a few of my other characters like Zoi and Adrienne and maybe Ryu. So come back and stuff.

Seph-mun tells me he is writing his ass off on his bio... as he should, cuz Sephy deserves one completely kickass bio... I just hope he doesn't make it longer than any of mine x.o It will be here soon though. Hopefully... ::pokies Sephy-mun:: Faster!! Chop chop! j/k j/k

Ok I got a Tiph and Dar log up, and here's the link. Tiph & Dar log

Ok people I know it's been a while since I updated last, and not that I have to justify myself to you or anything like that, but I live with morons and I have been both busy and lazy, I know that sounds like an oxy moron but shush!! cuz it's true. =P I have lots of logs to post and I am coding them as fast as my little fingers can go... ok well not that fast but you know what I mean.

I have some goodies for you lucky people; though Sephiroth-mun still has yet to give me his bio, he did send over a completely kickass monologue RP thing... I read it and was like.... 0_0 I mean, damn. He is trying to make me look bad or something. Anyways here is the link. Check it out, it is worth the time, I guarantee. Seph Monologue

Ok I finally have that really good Nich update. Jacen proposed to her!! And she said yes of course. Heehee, ok forgive me, but girls just eat this stuff up. ^_^ So myself and Jacen-mun will be thinking about who to put on our elite guest list to their wedding, which, I have got to say, is going to be by far the best thing AIM has ever seen. I don't mean to sound all stuck up or anything, (ok so maybe I do) but just look at who is going to be playing this bride and groom. How can it not be completely breath-taking? That's all for now. Peace peoples.

As I sit here at 9:04AM Cali time, happily munching my Hawaiian teriyaki rice bowl for dinner, no I did not typo, for a nocturnal like myself this is time for dinner... anyways. I heard that today is David Duchovny's birthday. And he's 42!! Damn. Have you ever seen anyone look that hot when they're that old? But shit, he's 42, I'm 19... almost 20, so even if I did somehow manage to get rid of Thea/Tea whatever the fuck that bitch's name is, that's like a huge fuckin age difference. Bleh I dun care. Sephy's better anyways. Ok that's all. Ima eat the rest of my rice and then go pass out in my bed. L8 peeps.

Ok I have an actual update now. I posted a list of vampire rankings, telling things like which powers they acquire when and stuff like that, trying my damndest to finish Nichollette's profile. There are only two empty categories now. So go look in rules and click Vampire Rankings or just use this link right here. Vampire Rankings Nich is a Sire, by the way.

Ok well now you people are in for something completely kickass, because my bud Seph-mun (you dunno who that is, go read the first part of Saga) tells me that he is writing up a bio (FINALLY) and that I get to post it on my page when he's done. So I wait impatiently for the mail from Sephy-mun. ^_^ As should the lot of you.

I have another log, this one is short and really good, and only has Tiph... erm, talking or acting or whatever. Anyways it's good so read!! Sephiroth postscript Now this can be read by itself or at the end of the "Seph" RP so I leave it up to you.

Well I put up another Nich and Jace log, so go check it out. The Wall

Erm ok the insomnia is especially wicked today so I have sat here and HTML coded for literally hours. The newest update is a new log I added ... with Nich and Jace and Talon, so click this link here or go to the logs link down there. The Lake Ok well I think that I might finally be getting sleepy so Ima go pass out in my bed now. Peace out my peeps. Happy reading and stuff.

Whoohoo go check the logs link or just be lazy and use these short cuts to see the three HTMLs of my long long long long RP with Darrian-mun, it's called Sephiroth... cuz that's what we talked about... and stuff... Oh wait one more thing. I know you all have heard shower stories and all kinds of shit, but let me just say, before you start callin me shower girl again, that we didn't do ANYTHING. It's like, clean and stuff. So there.

God well last night was interesting... to say the fuckin least. I RPed for like 7 hours straight. Toss in a little fighting with your best friend and IM Hell like the world ain't never seen since it was the night I brought Tiph back and ... ugh. I had one hell of a night, but RP kept me sane so thank you again John. ::huggles him close:: That was one insanely long log too... damn, if I post it, it'll take up some serious space. So be looking for an *edited* very long Tiph and Dar (and Damian) log in the future. One more thing. I just now noticed I have more than 200 hits!! *_* Whoa. So thanks guys, and keep coming back. Oh oh, more good stuff. Somebody who will remain nameless says they like my page better than Iain's. ::is flattered and stuff:: Thankies person. We both know who you are. ^_^

Okies well... I had a crazy night, let me just say I am friends with crazy boys ^_^ yeah so anyways. The only update I really have so far is I changed the back grounds again and as soon as we're ready I will have Darrian Nightshade's profile posted in the bios section. That's all. L8 peeps. Ok well since I have nothing at all to do and certain people aren't speaking to me -_- I am putting up the parts of Darrian's profile that I have so far. And there's two pics also. ^_^ So go look in the Bios section to see all the eye candy, but don't stare too much; he's married and stuff. Mwahahaha..... ok shutting up now. Here is the link if you are too damn lazy to go click the bio link... Darrian Nightshade