Complicated
By: Carolyn Dawn Johnson

I'm so scared
The way that I feel
Is written all over my face
When you walk into the room
I wanna find a hiding place
We used to laugh
We used to hug
The way that old friends do
But now a smile and
A touch of your hand
Just make me come unglued
It's such a contradiction
Do I lie or tell the truth?
Is it fact or fiction
The way I feel for you?

It's so complicated
I'm so frustrated
I wanna hold you close
I wanna push you away
I wanna make you go
I wanna make you stay
Should I say it
Should I tell you
How I feel?
Oh, I want you to know
But then again I don't
It's so complicated

Just when I think
I'm under control
I think I finally got a grip
Another friend tells me that
My name is always
On your lips
They say I'm more
Than just a friend
They say I must be blind
Well I admit that
I've seen you watch me
From the corner of your eye
Oh it's so confusing
I wish you'd just confess
But think of what I'd be losing
If your answer wasn't yes

I hate it cause
I've waited so long
For someone like you
Should I say it
Should I tell you
How I feel?
Oh I want you to know
But then again, I don't
It's so complicated



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[07/23/02]

Hm hm,...hi??
anyways, sorry i haven't done any updating yet, but bare with me here!! my adobe photodeluxe isn't working so i can't scan my pictures and change the size etc.
but hrmz...oOOOOOooooo i think someones mad at me..:x
sorry, i have been so busy this week!!
i should be free next week though..
that dork probably don't even know my hp url! so he probably won't be able to read this, but if he does know it...ahaha..DORK....i might call you up friday or something..if you never get a reach of me!
oh wellz, here's my schedule for this week:

07/24/02: MBST + last day of freaken summer schoOl!! *finally*
07/25/02: I should be free
07/26/02: go to the poOl hall with miss. dede
07/27/02: if CHIA call's maybe we'll go do something, before she leaves MN!
07/28/02: maybeh go to the poOl hall again

thumpin` "this isn't love anymore" by: zoe
oOoo my favorite song as of now...*smilez*

"in your eyez, i see what you mean to me, when you're calling out my name, and you know i want you by my side, so why do you feel this way?? can't you see, i want you in my life..so if you want to stay, you gottah love me anyway.."






a little somethin about me

name: serinah thao
location: st. paul, minnesota
sex: female
weight: if i don't eat regularly i'm between 95-97 and if i eat regularly i'm 100. :)
height: 5'2" maybe if i drink milk and sleep on time i'll grow faster
hair color: black
eye color: dark brown
status: taken by my dork

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my july 2002 calender

24th: minnesota basic stand. math test (i better pass this!)
27th: panhia moua's birthday
28th: angel yang's birthday
31st: my birthday
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