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Chapter Five
(Sesshoumaru)
“The lady of the house is gone.”
Inu-yasha looked at the servant and didn’t move. He started to hic up and he clutched my arms.
“What do y-you mean?” he asked.’
The servant bowed. “I can’t find her anywhere in the house...There is no trace of her what so ever,” he said slowly.
Inu-yasha started to tremble. I glared at the servant and shouted for him to go away. He yelped and ran away in a hurry. I turned to Inu-yasha and gripped his shoulders. Inu-yasha looked at me and started to cry again.
“Sesshoumaru...please find her...” he sobbed.
I looked at him, holding him in my arms. He cried on my shoulder and clutched onto my kimono shirt. I glared and looked to the ground. How am I supposed to find her when I know she killed herself? I can’t tell him this. It will break his soul or what ever is left of it. He looked at me again.
“S-Sesshoumaru...” he sobbed out again.
He sniffed and held his hands over his face. He rubbed them for a bit and pulled them away. He started to stand up but cried out from the pain. He fell backwards but I caught him before he could hit the floor. I pulled him back to me and he clutched my kimono.
“I have to find her, she-she, I need her...” he said slowly.
I looked away from him and gently placed him back on his futon. He started to get up again but I forced him down again. He started to protest but I stopped him.
“No, I’ll find her,” I said.
He looked at me, his eyes starting to fill with tears again but he gave me a small smile. He nodded and lied back down.
“Sleep,” I said to him.
He nodded again and started to nod off. I went over to the door and slowly closed it. Maybe I should have moved the corpse of Takashi, but I’ll do that later. I began to pace the hall’s trying to thin of what to do with Inu-yasha. I couldn’t tell him that his mother killed herself.
I stopped by the dinning hall and looked in. The blood from his mother was still there. A servant was bent over cleaning it. Humans can’t smell scents. For which I am glad. Then a thought came to me.
Maybe I should tell him. It would make him stronger. Not just that, it would make him leave me. Once his soul is gone I can kill him in an instant. No younger brother, no more worrying about him getting stronger then me, the Tetseiga should be mine now. Now that father was dead I shall have Tetseiga for myself. There won’t be any competition for my lands now. It will be mine and mine alone.
The servant finished her work and bowed to me. She took her rag and left the room. I went over to the spot where she bled. I could still smell her sent. It filled the room. It was sickening. I covered my mouth with my hand. The sent was everywhere. I gagged, I need air. I quickly left the room and went outside. Once I made it out I breathed. No more human sent. I inhaled deeply. The only sent I could smell was the Sakura blossoms. Thank God.
I went over by a tree I have spent many times sitting and thinking by. I touched the tree and sat by it. My back touched the hard surface and I sighed. Suddenly I chuckled to myself. I remember this tree. This tree holds more memories for me then just sitting by it.
Just when I was about to open my eyes I felt him touch my arm. I felt surprised, but I said nothing. He continued to make his way up my arm, gently touching it. I felt myself shiver a little. What was Inu-yasha doing? He touched my shoulder, I felt his other arm touch my other shoulder, and his legs swing over my hips. His groin touched mine. I tried to hold my erection in. Inu-yasha you’re arousing me, don’t make me take you. God I will not touch him, but oh God I can feel his hands touch my face. Why, why, why, why are you doing this? [1]
I sighed and stretched. Damn him. It’s all his fault. He had to touch me. I would have ignored him if he would have just left me alone. I could have just watched him from afar and I wouldn’t be in so deep with you.
I sat up. Now that I think about it I just killed a youkai lord for him. I growled and sat back into the tree. I am weak, no doubt about that now. That stupid hanyou has made me weak. Now I’ve gone all mushy for him. In the youkai world anything that threatened your manhood you kill it. I don’t need Inu-yasha...I could kill him if I wanted to...I think...
I got up and started back to the house. I guess I better start looking for Inu-yasha’s mother...
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(Inu-yasha weeks later)
I sat in his room waiting for him to come back. My hips were almost all better. Most of the wounds were gone. I still had some scars to remind me of...him...I shuddered and brushed my arms. He still hasn’t come back.
I curled up and held my legs to my chest. Please Sesshoumaru...find my mother... I lowered my head to knees and started breathing harder. I can’t live without her. She was the only person to wipe away my tears. She sang those songs to comfort me. I tried to sing one. But I couldn’t remember the words. I let go of my knee and sat on my legs.
Sesshoumaru said he’d be back tonight. Where is he? I waited some more, then I heard the door creak. I sat up at looked at the door. He came in and slowly closed the door. I stood up and ran to him. He looked at me not saying anything.
I came up to him and touched his chest. I removed his armor and opened his kimono slightly. I reached my hands inside and touched him gently. My head press against his chest.
“Sesshoumaru...” I said softly.
He said nothing and touched my head. He ran his fingers through my hair and stopped at my ears. He pulled me off him and led me to his futon. I sat down on my knees and looked at him eagerly. His eyes showed nothing as he leaned in and kissed me. I felt his tongue run around my lips and force his way in. I reached my hands up and touched his face. My fingers traced the lines on his face.
He gasped and pulled back. He looked at me. “Inu-yasha...”
I hushed him and reached for his pants. I touched the sash and tugged at it lightly. He did nothing as they fell to the ground. I reached for his erection and touched it gently. He groaned softly and touched my hair.
“Inu-yasha...I-“He started.
I hushed him again, and reached for his erection. My hands began to touch it and pump it slowly. I saw him clutch his teeth together and reach for my hair. My hand sped up a bit. I kept away from the tip. He grabbed my hair and pulled on it a bit.
“Don’t...” he hissed out.
I ignored him and kissed the tip. His grip on my hair grew tighter. I looked at him then returned my gaze to his erection. I opened my mouth and let it in my mouth. Very slowly I began to suck on it. I could hear the small noises it made when I went back and forth. I heard him groan loudly and arch his back. I started to go slower again to pull it out as long as I could. He grunted and thrust into my mouth. I gagged on it for a bit but got myself settled again.
“Go. Faster.” He hissed out.
I gagged again and started faster. He moaned and started thrusting into me. I pulled back a little to keep from gagging. Finally he moaned one more time and climaxed into my mouth. I eagerly swallowed the seed and looked at him. He breathed in and out for a moment, and looked down at me. He took his hand and gripped my face. He pulled my face up and kissed me.
He pulled away and straddled my waist. He forced open my kimono and kissed my neck. I moaned and wrapped my arms around his neck, playing with his hair. His hands reached down into my pants and pulled them down. Once they were off he reached over and touched my manhood. I moaned and arched my back. He grabbed it and began to rub it gently.
I moaned into his hair and started to lick his ear. He growled and started pumping harder. I moaned and held him tighter. I began to thrust into his hand. Hoping he’d go faster. He growled and began to lick me. I cried out and came into his hand. He gripped onto my body and started to shudder.
He pushed me down onto the floor and kissed me again. He pulled away slowly and he licked my lips. I began to pant a bit and I licked his lips back. He bent down and started to lick my neck. He planted little kisses and bites all over my neck and started attacking my throat. I gasped and held onto his neck. My legs made their way around his waist and clutched onto him tightly.
His hands made their way to the top of my kimono and pulled the rest of it off. My chest lay exposed to him. He ran his finger across my chest and brushed against my nipples. I gasped out and held his shoulders tighter. He went down to then and tweaked them. He bent down and ran his tongue down my stomach. He stopped at my navel and dipped his tongue in and out.
“S-Sess...” I hissed out.
He looked up at me and dipped his tongue in again. He ran his tongue down farther until he came to my groin. He ran his tongue across my groin, and it jumped up and brushed against his face. He ran his tongue across it and took it in his mouth. I felt his suck it slowly, but still kept eye contact with me. I let out a loud moan and gripped his head. I felt him began to move faster.
“S-Sesshoumaru...” I cried out.
I felt my head thrust back as I moaned his name again. He growled and pulled back. I looked at him pleadingly.
“Don’t move your face, I want to see your face...” he said
I nodded and he bent back down. He took my erection in his mouth and began to suck again. I cried out again but didn’t look away. His eyes kept in contact with mine. I felt him go faster and faster. I began to cry out louder and louder. My eyes began to tear, but I still kept looking at him. With one last cry I came into his mouth.
He drank up my seed and leaned into my face. I could still see some of my seed on his face. I reached forward and licked his face. He licked his lips and kissed me again. I could taste my seed in his mouth. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him to my chest. He licked my ear and rested on my shoulder. He nuzzled my face.
I felt light headed. This was the first time he swallowed my seed. I smiled lightly and kissed his ear. He grunted and held on tighter. I looked at him.
“Sesshoumaru?”
“Hn,”
“Did...Did you find her?” I asked
He made a small noise. I looked away. That meant no. Why can’t we find her? Shouldn’t Sesshoumaru be able to find her sent? Maybe she didn’t want to be found. Or maybe she died...No! I can’t take that. She’s not dead. I know she’s not.
Not only that...I can’t believe I forgot...Shikon no Tama. I want to be a youkai, a full youkai. For Sesshoumaru. Then something hit me. If I could find the Shikon no Tama then I could bring back mother. Not just that I could make her live forever. Then I could be with her and Sesshoumaru. I sat up quickly; Sesshoumaru jumped back and looked at me.
“What the hell...?”
“Shikon no Tama! I need it!” I shouted.
I turned around and smiled at my brother. I leaned in and kissed him gently. I pulled away and licked his nose.
“I have to get ready,” I said.
I left a shocked Sesshoumaru on the ground and walked off.
~next day~
I tied my kimono pants, and left my room. I walked into the dinning hall and touched the table. I looked around, hoping to see Sesshoumaru. I was hoping he would see me off. But Sesshoumaru isn’t the type. I chuckled sadly to myself.
I left the room and started outside. I went to my mother’s garden and touched her favorite spot. She used to love to sit here and relax. She used to sit here and wait for father or she’d sing to the birds. Sometimes I would join her here sometimes. I chuckled to myself. I never enjoyed it though.
I left the spot and began to walk away from the mansion. I looked back and sighed. I guess I wasn’t going to see him. I started out for the gate and left the place I called home.
Don’t worry brother, I’ll come back. And become a full youkai. Then I’ll find you mother.
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(Sesshoumaru)
I stood on the cliff. A war was breaking out. A war with the cat youkai’s. Apparently father left behind a little surprise after he died. He started a war with them and never finished. Now I’m stuck with fighting them. I was gathering nay and every youkai around. But there was one that I especially wanted.
My servant Jaken walked up to me and bowed. I didn’t look at him but asked.
“Where is Inu-yasha?”
He bowed again. “Inu-yasha has been sealed.” He said.
I froze. Sealed? But how? He’s not weak, he’s not as strong as I am but he not weak enough to be sealed. I was tempted to reach over and kill Jaken, but I didn’t move.
“Sealed? How?” I asked emotionlessly.
“He fell in love with the miko who was protecting it and she sealed him. But before he was sealed he wounded her and she was killed.” Jaken said.
In love...with the miko...My mind began to spin. He fell in love with the miko. My fist clenched. Bastard. He has Tetseiga so he thinks he can do what ever. My eyes narrowed. Tetseiga will be mine. I will take Tetseiga from you, brother. You do not deserve it. It should belong to me. Now that you are gone out your own stupidity, it belongs to me.
“Why do you want that stupid hanyou anyway? He got himself sealed by a miko,”
“Tetseiga, I want the power of Tetseiga,” I said with out thinking.
Jaken nodded and shooed off the rest of the youkai that were nearby. I stood there just watching the scenery before me. Hatred for my brother began to fill me. No consume me. I could just feel his blood drip through my fingers. But he was sealed, so I will never have my revenge. Damn him...Damn him...
I felt my hands relax. I sighed and looked to the sky. Why do I feel so empty? So...alone...
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(Sighs) that was a lame ending but I wrote myself into a hole so yeah...>.< uhhh I hope you enjoyed the lemon at least ^^(). You think it sucks? You like it? Tell me what you think ^^() REIVIEW!