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Loving A Human Girl
Hi’ya!!!! How’s everyone on the Internet? Good good! Well here is my first (and hopefully not last) Rin and Sesshoumaru fic! Yay! I love Rin she’s just so cute! Of course I have to put her together with Sesshoumaru ^_^. Ok Rin in this story is older! So don’t worry ^_^ (that would be sick if she was a kid >.<) So please review (flames are allowed) enjoy! )P.S. this is told from Rin’s POV. Just in case you didn’t know ^_~)
Sama: Lord or Lady (in this case lord)
Hai: Yes/ Okay
Sakura: Cherry blossom
Flowers, flowers were everywhere. I laughed, I love flowers. I always had, especially since I was little. Sesshoumaru-sama would stop for a while and let me play in a flower field. They’re so pretty, all the colors and smells. Sometimes I like to just lay in the fields and pretend I’m a pretty flower. Waiting for someone to pick me and put me up in a hut, or give me to a lover. I would always bring with me a bundle of flowers. Half of them I kept in my small bag Sesshoumaru-sama gave to me so I can use them to bathe with. Some of them I would make them into a crown and pretend I’m a princess and Sesshoumaru-sama was my knight. The last one I would always save for my Sesshoumaru-sama. I always save the prettiest one for him and give it to him. He would always accept it and grunt, but I can tell. Just by looking at his eyes he loved getting them. I remember the first time I gave him a flower. I was little, real little. It was the first flower field he ever took me to. I was thrilled, and played in the flowers. We were there until nightfall fell and the lighting bugs came out. He called for me and came back with a bundle of flowers. I made half of them into a crown, and put it on my head. Then I looked through the bundle for the prettiest one. When I found it I gave it to him, smiling. For a moment he looked shocked, then his eyes got all warm. On the outside he looked like he was glaring at it, but I could see, in his eyes. He loved it. From then on I promised myself I would always give Sesshoumaru-sama pretty flowers, until the day I die. I’ve always done so. Even now, when I’m at my 19th summer, I still give him flowers.
“Rin.” He said snapping me out of my daydream.
“Hai, Sesshoumaru-sama!”
“We stop here for tonight.” He said and started for a tree.
“Hai!” I said happily.
I was very happy, we stopped at a flower field. A Sakura field too. (arg I don’t know any other Japanese flower) I giggled and ran to the field. I looked over and saw Jaken mutter. I never really liked the old toad, but he was Sesshoumaru-sama’s servant so I just ignore him. He hated flowers; he hated the fact that I always gave Sesshoumaru-sama a flower every time we came to one. I really don’t know why he kept Jaken around. He was annoying, mean, and just plain ugly. I like to annoy him. He’s so fun to tease. He always seems to hate beautiful things; no…that can’t be true. He likes Sesshoumaru-sama. I watched Sesshoumaru-sama walk into a near by woods. He was off to hunt. He never brought me along when he hunted. I guess he didn’t want me to get in the way, or maybe he worried about me? Maybe he didn’t want me to get hurt. I never question him. I just follow his commands, as I should. I can’t wait for him, and when he comes back I can give him a new pretty flower. I began to make a crown for my head. I wonder if Jaken would want one? Probably not. He would just hit me in the head and call me a stupid girl. I hate it when he does that, it hurts. But when Sesshoumaru-sama’s around I yell a lot, and he comes and throws Jaken into a tree. I giggle at the image. When I finished I placed it on my head. There, now I’m a princess trapped by the mean witch Jaken. Hee, hee he makes a good witch! And Sesshoumaru-sama my knight, he’ll come and save me. Then he’ll kill the evil witch and we’ll live happily ever after. I dance around in a circle, giggling at my fantasy. After my 14 summer I started to change. I started getting bigger, in a lot of different places, and my monthly cycle started. I was really scared, I wanted to know what was happening to me. Sesshoumaru-sama wanted Jaken to tell me, but he refused. I was lucky that we ran into Inu-yasha-sama, Sesshoumaru-sama’s brother and Kagome-sama. She told me about the changes in my body. This scared me, I didn’t want to change, but Kagome-sama told me it was a good change so I believed her. After these changes started I started looking at Sesshoumaru-sama differently. He was suddenly extremely beautiful. ( No I’m not trying to diss Sessy. Now that Rin’s looking at him differently she’s going truly notice how beautiful he really is) His long silver hair that shone in the pale moonlight, his tall looming frame, and his golden eyes that show his true emotions. My heart flutters now every time I’m near him, I can’t stop thinking about what it’d be like for him to hold me, kiss me…but that’s not Sesshoumaru-sama. I think to him I’ll always be that little girl who gives him flowers. It’s very sad, I want to be more. I looked up from the spot I have been lying on the ground and saw Jaken standing above me.
“Come girl, Master has brought food.” He grunted and walked to the campsite.
I sat up and brushed the dirt off my kimono. I looked at it, it was getting pretty dirty. I would have to get a new one soon, this one was starting to get small. I smiled, there was Sesshoumaru-sama, sitting by the fire with dinner. I grabbed my bundle of flowers and ran to him. As soon as I got to him I began to pick out the best flower. As soon as I found it I held it out to him. He stared at it for a while then took it. I watched his eyes, they glowed. I smiled, I loved making Sesshoumaru-sama happy. Jaken grunted.
“You shouldn’t bother Master with those silly flowers, what is a great lord like him going to do with them.” Jaken said.
I became sad. Was he right? Was it stupid of me to give him flowers, maybe he really didn’t like them and was throwing them away. But then he surprised me by smacking Jaken into a tree and putting the flower on his amour. A grin broke out on my face.
“M Master…”
“Don’t speak to me now, I do not wished to hear you’re voice.” Sesshoumaru-sama said, and closed his eyes..
So did this mean he liked my flowers? Of course! He was wearing it on his amour, I was so happy. I wanted to jump around and dance. Instead I sat next to him and ate my meal quietly.
After my meal Sesshoumaru-sama permitted me to go take a bath. I took my small bag and walked to a close hot spring. When he first brought me back to life he made me go take a bath. He told me my sent offended him. He had Jaken get me some soap, and dumped me in a nearby spring. I didn’t know how to swim so he had to hold me above the water and help me. After that I took my baths by myself. He stole this small bag for me so I can keep my small belongings in. Which included the flowers I just picked, for my bath, a comb with a flower on it, a small doll I always had since I was a baby, and a small knife. I was supposed to use the knife to defend myself, but I’ve never needed to. Sesshoumaru-sama has always come to protect me. So I really never used it, except for cutting meat or a branch. I reached the hot spring and striped out of kimono. I dropped the Sakura petals in the spring and slowly walked in myself. I began to relax in the spring letting the water soothe my body. I was only in there for 2 minuets when I heard voices, human voices. I panicked, what should I do? I got out quickly and wrapped my kimono around me. I stared looking for a place to hide but it was too late. A young boy came out, holding a bucket. I froze, and looked at him. He smiled at me.
“Hello lady!” He said.
“H Hello,” I said stuttering.
“Are you lost?” He asked, moved over to the hot spring and dipped his bucket in.
“No, I was taking a bath and I heard someone so I got out really quickly…” I started.
“Oh, sorry then, I was getting some water for mother,” he said and pulled up his bucket.
I sighed, he was leaving, good. If Sesshoumaru-sama saw me with him then he would be dead, and I didn’t want him to die. He was about to leave when he stopped and looked at me.
“You’re not from around here are you?” He asked.
“No I travel with my Master.” I said.
“Then would you like to come to the Sakura festival that my village is holding? It’ll be lot’s of fun!” He asked.
I bit my lip, it did sound nice, but Sesshoumaru-sama would never let me go. I didn’t want to hurt his feeling though…
“Um, I don’t know…”
“Please?” He gave me the stare, the same one I give Sesshoumaru-sama when I want something. That is a hard face to resist.
“Well…”
“Please?”
“Well…ok…” I said defeated.
He cheered and dropped his bucket. He ran to the spring and quickly filled it. He smiled at me.
“Great! It’s tomorrow so please meet me by this hot spring. Uh…what’s your name?” he asked
“I’m Rin.”
“Rin! Nice to meet you! I’m Kotachi! I’ll see you tomorrow!” He said and ran off.
I meekly waved goodbye.
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I nervously walked back to camp. What was I going to say to Sesshoumaru-sama? He would never let me go to a village festival and interact with humans. I got to camp and saw Jaken sleeping, drooling out of the corner of his mouth. Yuck, I hate it when he drools. I looked for Sesshoumaru-sama, there was sitting against a tree. His one eye caught sight off me and made a noise saying ‘I want you to come here’. Early on I had to learn the different noises Sesshoumaru made when he wanted something. He was never much of a talker and still isn’t. Even when I was little and constantly asking him questions. I walked up to him and he motioned for me to sit down. I loved sleeping next to Sesshoumaru-sama, he always wraps his fluffy thing around me as a blanket, and I fall asleep listening to him breath. Sometime he lets me comb his hair. I love doing that, his hair is so long and pretty I could comb it forever. Tonight he wanted me to comb it, I squealed in delight. I see him smirk, he knew I enjoyed combing his hair, I think that’s why he let me do it. I began my task by letting my fingers run though it. I do that because then it’s easier it’s to brush with the comb, plus I love to run my fingers through his long silver hair. I smiled as I thought I saw a smile on his face, maybe now was a good time to ask.
“Um, Sesshoumaru-sama?”
No answer.
“I was over by the hot spring taking my bath…”
I could swear I saw a faint blush across his cheeks, but I shook my head.
“And I heard someone coming….”
His eyes snapped open and he looked at me, I could see rage starting to fill in his eyes.
“Did they see you in the Hot spring?” He asked holding my shoulders.
“No, no I get out before he came.”
He loosened his grip a little.
“He?”
“Yes it was a little boy, around 7 summers.” I said.
He relaxed completely, and let go of my shoulders. He closed his eyes and let me continue my work.
“ He asked me if I would go to his village festival…”
His eye’s snapped open again, he looked at me.
“No.”
“But I said I would go!”
“No”
“Sesshoumaru-sama…” I gave him the same look Kotachi gave me.
I found out at an early age this was a perfect look to give him if I wanted something, and it hasn’t failed me yet. He looked at me frowning, but I could tell in his eyes he was breaking. Yes! I have him now!
“…you may go, for a little while! Then we leave.” He said and closed his eyes for a final time.
I smiled wide, I had won again. After I finished brushing his hair, he wrapped his fluffy thing around me. I snuggled into him, and leaned close to his face.
“Thank you Sesshoumaru-sama.” I said and kissed his cheek.
I don’t really know why I did that. The only other time I did that was when I was little and he saved me. He didn’t seem to mind though, he wrapped his arm around me and I fell asleep.
I sat by the rock waiting for Kotachi to arrive. That morning Sesshoumaru-sama was gone, he came back in the after noon with a gift for me. It was a lovely kimono, a light pink in color with different shades of pink all over it. I put it on right away and spent the day in the Sakura field putting flowers in my hair and pretending Sesshoumaru-sama was asking my hand in marriage. I giggled at that. No, he would never do that. As soon as it was time for me to me to go, he warned me about humans and told me to come back to the spring in a couple of hours. I listened to all of this and gave him a kiss on the cheek for goodbye (only this time I had to go on my tiptoes to reach him)
After a couple minutes of waiting Kotachi cams stumbling from a bush. He got up and smiled at me.
“Come on Rin! It’s starting!” He said excitedly.
I giggled and followed him to the village. It wasn’t very far, after a few minuets of walking we got there. The village wasn’t very big but with the Sakura trees around it, it was beautiful. It was nothing like my old village. It was dirty, everything was just plain dirty. And the people were just plain awful. I shook my head, no time to think of sad things! I’m at a festival! He led me to the center where all the food was. It looks like all the women of the village got together and made the food. It looked so wonderful. It seemed to sparkle in front of my hands as I reached for them. I picked something up and began to eat. When traveling with Sesshoumaru-sama you always have to eat as much as you can, or you were going to go hungry until the next hunt. I watched as some boy stole Kotachi’s food, and he ran after them. I laughed at the sight. Looks like he need to watch his food better. Then I felt a hand touch mine. I turned around and was staring into the eyes of a boy, a man I should say. He had long black hair, which was tied back into the customary bun that all men had. He was tall and lean but not as tall as Sesshoumaru-sama, or as pretty. He smiled at me. I didn’t like that smile.
“You’re new here aren’t you?”
I smiled and said yes, but inside I rolled my eyes, it was a small village. It’s a little obvious that I’m new.
“Please let show you around miss.” He said smiling at me, and offering his hand.
Everything in my bones told me that something was wrong here, and that I shouldn’t go with him. Sesshoumaru-sama has always told me to trust my instincts, because if I can’t then I won’t survive. I gave him a quick smile.
“I’m sorry but I must go now.” I said and hurried off.
He grabbed my hand. “ Wait! Please you just got here.” He said and smiled some more.
My body went cold, I pulled my hand away. “N No…I have to go, my master is waiting…” I said and hurried off. I quickly ran into the woods, after I was sure I was far away I caught my breath. I sat on the grass and hugged myself. How did he know I just got there? Was he watching me? I shivered at that thought. How gross. This made me think of the time when I was little and Jaken told me I could go through the woods for a while. I was fun until I got lost, I was scared and went looking for Sesshoumaru-sama. Then a wolf found me, and promised to help me find Sesshoumaru-sama. I got scared and ran away from him. He stated chasing me for a while, but then Sesshoumaru-sama found me and killed him. . I curled up in a ball. I wanted Sesshoumaru-sama…I jumped up. That’s right! I have to meet him at the hot spring! I ran to the hot spring, luckily it wasn’t far away. I looked around; he wasn’t there yet. Ok then I would just wait for him. I sat on a rock waiting for him. A couple of minutes later a saw a bush move. I jumped up.
“Sesshoumaru-sama I…” I stopped as soon as I saw who came out.
It was him, from the festival, with Kotachi by his side.
“I told you she’d be here.” Kotachi said to the man.
I froze. “What’s going on here Kotachi?” I asked.
He looked at me sadly. “ You were supposed to met my Father and fall in love with him so I could have a Mother…”
“What? You mean you wanted me to be your mom?” I asked.
The father laughed and smacked the boy. He hit the ground with a large smack. I stood there horrified. Kotachi started bleeding from his head. How could he do that to his son?
“I send him out here, to collect women for myself. He thinks he’s going to get a mother.” He said laughing.
“How could you!” I screamed at him.
He seemed totally unaffected. He’s just like them, from the village. Before Sesshoumaru-sama brought me back to life. They were always so cold, they never felt anything. I started to shake, this was just like when I was little.
“What do you do with the women when you’re done with them?” I asked.
He smirked. “I kill them.”
I was frozen to my spot. Kill them? No! I don’t want to die again! Sesshoumaru-sama help me! Please! The man took the opportunity to get behind me and grab me. I struggled against his grip but he was stronger then me. Just like the men at the village. They always held me like this, before they hurt me for taking some fish. They were killed by a demon attack, and so was I. But Sesshoumaru-sama brought me back to life, only this time he won’t be here to bring me back to life. I was I had my little knife right now. I could feel his hot breath against my skin. It was dirty and nasty. Just like them…
“Help! Sesshoumaru…” I tried crying out but he covered my mouth.
“You’re master can’t help you now, you’re mine.” He growled.
I closed my eyes, so I couldn’t watch what he was going to do to me. Then he just loosened his grip and dropped to the ground. I relaxed instantly and let out a deep breath. I looked to the ground and saw the man’s decapitated body. I looked over to my right and saw Sesshoumaru-sama, eyes glowing evilly at the head and crushed it. I smiled, tears forming in my eyes, and ran to him. I hugged him tightly and softly started crying onto his amour. He wasn’t holding me back, or touching me. Was he mad at me for being near that man? It wasn’t my fault! I looked up at him.
“W Why aren’t you holding me?” I asked.
His gaze softened. “I don’t want to get blood on you Rin.” He said.
He held out the bloody hand from decapitating the man. I looked at it and ripped off some of my kimono. I began to wipe off the blood on his hand. He watched me silently. As soon as I was done I tossed the cloth and held his hand with both of mine. He took his other hand and held me. This was bliss, pure bliss. Like in one of my fantasies Sesshoumaru-sama, my knight, came to save me, and was holding me. I looked up at him and smiled. His eyes were glowing again only not with anger, but with love. He loved me. If I were to die now I would be the happiest person alive. I wanted him to look at me this way forever. He let go off me and cupped my chin. Then he bent in slowly and kissed me. I if said I was in bliss earlier, I lied.
This was pure bliss. I was dancing on clouds; I was on cloud nine. I could feel his tongue move around and touch my lips. I slowly let him in and he explored my mouth. This is all too new for me. I don’t know how to do this, but he will teach me. All too soon the kiss ended and he pulled away. I opened my eyes slowly and stared into his. He leaned in and cupped my face again.
“You are mine…my mate…don’t ever forget that.” He said.
I smiled and hugged him.
“I love you Sesshoumaru-sama…” and I buried my face in his chest.
He touched my cheek gently and whispered. “I love you, Rin.”
I stared at the Sakura field I had grown so found of. I wanted to say goodbye to it before we left. It was so pretty; I picked some flowers and went off to find Sesshoumaru-sama. I took some of the flowers and put them in my bag, then took the others and made a crown. Only this time I don’t have to pretend that Sesshoumaru-sama is my knight, because he is. He will always be. I smiled, I have my knight that’s all I need. That left me with one flower left one for Sesshoumaru-sama. I ran up to him and Jaken. He gave me a small half smile. I handed him the flower, and Jaken snorted.
“You should stop giving the master flowers, they smell awful,” Jaken grunted.
Sesshoumaru-sama glared at him then took my hand. Then to my surprise he kissed me. I closed my eyes and wrapped my arms around his neck. Jaken sputtered, and gasped. When we finished Sesshoumaru-sama started walking ahead.
“Come we are going home.” He said.
“Why Master?” Jaken asked.
“Because,” he said looking at me. “Rin is pregnant.”