And the torch still burns...

By SM Fishman 2/11/00

Sometimes you just wonder too much. You think, backtrack. I've been told and always tell, that "hindsight is 20-20." I guess there's some truth in that to some extent.

Sometimes I find myself thinknig about the "whatifs" and "what could have beens." And then I stop myself and think, "Its just because you have nobody else special in your life." I always buy into that rationale, that reason.

But then ya gotta think- ya gotta.....but then time just drifts through and like a tide, takes out the thoughts to the sea, some to float near the shore, others into the abyss....the abyss of my life.

Call it what ya want- I refer to the "torch carrying" which I've seen some people spend entire years martyrizing a former relationship. No, not me. But often I wonder what could have been again....and just think- "I wonder too much."






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