Close the door (And your eyes) By SM Fishman 2/3/01 And your eyes, sullen. Gazing back at me those sad angel eyes. And the tear gate opened, down your face. And you feigned a smile weakend. as I closed the door, your eyes closed too. I closed the door, your eyes closed too.

Open the door (A shooting star) By SM Fishman 2/3/01 You were my first meteor shower, our first kiss. Holding your hand. Kissing your neck. Embracing ourselves. We danced for hours in Gods Country standing by the bonfire. I opened the door. You never stayed long enough to know... long enough to know…

This was inspired by someone I dated back in grad school - I haven't made many attempts at long-term commitments however in this case I was willing to. Sadly enough, she was not sure of who she was or what she wanted...

I had to make a difficult decision in my life two years ago - i left behind someone who was and still is very special to me.