i feel Now I know I have a heart because it's breaking It is the wounded heart that makes us human in the end. Saturday, August 03, 2002 having a job is like no job. no basic pay...so no deal for a mth means no need eat for a month. shall see how it goes. who knows, things r very hard to say nowadays...haha.anyway jus like what ice n de rest had say.give de job a try and gain exp 1st. meanwhile i am still looking out for jobs. i thot i was late for interview yesterday. who knows someone is even later.haa..never expect de interview went so smooth and gt de job on de spot and will be starting work soon. dun wan to rant too much on this to avoid more disscusion on tis isuse. dead tired worn out last nite cos i travel around sg yesterday b4 i meet up with tae 1st and then de rest..suprise tat rare ppl turn up. anyway jus came back from dentist not long ago. nervous or exiting? could hear drilling in my mouth and then, he realise not nesscary have to do root canal now so shall see what happen during this few days. if worsten..no choice..gona spend another BOMB liao. can u hear a sound? tat is my heart cracking sound. *crack. anyway now my mouth is super numb due to de 2 injections given. shall see what i can do later..perhaps catch a Electric Shadow or do some windowshopping...see how..who knows i Zzz at home.hahaaha. Listening to heart~stranded.mp3 ::posted by yiyi at 8/3/2002 02:56:43 PM Thursday, August 01, 2002 Insects in a dream always represent obstacles that you must overcome to reach your goals, if you manage to exterminate them or they are not bothersome to you then you will meet your obstacles with strength, and be able to overcome them. Insects also represent excessive worry over certain things, meditate to find out what they might mean to you by using all the symbols in your dream for reference. ::posted by yiyi at 8/1/2002 04:43:32 PM Tuesday, July 30, 2002 finally after close to 3 mths, i get to sit on de bike again yesterday nite. but it really reminds me on de blue card which SSDC send me for a notification regarding extending my bike course...makes me think whether is tis what i really wan? is it jus de passion or jus a sake of transportation? deep inside i know is de passion but yet something is holding me back..dun wish to say so much on tis. Yesterday riding is good but makes me tired n i feel aching now as it was a long journey but is nice to sit on bike again. so sad tat i am de pillion n not de rider...lol! anyway i was abit depressed earlier n was ranting many nonsense that pissed both of us but glad tat it cool off finally after awhile.^_^ dun know what got into me, in fact de whole day i am like tat,perhaps is de frustration tat build inside me due to some reason which i think u know why. sighz...ppl say 2molo will be a better day. well,i doubt so, too many problems liao, yet suppressing it jus like u say or maybe de way the song sings: You can't let anybody see Your real personality Is it pride, or just your false pretenses? Maybe a part of you has died Because you keep it all inside But still you wear that smile on your face ::posted by yiyi at 7/30/2002 10:59:24 PM Monday, July 29, 2002 All the world is crazy anyway What's it matter what they say If I'm the one that's wrong Then let it be my mistake If love is blind I'll find my way with you Cause I can't see myself I'm not in love with you If love is blind I'll find my way with you You wouldn't be with me tonight if I didn't feel I was right What will it matter anyhow a hundred years from now -If Love Is Blind- ::posted by yiyi at 7/29/2002 04:46:32 PM

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